HOPE
After Shiva was arrested, all Pandya Parivaar went behind to him to get him bail out.While Mammi was scolding Anita for pulling such stunt with Motiben and pleading to get Gautam out of her mind and how she couldn’t have him in her life more and should move on.In all this chaos the most affected person was Raavi and how she couldn’t be her cousin sister whom she had loved from childhood , trusted her had cheated her by using her for selfish motives.Then her husband of whom she had recently realised she loved him and was going to confess hadn’t trust her and accused her of teaming up with her sister to destroy her Dhara di’s baby whom she had loved and inspired to be from childhood.She was numb she was not in condition to understand anything.She started to walk aimlessly, no clue to which direction she was heading.
After someone pushed her saying “Aree hatto aankhe nahi hai kya “, she realised she had reached Somanath’s beach.She sat down there crying and spent didn’t how many hours lazily gazing the shore.The sea was in same state of mind as hers, so many thoughts messing like the waves of the sea hitting the shore were hitting her heart.She had lost her parents when she was just ten old days, she didn’t even remember their faces nor she does now because she hadn’t seen the photo her massimaa had given her, why would she, they left her alone when she needed them the most and after growing up too she didn’t because she didn’t like to think of something that made her sad.And she didn’t like to be sad,she was a happy go lucky girl dreaming in her world and she had family in who loved and pampered her lot except that kadoos bhootnaath who wouldn’t appreciate her beauty as if he was blind to see after all she was Somnaath’s most beautiful girl.From childhood she had decided to become part of Pandya Parivaar by marrying Dev where she would get love and a family of her own.She did but just got married her bhootnaath, her marriage with Shiva faced a lot of troubles but finally when she felts everything was coming on track ,Shiva caring for her kissing her in sleep , her realisation of love towards him crashed like a glass showpiece shattering into pieces.She decided to have peace of mind from all the chaos and packed her bag with essentials Needed for a week.She stayed in a monastery of which she had learned on social media.She cleared her thoughts by talking to the monks there , got peace and calmed her mind.She knew what she needed to do now.
After 6 days she returned and gathered everyone including her massimaa and Anita di in Pandya Niwas.Shiva was bailed a day before.Her in laws were angry on her for what her Anita di did with Dhara di , Shiva was first one to speak “Aee mami ki Behen ki beti, tera ye Anita ke saath kaand karke pet nahi bhara kya kyu aayi hai yaha ?”She brought her palm in front indicating to stop and he did.
“Mujhe kuch kehna hai aur uske baad mein chali jauangi.Pehli baat ha Anita di ne jo kiya woh bilkul galat tha lekin mein ne unko usmein saath bilkul nahi diya.Haa di mein Dhara di se naraaz lekin aap sab logo ko kyu lagta hai ki mein iss hadd tak girungi ki mein unko ya unke bacche ko kuch haani pahunchaungi.Pehle toh mein vaise insaan nahi hoon jaise meri Maasima aurr Anita di hai jinko logo kon dukh pahuncha kar Khushi multi hai aurr dusri baat agar aap Bhul gaye honge toh jab Dhara di pehle baar IVF baat sabko batai thi toh sabse zyaada mein Khush thi agar yakeen na ho toh pucch lijiye Shiva se usko acche se pata hai.Lekin afsos ki aapko mujhe par Vishwas nahi mere khud ke pati ko apne biwi par Vishwas nahi.Lekin mein samjh gayi hoon ki aap logo ko meri chinta nahi hai na hi pyaar jab tak baat mere Marne par nahi aati lekin theek hai..” Dhara and mami said together “Aisa nahi hai Raavi “ .
“Please aap mujhe meri bata puri karne dijiye,kaha thi mein ha lekin woh bhi theek hai pehle bura laga mujhe lekin ab nahi lagta kyuki maano ya na maano duniya mein aapko sabse zyada pyaar aapke Mummy Papa karte afsos ki woh aaj iss duniya mein nahi hai lekin woh hamesha mere saath hai.Aurr aap ki beti toh nahi hoon mein ji Jisse aap itna pyaar kare lekin mein usmein bhi aapko blame nahi karungi kyuki apne beta aurr beti par pyaar karna alag baat hoti hai aurr Dustin ek alag bhale kitne bhi woh aapko pyaar kare.Aaj tak aap sab logon ne jitna pyaar diya hai mein uski bohot shukrguzaar hoon aurr mein woh kabhi nahi bhool paaungi.” She said with folded hands.
Teary eyed she turned towards Shiva who was speechless now and said”Shiva hamare rishte ne bohot kathiinayiaan aurr ladaiiya dekhi hai lekin kis rishte mein nahi hoti par un rishton mein vishwaas naam ka ek strong base rehta hai jo uss rishte ko atoot Rakhta hai aurr Uski hi kami hai hamare rishte mein , maanti hoon mere Parivaar ne salon se Pandya Parivar ke saath galat kiya hai lekin mein toh waisi nahi hoon na shaadi ke itna mahino baad bhi yeh baat tujhe Samajh kyu nahi aayi ? Aisa nahi hai ki tera aurr mera koi Mel nahi hai lekin tujhe mujh par bharosaa nahi hai , tune mujhe mein jaldi Khood hoon waise accept nahi kiya aurr abhi bhi tujhe mujeh mein Raavi nahi deikhti hai bass Maami ki behen ki beti dikti hai.Tu mujhe jo biwi ka Haqq aur importance milini chahiye tere life mein woh mujhe nahi de paa raha aurr isse hamara Rishita aage nahi badd sakta kyuki rishte mein sirf pyaar kaafi nahi hota baaki sab bhi itna hi zaroori hein .Aurr mujhe lagta hai tu pati banne ke rishte keliye tayaar nahi hai, tere zindagi mein Parivaar ke alwa kisi aurr rishte ko jagah dene keliye tayaar nahi hai aurr yeh galat bhi nahi hai kyuki tune abhi tak shaadi , biwi uske baarein mein socha hi nahi tha aurr achanak se tujhe yeh rishte mein band diya Gaya.Isliye mein tujeh space dena chahti hoon sochne keliye poore tarike se.Aurr haan mein tujhe se bohot pyaar karti hoon, bohot pasand hai tu mujeh jaisa tu hai vaisa bass gussa bohot zyaada karta hai.Mein jaa rahi hoon ek Hafte baad tu mujhe tera jawaab call ya message par Jaise tujeh theek lage vasie de dena.”
Shiva was shocked to listen to Raavi, was she correct about him not being time to accept their relationship fully, she was partially as he hadn’t trusted her and accused her of doing she hasn’t done, she didn’t understand her feelings when she was upset with Dhara Bhabhi and didn’t give her importance because the other woman was more important and he loved the most .But thats not done in relationship right ?Gaumbi doesn’t do it with Dhara bhabhi and Maa, he equally understands both of them compromising on neither of them .He needed time to think and process everything including his mistakes in their relationship which led Raavi to say all the things.
Shiva came from thoughts when Raavi hugged him tight when he was going to reciprocate she pulled out and smiled and said “Khayaal rakhana “ with a tear rolling down on her cheeks and with that she left after warning us not to come behind her, she will come after a week after Shiva would announced his decision .
A.N:Guys sorry for any spelling error because I literally wrote this at 3 am midnight .I wrote this because Raavi’s character is the most loved I love also relate to and even sympathise with.This my point of view what is the situation Shiva and their relationship is.