There is no greater agony than bearing an untold story inside you-Maya Angelou
Jeeva smiled warmly and greeted her boss " good afternoon sir and welcome back.I hope you and your family had a great time during your vacation."
" Thank you jeeva and yes,we all had a great time.Travelling really opens your mind and soul to all the different culture and lives of people all over the world."
K.k. came and stood next to jeeva and looked down to the road far below and then he looked at her " Pardon me,but if i may.What were you thinking as you looked down on the world below? the reason i ask is because i know you were thinking about something important and probably something you lost a long while ago."
" old news,old memories and stuff that we need to burn away for they clutter our mind and daily lives."
K.k. stood waiting and jeeva knowing him too well knew that he would not take silence for an answer " i was looking down from this 13th floor and everybody down there on the road looked so small and tiny and it made me wonder how much tinier we must look to god and if he really can make out any of us from the other."
K.k. smiled " no,there was more in those moments for i stood for nearly a minute at the door watching you as your soul reflected in your face."
Jeeva turned away slightly irritated for this intrusion into her privacy and k.k " child,it is going to be nearly 8 years since you came here looking for a job and i think it is time you lay your burden down or at least share it with me since you cannot share it with anyone else.I am like your father and you know how much i care about you.so let it out jeeva for these wounds,these painful memories will eat you like acid,from inside out."
Jeeva looked at him sadly " i was thinking if we look so tiny to god who is supposed to be living in heaven then how tiny will our tears look to him and what about those like me who cry but cry inside and cannot even show it.will god be able to see those invisible tears?"
K.k. was lost for an answer " jeeva,i cried those tears too when i realised that me and my wife would not be able to have a child of our own.As a man i cannot show my tears and moreover i am the head of a huge enterprise and so i too like you have to cry invisible tears.But they have not come,those sad tears for a few years now and they have not come because you are here now and i look on you as my very own daughter."
Jeeva looked at him with gratitude " boss,you are really a kind and sweet person and i thank you for your love and appreciate all that you have done for me and my family."
" If you can give me five minutes i will go ahead and see if everything is ready in the conference hall and will wait for you to arrive."
Saying this,jeeva smiled and hurriedly left the room,leaving K.k. to wonder as to what and how much sadness lay in the young woman's heart.
He looked out the cabin and seeing the office empty for the staff has all left to assemble in the conference room,K.K. peeped out the window and stared at the road below and whispered a prayer " lord,if you can hear me.please grant me this wish.Please bring peace and happiness in my childs heart and life.i beg of you."
Inside the High court,waiting for his case number to be called,Raman felt something warm rush into his soul and he hurriedly took a deep breath and whispered " jeeva,i love you."
A secret love is beautiful, sweet and sacred when it's just a light infatuation; but when that person reaches over and touches you in the heart, making it alive in a way it has never known, that secret love becomes frightening, because you can never make them love you, you would never want to make them love you...but all the same, no matter which way you view it, they don't love you...and your heart doesn't know how to beat the same.