Originally posted by: ronshaan
sugni jee thank u for the answers, actually i liked u when we saw u at 1st but when u sat under that three selling your self that was cross the line for me... i saw the tears in vikram's eyes and stopped supporting u and supported him only so to b honest when he was hurting u i was not with u i was with him only
the majority in the story supported u and aditiya and your mother and vikram was totally alone that's why we could never leave him alone !!!
I understand Ronitji..believe me i do..whatever i did was very wrong..it hurt alot of people..it broke alot of relationships...i went back on my words..i had promised myself, Mai and most importantly Thakur Saab that i would never get my sar dakai done and i ended up doing the exact opposite...all i can ask of you is your forgiveness..i have learnt alot from whatever has happened in the past...even up to today i'm still paying for my actions...but now the old Sugni is back...with Sita Maya's blessings...stronger than before and with the intention of strengthening all the relationships in her family and changing the mentality of the people in Mahwari.
Sugni jee ..
do u think your selling your self like that has ruined other girls life ?
To tell you the truth..yes i do feel that by doing my Sar dakai i had set a bad example for the other girls in Mahwari...before Thakur Saab and i were separated they looked up to me...i showed them that no matter how tough a situation gets...there is always another way out than dancing in front of thakurs or getting one's Sar dakai done...my going back on my words would have shown those girls that when one reaches one 's breaking point then you should sell your self to a thakur...i had always wanted the people in my community to rise above the practices of the Bednis..build a respectable life for themselves...yes i will admit that i failed in getting that message across to them...but now that my life has changed for the better..i have made it my number one priority to restore their hopes and dreams of a better life..and to stop the practice of Sar dakai forever.
do u feel responsible for rathu and champa separation ? (4 one reason i feel yes because he left all his trust in u - u were the strong girl to show them yes fight for your self) ? so what's your view about it
No Ronitji..i'm not responsible for Champa and Rattu's separation...i do however feel bad about not being a better friend to Champa..i wanted to do so much more for her...i wanted her to get the courage to stand up against that bas***d Digvijay..i was shocked when i found out that she was getting her Sar dakhai done by Digvijay..i told Champa many times..that she had her own choices..she did not have to put up with Digivjay... she didn't have to give in to his every demand..no matter how tough he may have seemed...i'm thankful to Thakur Saab too for saving her...i know Rattu had alot of faith in me...but i was not responsible for whatever happened between them...Rattu had got a job in the city and left Champa but he had promised her that after making enough money to take care of them both he would come back and marry her. Champa was a little upset but she agreed to wait for him..somehow she got trapped by Digivjay and the situation went out of control...i'm glad that Champa too has changed for the better..today she's a stronger person...you know one day Digvijay saw her at the Mandir and he was trying to get close to her...out of all places a Mandir...anyways, she gave him a tight slap...made him loose a tooth..and she and Rattu are back together now..married (yes he managed to get over that cold feet) and expecting their first child soon (i know, i can't believe she beat me in that area..i better have a word with Thakur Saab đ) Rattu has also started his own business in repairing cars. They both are doing well..i'm very happy for them.
Edited by sara1993 - 11 years ago
