Well am nowhere near to feeling okay thinking ASYA is dead in real,..
so i extended mine POV to
"WHAT IF AYAAN IS BACK @ THE MOMENT"
so here i am with a lil One Shot on that side,..
The roars in Siddiqi Mansion and loud ambulance and fire brigades' alarms could be heard from a distance of a 50 meters,..
It seemed some doom broke on that huge royal building,..
Someone passed away,.. someone endeared to all passed away.
What happened?
Why this uproaring?
What happened? Allah Miyan?? Why mine house is sinking in these loud screams,..
Is abu okay? I am returning to mine home after long five years,..
I need to call Asad Bhaijaan,.. no I should go inside first,.. his knees were giving away with these noises from Siddiqi Mansion
He managed to pass through the rush that gathered on gate of Siddiqi Mansion.
You can't go in Mr.!!! a cope stopped him while entering in mansion.
Why I can't?? his nerves were giving up,.. 2 copes entangled him,..
His blood shot eyes were on the burnt house,..once to be his home and heaven
Because investigatory team is collecting witness and proofs,.. and non-authenticated and rlated people are not allowed in the crime area
I am related to them,.. they are my family Damn it,.. he said with his tear stained face
Sir, you can't,.. have you any proof?? Cope investigated
I am Ayaan Ahmed Khan,..Son of Rashid Ahmed khan,.. son of this family,.. he roared,..
And these copes loosed their grips,.
Oh sir, you are Ayaan Ahmed Khan? You may show your card please,.
After checking his card, copes allowed him to enter into house
He eyed ambulances parked in the well embellished front lawn of Mansion,..
Oh Allah! What happened here? Ammi would be angry seeing that grass spoilt with these ambulances parking there,..
he took his head in hands,.. seeing four dead bodies draped in sheets,..
Oh Allah Miyaan! Who are they? He had no courage to pull down the cover and see these faces,.. which most probably belonged to his family,..HIS FAMILY,..
He thought to go and ask two teams which were working on collecting suspects,..
and then he felt a feeble shivering hand on his shoulder,..
He turned around to see a totally messed up Dilshad, with tear stained face,..
Dilshad Ami?? He took her hand and drifted in a hug with dilshaad,..
Ami tell me what happened? Whats this? Since last few days I was feeling restless,.. thought to contact here,.. buh had no courage,.. so I came back,..
But I came back for what? For what? To give a shoulder to these bodies?
He was busy in his monologue,..
Ami tell me? Where is bhaijaan? I want to meet him,..
Ami? Tell me who is under these sheets? I can't see them,.. please tell me they are not mine family..
Dilshaad was mummed,..
Ami where is abbu?? I need to say sorry to him,
Dilshaad held his hand and took him to the place where dead bodies were ready to be loaded in ambulances,..
She removed one sheet,.. soon ayaan kept a hand on his eyes to avoid the view,.
That was a miserable thing to watch,..
it was Mr. siddiiqi,.. he was burnt,.. and he recognized him by that broad for head of him
Next sheet removal was more painful, cox that wasa girl,. Unrecognizable
Do you know who is she? She is your Mona ayaan,.. she whispered calmly
Mona? Zoya? No,..ami,.. say its not true, he screamed , it stabbed his heart like a sharp knife,..
Where is bhaijaan? Ami you have told him? He needs me,.. I need to go to him,.he was about to go when she held his hand again
You can't go to him now,.. wouldn't you like to see who is under next sheet,..
I can't ami,. I can't
But you have too, I saw them dying,.. and you can't see them dead? It was like she was speaking from a far desert,.. with dried throat, low screams
And she removed that third sheet,.. it was none other than his own bhaijaan, his strength, his courage, his only friend, his only savior,
a glass splintered loudly in his brain,. Making him jostle few steps away,..
He froze there,. His mind needed so much lives to process that small info and what he could see,..
Tha man lying their was stained with coal,. Having no similarity with his handsome clean freak bhaijaan
Bhaijaan? That monosyllable took eternities to be mouthed
Dilshaad nodded and removed th fourth sheet,. And floored down,..
It was his tamater,.. her one half was burnt and other was blood stained,
He sat down,.. broken and shattered,.
Why, he said calmly,.
Why,.. why?? Why??? Why?? His screams were getting louder,. He was eyeing sky helplessly, with tears pooling down his cheeks
Oh Allah.. you brought me back to witness this assault? Why I came back, why I didn't die their in London,
Oh god,.. he was crying like a toddler, and no one was there to calm him down,..
Dilshaad was sinking her in own trance, she witnessed th massacre of her kids, for whom she sacrificed her whole life,..
All her life, she died inside seeing her kids suffering,..now she had to see her grand children,.. suffering, growing up without both of their parents,.
asad her beloved son who suffered all his life due to his father,..
died a pathetic death in his happy days,..
grew w/o his father,.. and now his kids would live without him,..
same for najma,.
she always craved for his father, his father is already gone,
and now she left her kid too,.. craving for his parent's love forever.
Once a looser always a looser was roaming in her devastated mind,..
Soon she realized sanam and hiya are alone,..
She mustered up her courage,. And asked ayaan to come with her,
A nurse covered back th dead bodies
Ayaan saw two little angels sitting in the corner of garden, frightened and scared
Who are they?
Little angels your siblings left behind, their reminder, memento of their existence, she couldn't control these oozing tears,,
Ayaan placed hand on her shoulder, to tell that he would stand beside them always,
But I have to take them away from here, far very far, tannu may be back, and may snatch these last scratches of mine reason of existence,.. she wiped here tears
where you would go ami? you can come with me,
i can't go with you ayaan,
I know that, where i have to head, I would tell you once I would get there, she wanted to keep it as a secret, she had to search for sehar too, and had to keep them at a safe place
And soon after coming back you asked me is abu alright, then I need to tell you that he died 4 years back, tannu killed them too,
Another news that made his heart sunk in his stomach, he lost his whole family,
A friend told him long back that humaira got married to haider and shifted to dubai, his Mom was missing, he left everything in his life,
The day he left his house, was flashing back in his mind,
He promised himself that he would return to home, when he would show them he exists too in this world, his decisions and choices are also worth asking, he can make big things happening,..
Today he was back, with the medals and labels and shields which proved that he achieved what he claimed to be achieving
But he had lost it in his real life, he existed asa big business name in East London, but his loved one's existed no-more,.. he existed as nobody in private lives of anybody,.. asa brother, asa son, asa lover,..
his decisions and choices were worth asking as he was 30% share holder in 3 big trade companies in London, but here he was battling with the choices and decisions made by God, and staying helpless and looser
he could make big things happening, as he had changed the containments of brewery industries there,.. but here his own life was jostled to the core, and he was helpless,..and change maker was this cruel world
he left the place soon to hide these tear pooling eyes, but he knew he can't escape from himself, the defeated man in him was cursing him for loosing his all loved one's helplessly and doing nothing,..
he lost it,.. he got everything yet loosing his own family, he got everything on expanse of his loved ones,..
so am done with it,.. i know it wasa lil sad,..
buh it is, how it is,..
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