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His head pounded because of the massive injury that he suffered just a few hours ago.His world seemed to have turned upside down in these few hours.He had apparently done an incredibly altruistic deed...or so they said but he from the deepest hollows of his heart knew that what he had done was completely a favour to himself,it was the most selfish step that he could take at the moment.
THAT MOMENT...when he saw the love of his life,the reason for his existance,the sole driver of all his actions,his inspiration to pursue his second love Dance,his LIFE was about to perish right before his eyes...it was a moment of pure instinct.Instinct to protect the most important person in his world,the sudden adrenaline rush you get when you life is in danger,the drive that mere humans felt when they had to protect their own lives the same instinct he felt when he saw the chandelier of lights that hung above her was on the verge of collapsing on her...was about to crush his sole purpose of existence...
The only thing that rushed through his mind at that moment was 'NOT HER'!!The universe couldn't be so cruel.It could not wound her and in the process mar him too.It couldn't screw up two lives at once.So he did what any dying man would do.He rushed to save HIS life.He pushed her away from harm's way and felt relieved.He felt tonnes of weight lift from his chest as she was now safe.Protected from the horrors that could have rained upon her.But as these feelings soothed him realization struck him like.lightening.He finally felt PAIN.The pain that was inflicted upon him in his resolve to save her.He clutched his head at the spot where the pain originated from and fell to the ground.Almost immobile due to the inscrutiable pain at the back of his head he witnessed passively as all the people who mattered to him the most recovered from the shock of the horror they just witnessed and rushed to his aid.People ran helter skelter,made calls,let out sighs and moans all for him.Their concern was warming his heart but all his eyes were searching for at the moment was her angelic face.If this was the last instant of.his life he wanted to admire the only person who mattered for more than half of his existance.The one person who taught him what inconditional,irrevocable love was.Inspite of not reciprocating his feelings for long time she generated desires in him that he never knew existed.She made him feel alive by here mere pressence in his vicinity.As his eyes searched for her he grew impatient on not seeing her in his restricted view.His vision was slowly blurring due to the intense pain and he knew he couldn't hold on much longer.He searched the crevices of the room and looked through all the people around him as he clutched on to have just one glimpse.And then his world simply stopped as he saw her enter the room again.Maybe she left to call the doctor,he thought.His vision was on the verge of giving up but he felt pure bliss as her face was his entire line of vision,everything else was just a haze.He thought that this moment was enough to suffice him an entire lifetime and he could happily close his eyes now even if it meant that beyond now he could never open them again.He felt content at that very instant.His life was complete.She was safe and he had her around as he clutched on to the last threads of life.He noticed that she was crying after a long while but that made his heart well up with satisfaction.She CARED.He had doubted if his existance even made a slight scratch to her being and now he knew.He knew that all his concerns ,all his doubts were meaningless in this very moment.He saw the way life was draining out of her eyes as his was out of his body.In that moment all he saw was LOVE.Love that knew no boundaries,love that was unconditional,love that did not demand,love that was simply omnipresent.With those melancholy thoughts he sighed and closed his eyes with the utmost amount of satisfaction he had felt in the entire course of his life.
He remembered nothing after that.All he knows that they had taken him to the hospital after that.The next instance he recollects was a haze.He was pondering over it to conclude if it was dream or had he just witnessed the happiest moment of his life.
He slowly retraced the happenings of the entire incident so that he could finally be at peace and come face to face with reality.
He conjured up the first image that came into his mind.It was HER.He tried to summon up what she was wearing but in vain.All he recollected was that she with the face of a demigoddess walked in.Her face was faint red,her eyes swollen ,her hair messed up but framing her face beautifully.She had been crying.He felt slight pride because he had made his iron lady melt.She broke her walls and revealed her true emotions to the world because of him.She had cried.He then felt a pang of guilt hit him.She was the last person of the planet who he want to see so broken.He all through his life has left no stone unturned to keep her from experiencing any sort of hardship.She was a princess.She deserved to be treated like one.Shielded from all the
asperities and greviances of the world.Not that she could.not handle them.She was a warrior at heart.But he wouldn't want even momentary tribulations to prevail in her vicinity.He was broken out his train of thoughts by the sound of her muffled cry.He knew he was under a lot of medication so he brushed her off as a mere hallucination and closed his eyes.His ears then stood up as he heard the sound of the table beside him being dragged as she placed herself on it and sat with his accessible hand in hers.She seemed oblivious to the fact that he was concious albeit his closed eyes.He felt a surge of emotions when she touched him.He felt as if an electic jolt passed through him.He wanted to just clutch her entirely and encase her in his arms.But curiosity got the better of him and he just absorbed in the moment and lay still.She let out a sigh.
Then finally mustering up some courage she let out her innermost feelings.She had been holding them in for what seemed like eternity. His comatose state seemed like the perfect opportunity to break all her shields and let down her guard to let out all that she seemed to hold in for so long.She pondered over their relationship and its repurcussions very often.But every single she ended up getting even more confused about her feelings towards him.She had brushed aside the notions that what she felt.for him was mere infatuation or just gratitude for the fact.that he loved her like no one had ever loved her before.She was positive that she reciprocated his feelings.She knew that she was far beyond the point where she used to doubt herself because he had apparently told her that what she felt for him was not love but mere concern.That she had made their relationship a game and she all her so called gestures towards him were.merely to be one-up from him and win in this precariously dangerous game.She had considered the fact that he could be right but had eventually realized that even her Mr. Perfect who undersood her more that she could had misjudged her this time.She LOVED HIM.She knew that.
But today she had realized something more.Something far more important.
She finally spoke up.She whispered in his ear.She said,you are the reason for my existance.Without you in this world I won't survive.You need to breathe so that I can.It does not matter if we are together or not.All I want is for you to not merely exist in this world but be truly happy.It does not matter if you cannot find this happiness with me.I will always be there for you.All that matters is that shy smile you face that lights up my world.You can hate me,malign me,call-me-names if you want.All I want is for you to be there to say them.For you to live a complete life.You can spend your life with anyone who makes you mirthful.Sure it will hurt me.but not more that THIS.This situation where you are lying pale and lifeless on a hospital bed.This is just slowly killing me.I can't take it for too long.You HAVE to wake up.If not for yourself then for me.For.your Sharon.The one whose.life depends upon you.The one because of whom you are in this situation in the first.place.A lone tear escaped eyes when she said this and she let out a sob.Please.wake up and I promise that life is going to take a complete 360 degree turn from this moment.I will do everything in my capacity to bring that breathtaking smile to youth face.Even if it means distancing myself from you or spending every living moment with you.My life belongs to you now and it did from the moment I realized the intensity of your love for me.You complete me.I shall live vicariously through you from this day forward whatever that entails.Period.
Thats when the nurse entered the roon and told her the visiting hours were over.She gave me a lingering kiss on my forehead and left.
It took along time for what she said to sink in.She had truly changed but was invariably the same.This was the sentiments that I longed to see in her all along.I never expected anything from her but this is what my dreams consisted of.Today she was truly the girl of my dreams who loved me as much as I did.All my doubt regarding what the future held vanished bacause what I was experiecing in this moment was pure bliss.I was finally content.Happy.These few hours had given me the best gift ever.The love of my life.
He smiled to himself and waited eagerly for dawn.Tbat is when he would be able to meet her for the first time.The first time he would meet the true girl of his dreams.And she was Perfect.
Hey I am Khyati !!
I have been an avid reader on all the topics and stories on IF for a long time.This is my first time writing an OS ...
I am a Swaron and Kriyaansh fan but this OS is compleyely based on Swaron.I just felt extremely inspired and moved by the current situation that Swaron are in and thus set out to write this OS .This one is really close my heart so please be gentle while commenting !
I love all you guys and hope I did not hurt anyone's sentiments as it is a pretty sensitive topic.Hope you people like it!!*Fingers crossed*So here it goes ...
The Girl Of My Dreams
His head pounded because of the massive injury that he suffered just a few hours ago.His world seemed to have turned upside down in these few hours.He had apparently done an incredibly altruistic deed...or so they said but he from the deepest hollows of his heart knew that what he had done was completely a favour to himself,it was the most selfish step that he could take at the moment.
THAT MOMENT...when he saw the love of his life,the reason for his existance,the sole driver of all his actions,his inspiration to pursue his second love Dance,his LIFE was about to perish right before his eyes...it was a moment of pure instinct.Instinct to protect the most important person in his world,the sudden adrenaline rush you get when you life is in danger,the drive that mere humans felt when they had to protect their own lives the same instinct he felt when he saw the chandelier of lights that hung above her was on the verge of collapsing on her...was about to crush his sole purpose of existence...
The only thing that rushed through his mind at that moment was 'NOT HER'!!The universe couldn't be so cruel.It could not wound her and in the process mar him too.It couldn't screw up two lives at once.So he did what any dying man would do.He rushed to save HIS life.He pushed her away from harm's way and felt relieved.He felt tonnes of weight lift from his chest as she was now safe.Protected from the horrors that could have rained upon her.But as these feelings soothed him realization struck him like.lightening.He finally felt PAIN.The pain that was inflicted upon him in his resolve to save her.He clutched his head at the spot where the pain originated from and fell to the ground.Almost immobile due to the inscrutiable pain at the back of his head he witnessed passively as all the people who mattered to him the most recovered from the shock of the horror they just witnessed and rushed to his aid.People ran helter skelter,made calls,let out sighs and moans all for him.Their concern was warming his heart but all his eyes were searching for at the moment was her angelic face.If this was the last instant of.his life he wanted to admire the only person who mattered for more than half of his existance.The one person who taught him what inconditional,irrevocable love was.Inspite of not reciprocating his feelings for long time she generated desires in him that he never knew existed.She made him feel alive by here mere pressence in his vicinity.As his eyes searched for her he grew impatient on not seeing her in his restricted view.His vision was slowly blurring due to the intense pain and he knew he couldn't hold on much longer.He searched the crevices of the room and looked through all the people around him as he clutched on to have just one glimpse.And then his world simply stopped as he saw her enter the room again.Maybe she left to call the doctor,he thought.His vision was on the verge of giving up but he felt pure bliss as her face was his entire line of vision,everything else was just a haze.He thought that this moment was enough to suffice him an entire lifetime and he could happily close his eyes now even if it meant that beyond now he could never open them again.He felt content at that very instant.His life was complete.She was safe and he had her around as he clutched on to the last threads of life.He noticed that she was crying after a long while but that made his heart well up with satisfaction.She CARED.He had doubted if his existance even made a slight scratch to her being and now he knew.He knew that all his concerns ,all his doubts were meaningless in this very moment.He saw the way life was draining out of her eyes as his was out of his body.In that moment all he saw was LOVE.Love that knew no boundaries,love that was unconditional,love that did not demand,love that was simply omnipresent.With those melancholy thoughts he sighed and closed his eyes with the utmost amount of satisfaction he had felt in the entire course of his life.
He remembered nothing after that.All he knows that they had taken him to the hospital after that.The next instance he recollects was a haze.He was pondering over it to conclude if it was dream or had he just witnessed the happiest moment of his life.
He slowly retraced the happenings of the entire incident so that he could finally be at peace and come face to face with reality.
He conjured up the first image that came into his mind.It was HER.He tried to summon up what she was wearing but in vain.All he recollected was that she with the face of a demigoddess walked in.Her face was faint red,her eyes swollen ,her hair messed up but framing her face beautifully.She had been crying.He felt slight pride because he had made his iron lady melt.She broke her walls and revealed her true emotions to the world because of him.She had cried.He then felt a pang of guilt hit him.She was the last person of the planet who he want to see so broken.He all through his life has left no stone unturned to keep her from experiencing any sort of hardship.She was a princess.She deserved to be treated like one.Shielded from all the
asperities and greviances of the world.Not that she could.not handle them.She was a warrior at heart.But he wouldn't want even momentary tribulations to prevail in her vicinity.He was broken out his train of thoughts by the sound of her muffled cry.He knew he was under a lot of medication so he brushed her off as a mere hallucination and closed his eyes.His ears then stood up as he heard the sound of the table beside him being dragged as she placed herself on it and sat with his accessible hand in hers.She seemed oblivious to the fact that he was concious albeit his closed eyes.He felt a surge of emotions when she touched him.He felt as if an electic jolt passed through him.He wanted to just clutch her entirely and encase her in his arms.But curiosity got the better of him and he just absorbed in the moment and lay still.She let out a sigh.
Then finally mustering up some courage she let out her innermost feelings.She had been holding them in for what seemed like eternity. His comatose state seemed like the perfect opportunity to break all her shields and let down her guard to let out all that she seemed to hold in for so long.She pondered over their relationship and its repurcussions very often.But every single she ended up getting even more confused about her feelings towards him.She had brushed aside the notions that what she felt.for him was mere infatuation or just gratitude for the fact.that he loved her like no one had ever loved her before.She was positive that she reciprocated his feelings.She knew that she was far beyond the point where she used to doubt herself because he had apparently told her that what she felt for him was not love but mere concern.That she had made their relationship a game and she all her so called gestures towards him were.merely to be one-up from him and win in this precariously dangerous game.She had considered the fact that he could be right but had eventually realized that even her Mr. Perfect who undersood her more that she could had misjudged her this time.She LOVED HIM.She knew that.
But today she had realized something more.Something far more important.
She finally spoke up.She whispered in his ear.She said,you are the reason for my existance.Without you in this world I won't survive.You need to breathe so that I can.It does not matter if we are together or not.All I want is for you to not merely exist in this world but be truly happy.It does not matter if you cannot find this happiness with me.I will always be there for you.All that matters is that shy smile you face that lights up my world.You can hate me,malign me,call-me-names if you want.All I want is for you to be there to say them.For you to live a complete life.You can spend your life with anyone who makes you mirthful.Sure it will hurt me.but not more that THIS.This situation where you are lying pale and lifeless on a hospital bed.This is just slowly killing me.I can't take it for too long.You HAVE to wake up.If not for yourself then for me.For.your Sharon.The one whose.life depends upon you.The one because of whom you are in this situation in the first.place.A lone tear escaped eyes when she said this and she let out a sob.Please.wake up and I promise that life is going to take a complete 360 degree turn from this moment.I will do everything in my capacity to bring that breathtaking smile to youth face.Even if it means distancing myself from you or spending every living moment with you.My life belongs to you now and it did from the moment I realized the intensity of your love for me.You complete me.I shall live vicariously through you from this day forward whatever that entails.Period.
Thats when the nurse entered the roon and told her the visiting hours were over.She gave me a lingering kiss on my forehead and left.
It took along time for what she said to sink in.She had truly changed but was invariably the same.This was the sentiments that I longed to see in her all along.I never expected anything from her but this is what my dreams consisted of.Today she was truly the girl of my dreams who loved me as much as I did.All my doubt regarding what the future held vanished bacause what I was experiecing in this moment was pure bliss.I was finally content.Happy.These few hours had given me the best gift ever.The love of my life.
He smiled to himself and waited eagerly for dawn.Tbat is when he would be able to meet her for the first time.The first time he would meet the true girl of his dreams.And she was Perfect.
Done!
Hope you guys enjoyed reading it as much as I loved writing it !đł
Love ,
Khyati
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