ARVI SS: PURVI'S DIARY... part 6 pg 10 updated - Page 5

Sorry for the late comment Rithika!

This part was amazing! I truly felt for Purvi, poor girl alone and pregnant😭
Baby is just like her papa.. Loves Chili flakes and lauki ke halwa.. I wonder how sad Purvi felt eating this...

Purvi's dilemma and fight between her heart and mind are so real.. On one hand she doesn't want to do injustice to her baby and Arjun but then again wanted to protect her baby...

I wonder who will win the heart or the mind?

OMg..superb update
love the update
plzz..update soon thanx for PM.

guys thanks alot for the great comments..
sorry for the late updates.. i was busy with my studies.. so i will update this ss by this monday...
pls pls do read my ss and comment on it as it means alot to me...

with love,
Rithika...😊

So here comes the next part...

PART- THREE:

JUNE-6-2012(continuation)

I took the pen in my hand… with my hand moving closer to the book where I need to sign…Each and every memory of arjun started revolving in front of my eyes.. I kept my hand on the book and the tip of the nib was placed on the book… I just looked around all were watching me and waiting for me to sign in the record.. till that moment my mind and my heart were still fighting atlast moment I just felt that I was breaking the promise which I made to him that I will live as his person till my death and will live with the support of his love.. So atlast my heart won over my mind and then I just removed my hand instantly from the book and turned towards onir and said him sorry and I ran away from there without even turning back..

I reached my home and I was crying.. I felt that I was gonna commit another big mistake in my life… The whole day I was just lying on the floor and was just crying.. I could not stop the tears that were flowing.. I wanted to stop them but they were not stopping at all.. I just left them to flow like that as I felt the pain would be washed away only in this way… After this I had no strength to face onir and I felt insulted and I started avoiding him…

JUNE-12-2012

A week passed by everyone in the ngo came to know about my pregnancy and started throwing tantrums at me.. I faced a lot of humiliation and I decided to leave just then onir stopped me and said that running away is not a solution and tried to explain me.. I said him that I was not able to accept him as my husband.. then he said that he would support me just as a friend but will be husband to the outer world.. After a lot of explanation I agreed to it.. He announced my baby as his baby and said a story to everyone that we know and loved eachother before and the baby is his and that we are going to marry each other.. everyone seemed to be satisfied with the story and to make everyone belive that we are married I moved to onir's house and started a new part in my life as a wife of someones else actually started acting in my life as wife of some one else…

JUNE-13-2012:

I entered onir's house as his wife.. There were no one in his life.. He was all alone in his life just like me I think that is why he wanted to help others and spend time in the NGO.. From now Im going to be called as his wife and to show that I must wear sindoor.. But I cant do that when I cant see my name with anyone else how can I wear sindoor of some one else.. So then I decided that I will wear sindoor of Arjun's name… So entered the puja room and took Arjun photo with me and applied sindoor on my forehead.. I know it was not correct thing for an Indian girl to do such things but there is no other way left for me… I can atleast live in this house with the satisfaction that im wearing Arjun ka naam ka sindoor.. How ever we both took 4 pheras that means Arjun is my husband so I can wear the sindoor of his name…

But today I understood the pain in living a life of compromise.. I can understand the pain in which arjun was living since his marriage.. Its not so easy for me to wear the sindoor of Arjun on my forehead and to be called as someone's else wife.. I died thousand deaths before I did it and while I was doing.. Though onir will be supporting me just as a friend but for me it was not so easy… I could have live a better life away from this pretentious relation with onir but I need to do this for the sake of my baby as I cant see her facing the tantrums of the whole world…

July-13-2012:

It has been one month I shifted to onir's house.. He really takes a great care of me and my baby.. He accepted my baby as his baby also.. He gives me medicines and tries to fulfill all my wishes that I ask him and those which I doesn't ask him… He is trying to give all the happiness to me and my baby.. Im happy to be with him now.. He became a very good friend of me.. He can understand my every word but not my inner feelings.. im happy that he doesn't understand them as I doesn't want anyone to know about them as they belong only to one man in this world…

July-14-2012:

Today I and onir went to beach… I remembered how I and arjun ate pani puri there.. Arjun and I always had pani puri when ever we went out.. After I came home I was not able to sleep.. Some unknown questions were revolving in my mind.. which I never thought of.. Those thoughts and questions disturbed me a lot.. so to avoid them I just came out and sat under the tree in the front courtyard…It was a calm night with full moon and cool breeze.. I just felt little relaxed and I closed my eyes and tried to overcome those thoughts.. After some time I was able to relax.. Suddenly the same thoughts flew in my mind again.. they were the thoughts of my heart for which it needs an answer…

The thoughts went something like this: "can my baby ever know about its father?? It might not know who is he or may not be able to get his love it is so unlucky that it cant know how her dad was.. I can never say to my baby how much her dad loved her mom.. I cant say how many dreams he dreamt about his baby… I can never say her what all he did for her mama.. I can never say that I ruined his life.. I cant even say what his papa likes and what not.. even if my baby's tastes, habits and thoughts match with her papa I cant say that u are just like ur papa.. i can never say her all this because for her – the person whom she sees as her father is not her original father…

I hope no mother on this earth gets such a hard luck that she cant even tell her baby about her father.. I hope no baby ever face the situation which my baby is facing.. I hope my baby also doesn't face that but she has to that's the fate her mother is giving her before she came into this world.. her mother is responsible for her baby's fate…

All these thoughts made me cry and after sometime I got an idea.. I thought that I cant share these things with my baby when she enters this world but now I can say her right.. so then I started talking to my baby in my womb and I was telling her the whole love story of her mama and papa.. the way they met, fought, loved, confessed , fought for their love and atlast how they got separated.. i was sharing all my memories with my baby.. I was explaining my baby the love between her parents and the love her mama still has her for her papa and that she will love him for ever and ever and will only live as his person in this world.. I don't know whether my baby was listening or not but I shared everything with her… atlast I got a chance to tell my baby about my life till then and mainly about her papa…

As I was saying I could feel my baby moving fastly in my womb.. I thought it was a kick but it was not a kick actually I was just 4 months pregnant so its not kick actually but my baby was rotating around.. when I said about her papa she moved at a faster pace it seems she is very excited to know about her papa..Now also she is just like her papa who gets excited at small small things…

Today is a great day but I wish I could share all this with some one but as usual there are no one and I need to do it with my only loyal friend diary so Im writing all this in this so that I will not forget this date…

PRECAP
Arjun's entry...

pls do like or comment..

pls dont bash if its lame.. im new to write this type of stories...

awesome portrayal of purvis emotions 👏 continue soon rithika..

Loving you rits for such awesme updates be if FFs or SSs...👏...hey dear please update the next part soon waiting to read it...😊

Originally posted by: WanderingBeauty

Biggie Hugs for this update...I LOVED IT!!!!!!!!!

Pheww!! She didn't sign the papers! Thankfully, she stood up to at least one promise out of the thousands she made to him. Purvi and her heart belongs to Arjun and she seems to be realizing it, if not in the serial.

Life is not a bed of roses which the CVs fail to realize. Not for once, they have shown Purvi facing the problems which any unwed mother in real life society would face.

How we wanted to see Onir-Purvi acting as a couple in the show but as always our hopes fell flat. I love the way you are portraying the pregnancy track, simple yet complicated. CVs might take a lesson or two from this diary and get back the story on track!

Ohh!! Miss Mighty finally feels how it is like to live a life of compromise, to live a marriage where no love exists, nor does a glimmer of hope. She is still free to accept the four pheras as a original marriage and consider Arjun as her husband but what about him?! She has trapped him in a prison and chained him so that he couldn't escape! It's good Onir fails to notice the tiny little flutters that goes on in Purvi's heart! It was cute where she was telling the baby her story; their story!

I am falling more and more in love with the baby; another thing I am still hoping for a twin! It gets real excited whenever it hears about her momma's soul mate as do I! She knows what she is keeping away from her unborn, and she knows that she is the reason to blame. She knows what she is missing and what could have happened had she not chosen the wrong path on their wedding-night. I loved the part where she recalls about Arjun and regrets about being unable to make him a part of their baby's life, no matter how much she wanted to. Beautiful portrayal of emotions there! Can't wait to read the next part...Do update soon! Thanks for the PM!

PS-Now I notice that I have ended up typing a really long comment.
PPS-Arjun's entry in the next one! Eeeksss !! Can't wait!
PPPS-Yipppieee!!!! Finally I am the first one to comment...:P

thanks dear

Good Purvi you finally made the right decision. Here you heart won over your mind. At least you have decided to keep your promise to Arjun. I just love you for that.😛

So as expected people started throwing tantrums at Purvi once they found out about her pregnancy. I like how Onir tried to explain to Purvi that running away is not a solution. So he supports Purvi as a friend but to keep the people from gossiping, he pretends to be her husband. Okay so Purvi is acting as Onir's wife only😉.

It's a good way how you showed the 4 pheras helped in Purvi's life as she applied the sindoor with Arjun's name 😊.

I just love the way how you describe Purvi's pain and for once she thought about Arjun's pain as well. I could feel the pain in my heart when she said that she died thousand deaths before she did it😕.

Obviously the only person who can understand Purvi's inner feelings is none other than Arjun.

Hmmm calm night with full moon and cool breeze😳Oh how I wish Arjun was there with Purvi.

This is really painful. All those things that Purvi is not able to share with her child and the worst of all is the person who the child sees is not her original father😭. True. No mother should go through the suffering Purvi is going through and same goes to the baby.

Awww so sweet how Purvi was telling her baby of the mama and papa's love story. The sharing is so beautiful and touching!

The baby is so much like the father as it gets excited over small things and seems like she was excited about the mama telling about the papa.😃

The diary is her loyal friend in good and bad times.😛

Precap is interesting. Please update soon.