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MY MOODS TOO CHANGED COLORS TODAY...
I entered my internet world
and i was jumping with joy..
I saw entire bunch of rangrasiyans jumping at their seats
and i too joined the hue n cry..
it was meant to be a TALLI HUG
that created this craze..
it was meant to be that first touch of bodies,,,
that set our guttery imaginations on race..
we knew somewhere that situation
was different than gutter
but heart felt glad at the mere thought of it..
BUT THEN THE ACTUAL BEAUTY HAPPENED..
my mood changed from joy to respect
respect for the actor who once didnt existed in my radar
respect for the person who made RUDRA more than just a KIRDAAR
I BOWED TO HIS DEPTH
I BOWED TO HIS INTENSITY
my breathing angel entered and my mood
changed its flow again
this time my eyes were filled with PRIDE..
it was the moment of glory
when she believed RUDRA HER MAN
can set everything right...
my eyes went bright
with the confidence in her eyes
my soul stretched its size..
in the mystery of it..
THE MYSTERY OF LOVING THE STONE
THE MYSTERY OF CHANGING THE STATUS
FROM DESTROYER TO PROTECTOR
THE BEAUTY OF ACCEPTING THE TRUTH
BEHIND THE ACTIONS OF HER BENEFACTOR
the mood was switched again
when ANGRY GOD pleaded to the only light left
to never leave his side..
he threatened his bloodline
to never leave him alone in the dirty maze
he promised his trademark TAANDAV
IF HIS SHADOWS WERE LEFT ALONE TO FAZE
JOY WAS LEFT LONG BEHIND
gutter had lost its beauty prime...
BEAUTY N RESPECT HELD ME STRONG
MY LOVE FOR THEM HAD GONE BEYOND CONTROL
HE TOUCHED ME TO THE CORE
WHEN EVEN IN HIS PERSONAL TURMOIL
HE DIDNT LEFT HIS PARO ALONE...
DRINKING LIKE HELL WAS NOT THE ATTRACTION
it was his intense need of protection...
the mood reached its ultimate HIGH
when roles were reversed
and she was on the OTHER SIDE..
they made me symbolize
the MIIROR ISHQ again
they made me fly
at the innocence of their love again
a single tear left my eye..
when she raised her hand
and met her man
through the imaginary of shadows of their history
i was left astound at levels of such untouched and pure story
i was left speechless
when i saw him so weak
i was protected hopeful
when she held him from being broken
he was the child
and she the lost mother
she made me believe again
that if SHIV is the PROTECTOR
then PARVATI is his creator
he felt as if has was being sliced
i felt the sharp pain in my heart too
he pleaded her to stay
and my heart went astray
he sheer need of protection
made me cringe with pain
her each touch of care
made me cry plain
the tears have lost their bridge by now
the excited joy was crying like never before
he said TUM WAAPIS AA GAYI
as if it was a hard fact to believe
i was grieved at the harshness this child has received
paro's love crossed her senses today
immensity of her actions created beauty today
she was there for her man
as was expected from purity she was entitled to
she never left his side
as was expected from divinity she is accustomed to
he was behaving like the broken doll of fate in her hands
she was treating him as a doll she had once gifted to this very man
she made me smile the knowing smile of love
my eyes were all filled
still my heart was gloating for sure
my moods changed its surfaces in cognizance with the title
RANGRASIYA SWEPT ME AWAY
AS MY MANNBASIYA SATRANGIYA IN FULL ACTION
yes i admit i cried watching a show on indian telly
but what can i do
SUCH WAS THE BEAUTY
SUCH WAS ITS GLORY
