Arshi OS: Nothing's gonna change My LOVE for YOU

Sometimes it's too difficult to let go of someone whom you badly wanted to stay. Life had been always cruel to him but this cruelty was far more than anyone he faced. The soreness that he felt in his heart was the evidence of the cruelty.

Sitting on the beach he was immersed in deep thoughts... thoughts about her, of the women he was deeply, madly, and irrevocably in love with, the woman, who was his world, the only women who held his heart and always will.

Just like her name she had filled his heart with happiness, filled his life with joy, but he remained ignorant, afraid that if he will succumb to this happiness it would fade like always. And when he actually gave in to that happiness he realized that it was too late, the happiness was once again snatched from him like always.

He knew he deserved what all he was growing through. He had hurt her immensely and now nothing could ever change the fact that she was going to be someone else's.

He thought of how life would have been if only he would have trusted his heart, trusted her and not Shyam. He had repented for every hurtful action of his but still he couldn't stop her to go, to leave him alone.

He had done everything that he could do from bringing gifts for her, taking her out on date, to saying sorry to her almost every hour, but nothing could change her mind.

He still have had hope that she would forgive him and love him back the same way he loved her until when she had asked for a divorce exactly after six month of their marriage. That was the point of time when he realized everything was over, she had waited in the house just to complete the duration of six months and not because she was actually thinking of forgiving and living with him. He clearly remembered their conversation which still pained his heart every time he remembered it.

"I forgive you Arnav ji"

At that time he had felt so happy listening that she had forgiven him but her next words have turned his life upside down.

"I forgive you but I still can't live with you. I have tried Arnav ji but the fact is I don't love you, and I know you love me but that can't change the truth that you have hurt me endlessly, you have not trusted me and I can never love a person who don't trust me"

He had for fleeting moment thought that she was joking around and that she would come back in his arms as always but the sincerity in her voice and the honesty in her eyes had shattered the last ray of hope also and then he knew that she actually didn't loved him and now nothing can ever change that fact.

He still felt the same pain in his heart that he had felt 2 years ago when they had divorced. He had thought the he would eventually come to terms with this pain and it would become bearable for him but nothing of that sort happened. He still can feel the pain as strongly as he had felt for the first time when she had looked at him for the last time, when he had looked at her for the last time.

"Chote I missed you" said Anjali with a big smile on her face.

"I missed you too di" he answered with a weak smile.

"Aman told me it's her marriage today"

He stiffened and then looked away from her sister.

"We were always meant to be alone di" he said with sadness reflecting in every word he said.

She held back her sob looking at her brother. She knew he was in too much pain. She knew he loved her too much and he always will.

"No chote we were always meant to be together, with each other, supporting each other"

"You still love him di" he asked looking back at her.

"My love for him was not false Chote, I love the person in the dream who I once thought was a reality. I don't love the Shyam who I know is a cheat but I love that Shyam who was the best husband for me, a dream it was that could never come true" she said tears pooling in her eyes.

"Don't worry di I will always be with you, I will never leave you, Never"

"Yes chote we will always be for each other"

"Come on di lets go back, it's going to rain" he said getting up holding her hand.

"Yes let's go"

"Sometimes Love from a person is all that you want and that is all that you can't have"

...

"Chamkili please don't do this, you know you are doing the wrong thing"

"No Lavanya ji I'm doing the right thing, I'm marrying the person who loves me and most importantly trust me and that is all that matters"

"That's the point khushi you are marrying the person who loves you not the one you love, you still love ASR and you can't deny it"

"He never trusted me and that's what you can't deny"

Lavanya felt a sudden rage to smash the girl sitting in front of her. She was not only destroying her life but also Abhay, the man she was getting married to.

"Do you think you will be able to love him the same way he loves you, don't you think you are cheating on him" she said angrily but controlled as soon as she saw her cry bitterly.

"ASR is in too much pain Chamkili, he would die this time, don't do this to him, please don't do this, I beg of you" pleaded Lavanya, the same girl who's heart was broken by the man she was pleading for.

...

She could see him standing dejected, shoulders drooping and she knew she had hurt him too much.

She had broken her marriage with Abhay, realizing that she could never love anyone even a bit of how much she loved this man standing a few feet away from her.

"Arnav ji"

He heard the voice that he so longed to hear, a voice that he can recognize even in the loudest of atmosphere, a voice that sets his heart racing. Turning back he saw her standing a few feet away from him looking as beautiful as ever.

"Khushi" he said in his soft voice almost on the verge of breaking down seeing her after so long time, yet knowing that she was someone else's now.

"What are you doing here?"

"I come here with di every Sunday, What are you doing here" he asked hoping that she has not come with her husband.

"I came here to rectify my actions" she said, her eyes pooling with tears.

And before he could comprehend the meaning of her words she threw herself on him, hugging him so tightly as if her life depended on him.

"I love you Arnav ji, I loved you then, I love you now and I will always love you"

As the meaning of her words registered in his mind, he felt happiness again coming in his life and he did not wasted time to catch it, hugging her he cried like never before.

"I love you khushi, I love you more than anyone or anything else in this world and nothing can ever change this feeling"

"Two lovers who faced too many hurdles were finally united and their long wait was the evidence of their true and pure love"

I'm not at all a writer, this is something that I have written only for Mission 10k 😊and also because I miss ARSHI too much😭.