sunday night:
kunal was watching some random TV show in his room.on the LCD screen a mother was trying to feed her 3 year old naughty child while the child was going on refusing her.
maa:'thoda sa khalo beta...😊' she was requesting him.
child:'nahi muje nahi khana hai...😒' she shook his head both the side.
maa:'you are a good girl know...thoda sa khalo...😊' she said affectionately.
child:'muje khana achcha nahi lagta...nahi chahi yeh...😒'child refused again and ran around.
maa:'jal di se khalo...mai tumai ice cream dungi...😃'she ran behind the child and tried to feed him.
child:'pahale ice cream do...'child demanded and the mother got annoyed.
maa:'tum bahut mann maani kar rahe ho...chupchap khalo...😡'
child:'nahi...' she ran again.
maa:'chup!😡...khao... lo... khao...'she caught hold of the child in one hand and forcefully stuff the food in to the child's mouth with her other hand.
child:😒
maa:😊😡 ...she waited for her to swallow the food.
child:😒...she swallowed without finding any other way to refuse.
maa:'that's my sweet girl...😛' she fed yet another mouth. the child has to eat.
kunal switched off the TV, lean back on the sofa and started thinking.
' muje siddhi ko issa hi handle karni hai...' he thought.
' she left me with no option...' he decided.
as usual siddhi without having proper dinner went up to her room.
kunal:'dadaa...garam zaffran dood do...'he went to kitchen and got the hot zaffran milk in a big glass.
with the zaffran milk he went to her room and sat beside siddhi on her bed.
siddhi:'maine kitni baar kaha hai ...i don't want milk.i don't want to take any thing from you.don't you under stand?😡'she said angrily.for the past few days this became her slogan.
kunal:'siddhi...look at yourself...you became very thin and weak with in a week time...you have to take milk whether you like it or not ...'he forced her concernedly.
siddhi:'i don't care...you too better not...i don't want any thing from you...😡'she try to push the milk from his hand.
kunal immediately hold her wrist with his other hand strongly.
kunal:'not again siddhi...😡'he stopped her.
siddhi:😲
kunal:'aaj kay baad kabhi nahi...😡'his voice was rock solid and he looked at her with anger.
siddhi:'mera haat chodo...you are hurting me😡...'she tried to pull out her hand from his hold.
kunal:'tumne bahut mann maani karle hai...i have tolerated so for...😡'
siddhi:😒
kunal:'aaj kay baad...mai jo kahun ga wohi tum karo ge...samji...😡...'
siddhi:😒...she gave a disapproved look.
kunal:'suna tum ne...ab chup chaap dood peelo...just do what i say...😡'
siddhi:'kya tum muje se zabar zashi karoge?😲😡...'she was still struggling to release her hand.
kunal:'han...tum nahi maano ge tho mai zaroor karun ga😡...'
siddhi did not expect this .as long as he was polite,kind and soft with her she was rude to him, rejected his plea, refused every act of him.when he became rude ,tough and strict ...she became nervous and scared too.this face of kunal is absolutely new to her.she don't understand how to tackle this new kunal.
siddhi:'nahi...😕' she said in a very low voice.
kunal:'chup chaap peeyo 😡...i don't have much time to spend for you...'he kept the glass near her mouth and with other hand he hold back side of her head and forced her to drink.
siddhi:😒...she stared at him through the rim of the milk glass while drinking milk.
when he was forcing her to drink ...milk spilled out of her mouth.he took the tissue paper and wiped her mouth and neck with care.she was just staring at him without knowing what to do ?what to say? how to object him.
kunal:'so jao ab...😡'he covered her with blanket.he too lied beside her on her bed.
siddhi:😲...she was dumbfounded to see him sleeping beside her.for the past few days he made his bed on the couch, today he was next to her! she looked fixedly at him as if her eye balls were fixed , unable to roll or move.
kunal:'issa kya dek rahi ho?...whether you like it or not here after this is my place to sleep...😡...'he said to her abruptly and turned to other side showing his back to siddhi.
he felt hot tears wiggles its way down from his eyes towards his ear.he wiped them on the pillow without the knowledge of siddhi...'muje maaf kardo siddhi 😭...i don't find any other way to take care of you...' he said to himself and started sleeping peacefully with the satisfaction that siddhi is not sleeping empty stomach.
next day morning siddhi was still sleeping while kunal woke up.
kunal told thakral to bring tea.
kunal:'siddhi utto...aaj tumai office jana hai...'
siddhi:'nahi muje nahi jana..😡'she turned to other side and started refusing again.
kunal:'siddhi mai tumai pooch nahi raha hun... bata raha hun...we are going to office today...chup chaap se chai peelo and taiyar ho jao...😡'he pulled the quilt away from her.
siddhi:'argh!😡...'she got up annoyingly.without giving important to her anger he served the tea for her.
at 8.30am siddhi came to malik house parking area to go to office.
'yeh driver kahan gaya ? 😕'while she was looking around kunal came with her car key.
kunal:'mai ne driver ko chutti mai bhej diya hai...aaj kay baad mai hi tumara driver hun😊...chalo mere saat...😊'
siddhi:'chabi do...i will come on my own😡...'she demanded for her car key.
kunal:'tum drive nahi karogi...maine kahana chalo mere saat...😡'he went and sat in the driver seat.
siddhi:'oh!...tho tum mere driver ho?...😡'she said angrily...went and sat in the backside seat to degrade him.kunal started his car as if he did not care about it.
in the office siddhi was sitting in kunal's cabin:
kunal:'i don't under stand how come you make yourself absent for a whole week?😕...' he questioned her.
siddhi:'i don't like to...😡'before she could complete kunal interfered.
kunal:'look mrs. siddhi! this office is not your sole property...jab chahiyeh tab aao ...jab chahiyeh tab nahi...leave your personal problems at home...every one working here has their own problem...'
siddhi:😔
kunal:'...mai bhi thak gaya hun zindagi se...but i never allow to influence my personal life in office work...' indirectly he said that he was tired of her.
siddhi:😔
kunal:'tomorrow we have a board meeting...you have to explain about your long absent to other board members...'he said strictly. siddhi became tensed with his strict behavior...
without saying any thing she got up from her chair angrily and try to go out of his cabin fast, but her sari and high heels did not cooperate with her. she tripped.
kunal:'siddhiii...😲'before she could fall he hold her in his arms.
siddhi:'chodiyeh...😡i am not your wife here .this is office...😡'she got away from his arms angrily and walked out.
the whole day she was fuming with anger.
evening exactly 5pm kunal came to her cabin.siddhi was still looking in to a file.
kunal:'kaam band karo...ghar chalo mere saat...'he said firmly.he don't want her to strain too much on her office work , but she did not want to listen to him.intentionally she tried to continue working.
kunal:'bas chalo😡...'he snatched the file from her hand, closed and kept it on the table and shut down her lap top too...
siddhi:tch! 😡...she followed him with irritation
as soon as she entered malik house she ran fast and claimed the steps to go to her bed room.she was getting suffocated with kunal's strict behavior.
kunal:'siddhi ...slowly...don't run...slowly...'he said with concern but she did not listen.
as soon as she entered she was shocked to see her bed room was empty.her bed, other furniture,dressing table... every thing was missing.the room was completely empty.she was offended.
siddhi:'thakkuu kaaaka...😡' came to the balcony and screamed.
siddhi:'what the hell is going on here?😡...why my room is empty... 😡'thakral came running from the kitchen.
thakral:'wo...kunal saab ne tumare room ko neeche shift kardi ya hai😊...'
siddhi:'kya...?😲tum log apne aap ko kya samaj te ho?...😡' she came running down to the steps.
raj:'siddhi...dhire se...don't you know that you are not suppose to walk fast or run ...especially you should not climb the steps frequently...😔'
raj:'kunal... tum ne bahut achcha kiya siddhi ka kamra neeche shift karkay😊...' he appreciated kunal.
raj:'siddhi tum bahut kush naseeb ho...tumara pati tumara kitna chinta kar ta hai...😃'he smiled at siddhi.
siddhi:'chinta...my foot...i hate him..😡'she said in her mind.she came down and fall on the sofa as if she don't want to go to her room..her face turned red with anger.she felt as if she was homeless and she was under the control of monarch.
thakral brought hot milk tea with evening snacks and kept it on the tea table.kunal sat beside her and served tea for her and for raj too.
raj:'nahi... just now i had it...😊'he refused and went in side.siddhi too tried to go inside with out having tea.kunal hold her wrist.
kunal:'have your tea first...😡'he showed his angry face.she sat silently and had the tea.
kunal:'ab chalo tumara naya kamra dekne...😊'he told her to come along with him.when she refused he hold her wrist and took her by force to her new bed room.
as soon as she entered ...she her mind said 'wow😛' .her bed and all other furniture were very well arranged.in addition to that some cute baby pictures along with beautiful scenery were placed every were on the wall.
look at few cute baby pictures stuck on siddhi's bed room wall!
she went and looked at them closly.she loved them all and admired them.when she looked in to one of the cute baby photo...she thought that 'this baby is familiar to me...😕'.
kunal:'what are you looking?😃...that is non other than you...my sweet siddhi when she was a baby...😛'he tried to hug her from back.she quickly moved away from him pushing him back angrily and did not caught in to his hug.kunal just neglected her attitude.
her own childhood photo was the master piece of the room!😛
siddhi:😡 even though she was amazed with new bed room and kunal's idea of decorating with cute babies she looked at him angrily.
kunal:' don't you have the manners to thank me?😊' he asked her.
siddhi:'thanks??!!...without asking me you shifted my bed room and you want me to thank you...argh!...you are so rude...kunal...😡...'
kunal:'i don't care...😊'he smiled at her.
siddhi was so mad and tired because the whole day kunal was dominating her.finally she showed her anger on her dinner.
kunal went to her room with dinner.she was sitting and watching TV.she badly needed some relaxation.
kunal:'siddhi...have your food...😊'he said strictly and kept the food on the tea table.
siddhi:'kunal...you are troubling me too much...enough is enough...i don't want to eat my food...i hate you...😡'she said loudly.
kunal:'i don't care what you think about me.if at all i care that is you and our child...you are not suppose to sleep empty stomach...'he tried to feed her.she pushed his hand. kunal got annoyed.
he took another mouth and try to stuff it in her mouth by force.she don't like the smell of that food.
siddhi:'voookkk...😒'before she could refuse she vomited on kunal.
kunal:'siddhi...😲'he kept the food plate beside him and hold her around her shoulder.she could not control herself.she tried to get up and rush to wash room but kunal did not allow her.he pat on her back and tried to make her easy and relax.he rubbed gently on her back to comfort her.siddhi closed her mouth with her hands to avoid vomiting on him.
kunal:'don't check...don't...'he removed her hands from her mouth.after she stop vomiting he made her sit comfortably leaning on the sofa.she was tired and exhausted.
kunal:'are you ok?...just a minute i will be back...'he rushed to the wash room change his dress completely... washed his chest and hands with soap.took warm water in a jug and came to siddhi. siddhi was still sitting in the same poster kunal left her...he sat beside her ... wiped her mouth , neck and all other parts which was uncleaned.
kunal:'utto...'he hold her arm and made her stand,took her to the wash room .
siddhi:😒
kunal:'jaldi se kapde badal lo...' he gave a nightgown to change and send her inside the wash room.
siddhi:😒
by the time she was back he called thakral to clean the place and told him to bring hot chicken soup.siddhi changed her dress and came back.he helped her to sit on another sofa.she was feeling much relived after refreshing herself.
kunal:'siddhi...ab yeh soup peelo...you need energy😊...'he took one spoon of soup and try to feed her.she too badly need some think hot to drink as her throat was hurting...head was aching...she took the spoon from his hand and started drinking on her own. while drinking she looked at him with a sorry expression on her face and eyes.
kunal:'😊... he caressed her back .his touch expressed all his feelings towards her in one go.
Arjun
