This is My First One Shot. I dedicate this to all the precious SH cafe Sisters. All Of You Are Amazing. Just Two Special mentions-
iraa_parsh : You are the one who encouraged me to write this. Thank You For your support ,Basket. Thank You for Being an awesome friend and a soul sister. You do know that I Love You Right? :)
arshifan_2012: Our midnight chats brought us closer. I can always Bare my soul to you and expect not to be judged. Thank You For That Zooks.Stay the way you are. Love You Loads :)
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Inspired From The Dialogue I Heart From The Movie 'Made Of Honour' - "You are the Perfect Guy. Just Not The Perfect Guy For Me."
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' Straight From The Heart' :Stolen Pages From Her Diary
(A Sanyukta OS)
20th May, 2014
Perfection. Yes, this is the word that defines him. His disarming smile, his tranquillity, his ethics, his serene nature; perfection and Parth Kashyap go hand in Hand with each other. The way he carries himself, the way he controls his emotions despite a painful past, the way he has with everything and everyone, spell perfection. He is the perfect gentleman that every girl dreams to be with. Perfect Student, Perfect Captain, Perfect Friend. But...Perfect Lover?
Did my heart not waver with unsaid, strange feelings when we were lost in each other's eyes that day? Did I not always feel a soulful connection with him? Was I, like everyone else, not charmed by the perfect persona that he is? Did I Not find me almost falling For Him? Almost...Almost...
Almost ...Until, I realised that he is perfect. Too perfect perhaps. Just not perfect for me;Until My Heart Learnt to see the beauty that imperfection has to offer.
Yes, it is the imperfect one my heart has chosen; the one so exceedingly flawed, so agonizingly damaged, so ecstatically imperfect, that he turned out to be just perfect for me.My heart has chosen Randhir Singh Shekhawat. Randhir, The Only Person In My Life Who Taught me To Live With My Flaws And Accept them That Way. The Only Person Who Makes Me Push Myself Towards Excellence. Not Perfection. Simply Excellence.
I Love Him Not Because Of Those passionate, brown, liquid eyes that speak volumes, that veil so much pain in them. Not because Of Those Broad Shoulders which give me a sense of protection. Not Because Of That Brilliant Mind Which Leaves Me Enchanted Every Time. Not Because Of That Bleeding Heart That is cold and compassionate at the same time.
The unarticulated truth is that, I Love Randhir because loving him makes me believe in magic. I Love him for the ingenuous soul He Is. I Love Him Because I Find Him irresistible. I Love Him for All the Good and the Bad Things that We've Been Through. I Love Him Because He Makes Me Feel Desired, Needed and Loved Beyond Any Condition. I Love Him because he has forever been loveless and deserve all the love That I Can Give Him, So much love that he forgets to feel pain, So much love, that he forgets hatred.
Loving Him Can Be Intricate at times, Because He makes it difficult to love him. But That Is Where The Beauty Lies. I know loving him will need strength, but, I also know that I have every ounce of it.
I Love him against reason, against hope, against promise, against peace, against any discouragement that could be. I love him simply because loving him feels so right.
I Love You Randhir. And Nothing Else Matters.
- Straight From The heart,
Sanyukta.
A/n:And Here Endeth my Torture. Do Give Your valuable Feedback. :)
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