Hey guys this idea came in my mind when i saw Sbs segment of Disha hugging Shiva and Raavi than behaved like a child. So i thought to write it in my own words. Hope you like it.
I have wrote it just aise hi because it triggered me. Please bear me
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SCENE:- Shiva came dressed up in three piece suit and Disha came and hugged him in front of all somnath.
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Raavi was hurted was an understatement she beyond hurted, she felt betrayed she felt insulted. After seeing them both clinging to each other she can't handle more her heart broke in thousands of pieces but she do not let her tears out in front of people. This all was not less tha suman spoke,
"Abb theek hai, Disha aur Shiva yeh dono hissa lenge saath mein "
Everyone argued on this topic but suman's decision was the last and it was declared that Shiva and Disha will participate, everyone gave her a look but Raavi was continously looking down towards ger feet unable to meet anyone's gaze. She just stepped back and went to the backstage Dhara and Rishita wanted to go to her but stopped as announcement was done that competition is going yo start. Raavi went out of the stage and than the whole set up slowly walking in the trance and looked back once before leaving. She saw Shiva and Disha walking on ramp together, she gave a sad smile and said,
"Shiva mere saath toh chalna bhi nahi chahta tha tu aur Disha ke liye apne app ko badal diya...................
Shiva main iss beedh mein kab ghum ho jaungi tujhe pata bhi nahi lagega aur shayad tu pata krna bhi nahi chahta......... "
And than she moves to the house and cries loudly screamed loudly sobbed. She looked herself in the mirror and changed the gown and wore her usual clothes, she took sight of the house and it seened like all the walls everything is making her feel alienated ince these walls made her feel loke home but now everything has changed. She moves to the kitchen and started making food after she was done making food she went to the hall mopping the floor, she do not wanted to cry more so she went on doing work after work to distract her. When she was washing the clothes she heard whole family coming blissfully,
"Kya naache gaumbi aap aur bhabhi majja aa gya"
Krish said
"Haan aur main aur dev bhi toh jeete na best ramp ka award"
Rishita said
"Shiva aur disha bhi toh jeet gaye na best jodi award"
Suman said and this made Raavi cry again but she controlled herself. When the family came in they were surprised to see Raavi washing the laundary and than they all came into senses that in the hype of the competition they forgot about Raavi completely and Dhara cane to her and said,
"Raavi tu ghar kab aayi bataya kyon nahi tune"
Raavi got up and said drying her hands with her dupatta,
"Dhara dii app aur Kaki bahar ka khana nahi kha sakte iss liye main ghar aa gayi thi vese bhi free thi toh socha kuch kaam hi krlu.............app log bathiye main khana lati hu...."
Everyone was shocked about how she was talking so blankly and no expression. Shiva went behind her in kitchen and saw her arranging the plate he went near her this sight of her broke him but his insecurities and than masked his concern in anger and said,
"Kio krr rahi hai tu yeh sab haan....... Bol na..... Kya dikat hain....... Kyon sabke samne achi ban rahi hai.... "
Raavi didn't replied and went out taking plate and gave it to dhara and Suman, Suman continued to rell about how Disha and Shiva were looking and they banged the award everyone cheered for them........ And all the stuff which was piercing Raavi derp within and after seeing Disha blushing on all thus made her even more sadder. Dhara, Rishita, Gaumbi , Krish even Dev tried to talk to her but she continously left the topic and escaped the situation because she knew she can't talk about it and if she would she will cry like hell. After having dinner everyone retired to their room and Raavi set her cot out and she requested Krish to sleep with Suman giving an excuse that she had to study and he agreed at once. She sat on the cot closing her eyes and tears made their way out and hiccups cane subsequently. She cried silently by placing hand in her mouth so that her voice shouldn't reach anyone but this sight was noticed by Shiva as he was seeing her from his room. He himself can't control and went to her he said,
"Raavi.... "
Raavi turned away from Shiva and put her blanket on her. This made Shiva heart constrict he sat on her cot next to her said,
"Meri baat sun Raavi........ Mujhe nahi pata tha kii itna sab ho jayega.......Disha... "
This word Disha felt like someone stabbed her, she woke up and went into kitchen running and crying, Shiva went after her. He came near her and after these long hours he got to see her eyes, which were just filled with pain and betrayal. He cupped her face but Raavi removed his hand off and directly looken into his eyes said,
"Kyon........... "
Just one word and it made a whirlwind of accusations on him and he was just numb Raavi averted her gaze and moved her head to another side and said,
"So jaa Shiva raat ho gayi hai....... "
She was leaving when Shiva hold her from wrist and hugged her Raavi's tears made their way out but suddenly Disha hugging Shiva image came into her mind and she pushed him away shocking him and said,
"Yeh haq tu kissi aur ko de chuka hai Shiva main kisi aur ka haq kaise cheen sakti hoon, nahi.........."
Shiva can see how much pain was evident in her voice in her words and he spoke,
"Raavi maine nahi kiya usne mujhe sab ke samne"
"Vohi toh baat hai ki tu kuch nahi karta.......Disha tere saath kuch bhi kare tu kich nahi krta par agar main tere paas bhi aaun toh tu hamesha dhakel deta tha mujhe yeh takk nahi dekhta tha ki hum kahan khade hain"
Shiva remembers Sawan puja scene and Raavi continues,
"Mujhe ptaa hain main perfect nahi hoon main achi bhi nahi hoon par main ikk insaan hoon huyi hain galtiyan mujhse.. . .. . .. Par tujhe bilkul bhi tym nahi lgga mujhe apni jindagi se nikalne mein.. . .. . .. Bilkul bhi nahi.. . .. . . Par tu bhi sahi hain apni jagah teri nazaron main toh main vese bhi characterless hoon toh tujhe kya hi attachment huyi ho gi mujhse.. . .. . .. ."
Shuva cutted off,
"Raavi mat bol please aise mat bol.. . .. . .. . Main tere bare nein aisa nahi sochta.. . "
Raavi again spoke,
"Tune hi kaha tha na tere aane ki khushi na jane ka gham.. . .. . . Uss samay bhi bola tha tune par main hi pagal thi jo uss waqt matlab nahi samajh payi.. . .. . .. Ajj main vahan se aa gayi kisi ko koii farak nahi pada kio padega shiva aur uski hone wali biwi ek saath ikk perfect couple saath mein tha toh yeh imperfect Raavi kisse yaad rahegi.... . .. . . "
Shuva hugs her again and now Raavi cries more and Shiva speak about what he felt what he feels why he did that and clears all the misunderstanding. The night they spent was hugging each other and assuring each other.
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Thanks for reading it. I didn't wanted to write about Shiva's POV so i ended it up like that if anyone have any idea please complete it by wrotng shiva's POV.
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