i feel numb after reading this....had tears in my eyes along with ache in my heart throughout....
1st i thought that he is so distressed/miserable coz she got married to dev but den everything was so different......
the anguish, the longing he had for her oh it can melt even a rock....
he loved her despite of the situations....he created distance between dem coz he was helpless though he knew he cant stop loving her ever
he was always there when she needed.....it was his unsaid promise....which he kept...
the agony, torture he suffered seeing dev raavi together was unimaginable.......how do u deal with such situation and noone to share it with
him collecting her things since the beginning was so heart warming......he valued even her discards....it had a memory joined with it, he was cherishing her in those small collected things......he kept her to himself in those things.....
felt like taking him in arms and telling him, everything would be fine sweetheart...just give it sometime.....but den some wounds noone can heal......
he worshiped her, knowing he isnt what she deserves, he kept his distance......he always wanted best for her.....he tried to save her but couldnt.....
we see raavi as victim and she is but think about shiva's life where he has to spend his life with a person whom he loved like anything, knowing she loves his own brother who stays under same roof and she doesnt find him worthy.....
from childhood to adolescence and to adult life, love for raavi was his constant....how emotionally torn he might be while attending the dev raavi wedding......never seen such a selfless caring person.....who can die for his loved ones....
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i understand that after wedding they needed time and they got it.....raavi to introspect and move on and see shiva's inner personality.......and shiva to make way to her heart thru his ever loving caring side, without expecting anything
but the venom she spew, the accusations she put, the humiliation she put him thru.....broke him for ever.....he felt low in his own eyes.......
she didnt find him worthy of a small talk to clear her MU......1st of all how could she believe he was capable of the things she was insinuating....somewhere that shattered him more ....she blamed him of lusting on her and breaking her relation with dev......all time low......this man can be anything but selfish, cunning, leech, lusting, disgusting..........
he took away every symbol which could associate her to him......severed all the relations and though it was painful, she deserved it
why didnt she call everyone when he left saying he prays that all her wishes for him should come true.....she never has to see his face......
wanted to write so many things but shabd saath nahi de rahe......sorry for a long comment
m still dreading .....he is just injured right? pls dont let him die.....pls pls pls..........pleading you with tears in my eyes.....