Yes, I too have the same sinking feeling in the pit of my stomach that all RRfans have. The feeling of impending doom, the sense of everything that can go wrong, is going wrong. Talk about star crossed lovers...
First and foremost, the pace is making me breathless. The show proceeds like a maniacal train bent on self destruction. The speed is non stoppable. Love the edge of the seat, super paced drama, the cvs have built up. Love the fact that each and every character has contributed to this raging inferno, all actors used superbly as pawns in this game of chess played by evil masterminds. Usually in any cliche show the victory of the hero is assured, here the plot has been so deviously weaved, that one and all, know that the victory of the evils is insured. And for once, I wont think less of Rudra, my respect or admiration for him as a fighter wont go down, cause there is only so much a man can do. Pitched against, so many odds, only a super human can win and he is after all our, flawed, sometimes weak, sometimes strong human Rudy Boy!!
I am not a coward but can I plead cowardice and not watch whats coming up!!😠It seems the temporary world, although wrong and illusionary, that made us feel secure and content, is going to shatter in a zillion pieces.
Dilsher is already the first victim of this raging forest fire. And the most precious thing he could lose in this fire is not his life, but his faith and empathy for Paro. Something tells me that the unique bonding between Dilsher and Paro that we so adored, will now be a thing of the past. The beautiful and heartfelt blessings Paro received from Ranawat Sr. are probably the last for a very long time. Whether the fire destroys Dilsher, remains to be seen, but trust is definitely burnt to cinders. Not to mention the fact that when Rudra returns back defeated and empty handed from the Mela...the news about his father means...his hatred for Paro will burn brighter and stronger than ever.
On the other hand, at the wedding venue, we are assured of heart break too. Rudra seems to be losing it all. It seems he wont be able to nail Tejawat and his team of goons, neither prevent or gather evidence for the same. And will end up losing Paro too in the process. So, essentially he loses his uniform, his job, his life, his soul. And the woman who had started making him human, refuses to trust him, and decides to side and leave with the enemy, leaving a shattered Rudra in the wake.
I was under the impression that this was a love story, but the dukhon ka pahaad that frequently breaks on Rudra's head (and of course Paro's too...phew) and this time the ultimate shocks awaiting him from all sides, assure me that he is the lead of this telly soap. ITs always the heroine who ends up crying bucket fulls, here it seems the male lead is destined to break down and bawl. The cvs ensuring he has nothing...absolutely nothing...left in his life.
Family...he never had any and whatever he had...one half gone...the other in danger!! Work ...his worship...will lose it and along with his honor, his pride, his reason for living. Love...never touched him...and finally when things were changing...Paro's behavior will reinforce his hatred and mistrust for women a hundred fold. And of course, KCM and the world will rub it in every minute that like his mom, his bride too eloped. Aur kuch bacha kya??? The cvs have ensure Rudra's destruction from all sides.
And the hell that awaits Paro...I don't even want to think about it. What that girl will suffer in future, the betrayal, the regret, the realization...if she has survived, this will surely kill her. Can't imagine the state of her mind and heart when the truth hits her like a cruel tsunami, flooding her very being. Where will she run or hide?? And this time there will be no Rudra to save or protect or soothe or scold or push or pull or grab her wrists or yell or haq jatao at her??
And the worst of all, our Paro Rudra are headed for a looong separation and when they meet nothing will be the same. Bus bohot ho gaya ...enough is enough...me running and hiding cause sometimes its better to be a coward !!
Edited by eveline - 11 years ago