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REDEMPTION -140

Childhood is like a mirror, which reflects in afterlife the images first presented to it. The first thing continues forever with the child. The first joy, the first sorrow, the first success, the first failure, the first achievement, the first misadventure, paint the foreground of his life.SAMUEL SMILES, Character

A dream within a dream


It was a two hour flight to Pattani and Rudran closed his eyes in thought but strangely a deep sleep embraced him and he drifted away.

As always,the forest,the darkness and the stairs looked familiar.Rudran ran up the stairs for he knew like before,Bhairav would be waiting for him.He did not know how long he had run up but eventually he came up to a flat ledge and he stood in the darkness with only the stars for company.The clouds whispered and caressed him as they floated past him.

Rudran beckoned hopefully to his brother " Bhairav,are you here?" and hearing his call his little brother came slowly out of the clouds with a soft and gentle smile.

Rudran fell to his knees and opened his arms and bhairav ran into them and the twins stood locked in an embrace and rudran with tears in his eyes " I am sorry that i could not protect you.I am sorry that i was not there when you needed me the most."

Bhairav using his soft and small fingers,wiped the tears from his brother " No,don't be sorry for i am glad that it was me instead of you.You are the stronger one and i was always the weaker one and this world needs your strength and will right now."

Bhairav stepped back and was about to merge back from the shadows when he again whispered " They are waiting for you.They are all waiting for you.There is a war coming and they need you to stand beside them and fight for them.They have been in darkness for a very long time and wait for your light to raise them and grant them Redemption.Remember who you are and never forget your roots."


The dream,the fog,the clouds and stars were violently torn apart by the nudge of the air hostess and coming awake,Rudran heard her " Sir,the flight is being diverted to Hat Yai airport and we will not be going to Pattani .Please straighten your seat for the pilot has begun the descent towards the airport."

Loud protests filled the plane and everyone were left confused as to what the reason was for the sudden diversion and soon some of the passengers started to wonder the worst and that was the plane had developed a snag or a serious problem and that there was a serious chance that they could crash and die.

Rudran calmly looked at all the air hostesses and also kept an eye on the cockpit for more than anything his mind looked for signs of hijacking.But the air hostesses remained calm and were going about their business in a very relaxed and assuring manner.

His brain made the calculations and Rudran concluded that the distance from Hat yai airport to Pattani,the original destination was just 100 or so kms and that meant a ten to twenty minute flight time and yet if they had diverted to hat yai airport then the reason was not with the plane but the destination.

His mind told him that something significant had happened there in Pattani district of Thailand and he knew he would know more once they were on ground.

The pilot landed the plane as softly on the runway as gently as a mother kissed her child and they taxied into the terminal.Rudran looked out of the small window and saw green everywhere.The whole airport was covered with soldiers and his worst fears were confirmed and he instinctively knew that Pattani had been struck again by terrorists.

Rudran's mobile vibrated and the message came on " Deadly attack in Pattani.Dozens feared killed.Subject last seen in the vicinity of Bang lang national park.Destination Malaysia through the forest and into Royal belum state park.Be advised,mobiles not working in the troubled states and army in total control.Update on course of action."

Rudran quickly typed " Will follow lead and cross over into Malaysia if needed.If required,use American connections to pressurise Malay authorities.Will find a way to communicate even if mobile services are down or monitored."

The situation had become complicated and Rudran knew he was running out of time.He had first thought of renting a car and driving down to the border but with curfew on in all three southern states and with the army on high alert,he knew it would be too much of a risk to be driving a car by himself and in places where they would shoot first and ask questions later.

A tap on his shoulder and Rudran turned to see a very old buddhist monk standing there covered in saffron robes and leaning on a stout bamboo stick with a wide smile that showed only gums but no teeth.

The old man gently touched rudran's chest and whispered " welcome saviour.Let your light lead us from darkness and back into light."

Rudran stared at him " I am sorry old man.Am i supposed to be flattered for being called savior and light and hand over all my cash to you.Is this one of the new techniques that beggars and monks have begun to put in action.I am sorry but you need to go look for an easier target."

The monk smiled and laughed " The master told me that your mind was still covered in darkness and that you had yet to rise and realise who you truly are.But all that will be taken care of for as of now i need to help you first so then we can ask for your help and you will not be able to say no and turn away."

Rudran was getting irritated and already frustrated with the flight being diverted " Old man,run away for i have no time to waste on you right now."

The old Buddhist monk nodded " No time and you are right Rudran,there is no time for the evil that you are chasing will cross the mountains in a few days and will be lost forever."

Rudran shocked " You said my name.How do you know my name? Who are you?"

The old man " I just follow orders.I am but a lowly placed monk in my order and the youngest one and also the fittest one.So they sent me to fetch you and also guide you to what needs to be done.So please follow me or else we can go sit in that hotel and talk leisurely over a nice lunch.for i haven't had anything to eat from yesterday when i was hurriedly sent to bangkok to follow you and bring you home."

Rudran wondered if the old monk was joking about him being the youngest in his order for the monk looked to be nearly eighty and above,although he had to admit that the old man looked very fit and healthy for his age.

The old monk turned and started walking away and soon they came to a battered toyota minivan that had seen far better days.The old man got in and started the engine which purred smoothly into life at the turn of the ignition key.

Rudran,confused got in and looked at the old man who sneered " I am old but still very fit like this vehicle.So please,do not judge things by their outward appearances for not all of us are blessed with genes like you have."

Rudran shook his head in frustration " Damn it we have a talker,a real live joker for company."

He turned to the monk " Excuse me,but where we going ?"

The old monk smiled " where else but towards the mountains for they are calling you and singing your name."

Rudran quietly nodded and shrugged and the old man sarcastically " you don't speak much do you.But then your kind never speaks and that is a a known fact.Anyway i have no idea what the big fuss is all about you and why everyone is in such a uproar over your arrival to Thailand although i admit we have been facing rather a tough time with all these radical Islamic groups."

The old monk shifted gears and expertly exited the airport and slipped into the traffic and rudran had to accept that the man was good at driving.

The old man watched quietly as Rudran kept checking the mirror " if you are watching out for those who followed you,then you can relax for they have been taken car of although i suspect they must have alerted others and we will surely meet them at some point before we reach our destination.But with the army out in such huge numbers i doubt if they will launch an attack on us in broad daylight.So i guess we can consider ourselves safe until night falls on us.

For Rudran who normally worked alone and always only with trained professionals,the old man was a shock to the system and yet he knew deep in his soul that the old man had come at the right time and that he would play a very vital part in his mission to capture Murky.

But he was slightly worried about how he was going to take on and tackle foes without any weapons and the situation in southern thailand seemed like a pressure cooker that could blow any moment into a civil war.Just as he was thinking this,they were stopped at a check point and a tough looking soldier armed with an automatic rifle peeped and saw the old monk.Rudran had no clue to what was going on for the minute the soldier saw the old monk,he folded his hands and bowed whispering " Bhante" (venerable sir) and quickly shouted orders for the vehicle to be allowed.

The old monk Blessed the soldier and drove on while Rudran watched and wondered what all surprises were in store for him in the coming hours.




Edited by s.satishkumar - 9 years ago
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REDEMPTION -141

If my decomposing carcass helps nourish the roots of a juniper tree or the wings of a vulture--that is immortality enough for me. And as much as anyone deserves.EDWARD ABBEY, Desert Solitaire


The journey begins

Rudran noted that the Monk had taken the national highway 4 to leave Hat yai and after nearly 35 minutes of steady driving he was now turning left into Highway 42 and soon they passed a small town called Khlong ngae and a huge board announced they were heading towards Wat na Thawi.

Rudran turned to the old monk " do you have a name or a title by which people address you apart from the word "Bhante" by which the soldier addressed you ?"

The old monk still with a wide smile pasted on his face " Some call me Luang Ta( venerable grandfather),others call me Ajarn( teacher).But you my child of the stars can call me Luang Pu Thuat."

Rudran nodded " Okay.What are you doing here with me? Why is a Buddhist monk getting involved with a man such as me? Obviously,you are aware of who i am and what it is i do and yet here you are besides me,driving me towards the man i am hunting and you know very well what i will do with him and the people with him when i catch up to them.Isn't that against your religion and teachings of your supreme master the Buddha?"

The old monk nodded " true,but then this an extra ordinary time we are living in and it calls for drastic and extreme measures and steps.But to answer your question in a manner that will satisfy you,let me share with you one of my all time favourite quotes from the GITA

"Whatever happened, happened for the good; whatever is happening, is happening for the good; whatever will happen, will also happen for the good only. You need not have any regrets for the past. You need not worry for the future. What did you lose that you cry about? What did you bring with you, which you think you have lost? What did you produce, which you think got destroyed? You did not bring anything - whatever you have, you received from here. Whatever you have given, you have given only here. Whatever you took, you took from God. Whatever you gave, you gave to him. You came empty handed, you will leave empty handed. What is yours today, belonged to someone else yesterday, and will belong to someone else the day after tomorrow."


Rudran's eyes filled with tears as his soul filled with memories of Bhairav and he whispered " I miss him old man,i miss him terribly.My soul is filled with guilt for having let him die and everyday i wish i had died with him.There have been many a time during my missions that i have thrown myself deliberately into the path of danger but death refuses to take me away."

The old monk slowed the vehicle and then brought it to a complete halt.Turning to Rudran,he used the tip of his yellow robe to gently wipe the tears " Child,we all have our parts to play in the many avatars we take in this wheel of time.I have been called a wise man,a holy man and people think i can perform miracles.But you know what the real miracle is,it is love.It is the only shape of god and just like god it has no shape,color,cannot be touched and yet it can be felt in ones soul.The answers you seek will come to you but until then be true to your soul and carry out your duties for that is the main responsibility of every soul.Their duty to this world of life and mother nature."

They drove for a long time and were stopped many a time by Army check posts and as always the soldiers bowed,paid respects and let them through.The flat highway slowly began a gentle climb into the mountains and the air became cooler and colder and greener.

Rudran's eyes became drunk with sleep and fatigue and he drifted away into a deep slumber.

The sudden halt of the vehicle brought him out of his sleep and he came awake instantly and all alert.

The old monk looked at Rudran " the time has come to abandon our vehicle and enter the forest for we can travel much faster that way.Are you rested and ready? Please take only what you need and leave the rest behind for we need to travel quickly and you won't be needing the luggage you are carrying and i promise it will be safe until you return."

The old man turned off the narrow road into the tall grass and they slid down a gentle dip and were soon hidden in the deep undergrowth.

Rudran could see a narrow path,a dark strip of soil running away like a ribbon through the dense growth of vegetation and instinctively knew that that was the path that he and the old monk were going to take.

Rudran removed the blue blazer he was wearing and threw it into the vehicle and folding his sleeves looked at the old man " I am ready to go."

He did not know why but his soul felt like it was flying,soaring and he felt like he was at home with his mother and Bhairav.

The old man nodded in appreciation seeing Rudran's mood and both set off into the forest at a quick and steady pace.

Rudran looked at the sky and saw the position of the sun and knew they were both heading towards the deep south and in the general direction of Bang lang dam area and the constant,steady noise of the water meant they were following the course of the Pattani river which fed the Bang lang dam.

The old man only thought of the one obstacle that lay in their path and that was the ruins of an ancient temple that was spoken of by very few and none existed now that knew where it was and none had returned alive to describe it.The temple was guarded by the creatures of the forest and the old monk knew that only the chosen one could cross it or die at the hands of its guardians and they guarded it ferociously and killed in an instant those who trespassed without an invitation or protection.

Just as night was beginning to arrive with its darkness,Rudran caught a glimpse of a temple like structure in the distance " Old man,i can see a structure that looks like the ruins of an ancient temple in the distance.But i doubt if we can make it there tonight for the path looks a bit treacherous to walk without light to guide us.I think it is safer to halt and rest and start our journey tomorrow morning at first light."

The old monk nodded " Yes,my exact thoughts."

He then brought out some fruits that he was carrying in the bag that hung around his upper body and then both of them shared a bottle of water.The monk then gave Rudran an yellow sheet for him to lie on and Rudran took it with a thank you and also a bow.

The old man and Rudran, each filled with their own thoughts lay on the ground staring into the night sky and watching it filled with diamonds of stars.

Rudran strangely felt like he had finally come home and his soul whispered that things would never be the same again for him and that he was on the verge of discovering something incredible.He switched on his mobile phone but found no network which was understandable since he was so far away from any town or village.But then his phone was equipped with a certain location system and high above in the skies,one of the Indian spy satellites picked up his GPS signal and beamed the information and his position to his boss and team.

Gen.veer singh looked at the position where Rudran's GPS signal was coming from and realised that his man was just 40 to 50 kms away from the person they were tracking.But gen.veer singh could not understand what Rudran was doing in the middle of the jungle and how he was going to reach his target.But reach he would for the name Rudran meant,destroyer and nothing would stop him from doing what he had set out to do.


The night lay its darkness on the land and forest and soon the dawn would bring the past to collide and embrace the present for Redemption was at hand.

Magic exists. Who can doubt it, when there are rainbows and wildflowers, the music of the wind and the silence of the stars? Anyone who has loved has been touched by magic. It is such a simple and such an extraordinary part of the lives we live.NORA ROBERTS,Charmed

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I thought the earth remembered me,
she took me back so tenderly,
arranging her dark skirts, her pockets
full of lichens and seeds.
I slept as never before, a stone on the river bed,
nothing between me and the white fire of the stars
but my thoughts, and they floated light as moths
among the branches of the perfect trees.
All night I heard the small kingdoms
breathing around me, the insects,
and the birds who do their work in the darkness.
All night I rose and fell, as if in water,
grappling with a luminous doom. By morning
I had vanished at least a dozen times
into something better."

Mary Oliver, Twelve Moons


The rock and earth are my bones.The rivers and seas are my blood.The breath in my lungs is the air that flows and floats giving life.The heat and sparks of my body are the fires that rage and burn.The soul and thought is the ether and space.And now i am one with nature and i am one with the universe.

There are no loud honks of vehicles or the noises of early traffic as people jostle for positions in lanes to get to their places of work and it is as if they are competing for medals in the Olympics.There is none of that irritating tunes that cars play when they are reversing or metallic bangs and clangs as the garbage man collects garbage.There are no yells of " Amma milk or sir,paper" or the constant clanging of latches on doors as the maid servant yells out and tries to get the attention of the owner who is in a deep coma of sleep.No radio,no tv,no cell phones.

For in the forest there are only the songs of birds or hoots of monkeys celebrating the coming dawn.There is the fresh smell and fragrance of flowers and fruits and it is all green.The buzz of bees and dragonflies and the steady roar of the river or gurgling of the stream are the lullabies that one rises to among the trees as they stand as umbrellas sheltering all creatures of god,big and small

Rudran came awake with a smile and sat up in the disappearing darkness.He felt fresh,alive and rejuvenated and was ready to face anything that was thrown at him or what the day had in store for him.He thought of Renuka and wondered if she would welcome a holiday with him in kodaikanal where the farm house that his dad had built still stood,waiting for his return and under the watch of a caretaker.It would be really nice if he could take his mother and Babu along with them and get away from the city and its life for a week or so.


He turned to where the old man was and found the place empty.The fire they had lit in the night was still blazing and rudran realised that the old man must have added more wood to it at some point so as to keep him warm.

"The old man must have gone to gather some fruits to eat" thought rudran and getting up,folded the yellow cloth that had been offered to him and flung it across his shoulder and looked here and there to see if he could catch a glimpse of the man but to no avail.

Hearing the gentle tinkle of running water nearby, he headed towards the noise and found a small rain fed stream that was just about good enough to have a bath.He carefully removed his shirt and jeans and his boxers and the pouch attached to his belt for it held his tooth brush,paste and a razor with a small tube of shaving cream.

The water was cold and refreshing and flowed with enough force to make him feel as if it was giving him a massage.Quickly brushing his teeth and shaving,rudran used the cloth that the monk had given him to wipe himself and quickly slipped into his clothes and went back to the place where they had spent the night to wait for the old monk.

But after twenty minutes ,Rudran decided to go look for the old man and was shocked to see the foot prints of a large carnivore at the edges of the camp and not knowing what to make of it,followed the foot prints as it led towards the ruins of the ancient temple that he had caught sight of last evening.

Rudran paused for a second and used his memory as if he was accessing a data base and information streamed into his consciousness.

Animals that run down their prey in a dog like manner have large toes when compared to their pad size.
Animals that catch their prey by stealth, such as in cats, have large pads when compared to their toe size.

He knew in an instant that the large foot prints of the carnivore belonged to the Indochinese tiger,a smaller subspecies of the Indian tiger.The Indochinese tiger is generally smaller than Bengal and Siberian tigers. Its head is smaller than of the Bengal tiger; the ground coloration is darker with more rather short and narrow single stripes.


A tiger's paw consists of a pad and four toes.A fifth toe commonly called the dew claw, is placed high on
the front limbs only.Dew claws are retractable and are a part of the tiger's weaponry.Ordinarily, the dew claw does not touch the ground.The pad is 3-lobed at the rear end.

The pugmark of a male almost fits into a square.The pugmark of a female fits into a rectangle.The shape of toes in a male is more rounded.The shape of toes in a female is elongated.

Rudran looked down at the pug mark and confirmed it was the foot print of an enormous tiger and wondered what he was getting into.Should he go on and look for the old monk,just in case he was hiding in a safe place somewhere or should he give it up as a lost task and return back to the vehicle.

But then the safety of the old monk took precedence and Rudran forged forward in the direction of the foot prints.

It took him the better part of an hour to reach the ruins of the ancient temple and finally coming to an halt outside it stood and stared at it in astonishment.It was a temple that had been built in the Dravidian style and the Nandi bull confirmed it was a temple that had been built for Lord Shiva.But it was not a very large temple and the carvings were not as intricate as the ones back in India.

The temple itself had been carved into a rock that was part of the mountain range and its entrance lay open without doors and in the darkness of the cave like temple,a small Shiva linga could be seen.But strangely the place looked clean,suspiciously clean as if it was being looked after on a regular basis.Rudran could not make sense of all this for here before him lay a temple built by tamil settlers long ago and yet it appeared to be still in use and the presiding deity was being worshipped.

Then his keen ears picked up the rustling of branches and leaves and his alert senses told him that he was not alone.

He swiveled on his right foot to face whatever it was that was coming for him and stood frozen as he caught sight of the tiger whose pug marks he had been following along with the foot prints of the old monk.

The sun lifted itself of the mountain behind him and blazed on the scene below.The huge tiger stood still as if it was making up its mind to move forward to attack or slowly retreat to safety as tigers in this region did for they hated the scent of humans and the dangers that they brought with them with their guns and knives.

Man and beast stood watching each other and the wheel of time came to a halt as both their souls recognised a lost,ancient connection,a friendship that had been broken in a different time and in different lives.

Then the huge tiger slowly padded up softly towards Rudran and came to a halt near him.It slowly sat on its hind quarters and looked into rudran's eyes.Rudran knelt down and with a smile and threw his arms around the tiger and embraced the huge cat.The tiger flopped on its back and begged to be touched and scratched and both played with each other as if they were long lost friends who were meeting up once again.

Rudran and the tiger heard the movement and immediately went on full alert.It was the old monk who he had been searching for all this while and rudran was glad to see that he was safe and unharmed.

Ruffling the tigers head and ears,Rudran with a smile " old man,i have heard stories of the tiger temple and how tigers roam around like pussy cats and mingle with tourists and live a vegetarian life along with the Buddhist monks.I think this guy is one of those cats and i wouldn't have believed it if i hadn't met him and seen him with my own eyes."

The old monk stood quietly and then very softly " Child,i too wouldn't have believed the legend of the tiger who guards this temple for until this moment it was just that,a legend,a myth that we heard as stories when we grew up as children.But i know now that the prophecy is true and that the legend of the holy mother is real."

Rudran " prophecy,holy mother.there you go again with tall tales and stories.Maybe some day when i come back again to Thailand,we can sit and talk for long about all those legends and fairy tales.But now we have to get going for i am running out of time and i must get back to my mission.So,shall we get going?"

The old man came forward and handed over the yellow cloth bag that he had been carrying " Child,my journey ends here and from this moment onwards you are in the safe keeping of the Tiger here.He will lead you to where you have to go and will guide you to the place where you need to be."

Then,the old monk removed something that hung around his neck and offered it to Rudran who took it and saw that it was a pendant with a weird design " is this some kind of talisman for you should know that i don't place faith in such trivial jewellery."

The old man smiled " Sorry,but it was given to me many years ago by my master,who told me that a time will come when i will know who to hand it over and that person will be the rightful owner and will know how to use it for it belongs to his ancestors."

Rudran took it and wore it around his neck and then looked at the old monk " so you are going your way.but when and where are we going to meet again?"

The old man gently embraced him " I have no clue.I have waited many a year for this task to be completed and for me to be free and now it is done.So,please release me from my duty and give me permission to leave so that i can be finally free."

Rudran not knowing what to do " well,if that is what you want,that is what will be although i have no idea what you are rambling about.But go on and do your thing for you are free now."

The old man bowed to rudran and then gently knelt before the tiger and bowed to it and whispered " i hope i have done my duty.It has been a privilege to have met you.I salute you Buddha."

Rudran heard the name Buddha and felt a lightning bolt strike his soul and he looked at the old man and the tiger and then watched quietly as the old monk stood up and slowly walked away and disappeared into the thick forest.

The sun kept climbing higher and higher and rudran walked towards the cool shade of the trees and sitting down,looked at the tiger " now what.the old monk has left me high and dry and even more confused than before by calling you Buddha.I know someone who is as big as you and also as soft as you and he is also called Buddha."

His stomach rumbled loudly in hunger and opening the yellow cloth bag that had been given to him by the old monk,rudran found some juicy mangoes and bananas and a bottle of water.He hurriedly polished them off and gulped down the full bottle of water for the humidity levels were rising by the minute.Then he found a small bundle wrapped in cloth and unwrapping it found some parchments rolled neatly and tied with golden silk.

Rudran gently took one of the parchments and spread it out and it was a sketch of a handsome young man with his wild,unruly hair blowing in the wind.He stood holding a spear in his right hand and a huge lion stood next to him on his left.The young man was smiling and it was obvious that he was looking at the person who was sketching him.

Rudran took out another parchment and it was a depiction of a battle between the same man and a giant.Around him lay dozens of dead soldiers.

One sketch after another and everyone had the young man in the middle and Rudran could see that he must have been someone very powerful and a mighty hero for in every battle he seemed to be doing all the killing.Then the last sketch showed the man with a baby in his arms and the sketch was of him in a battlefield.

Then to his utter disbelief,rudran saw that in the background stood some kind of machine that resembled a space ship.

Rudran laughed aloud " Bloody hell,you had me going all this while and you had to ruin it with the last sketch.I don't know who you are that sketched all these beautiful moments but i swear you have a fertile and vivid imagination."

Rudran turned the sketch and found something written in Tamil,although it was a different form and rudran knew it was in the prose of sangam tamil.

He took some time to go through it once and again and again and finally understood what it meant.

Udal naan,uyir nee
manam naan,adhilulla kaadhal nee
bhoomi naan,vaanam nee
nilam naan,vidhai nee
iravu naan,en velicham nee
un varavu varai,un moochu en mel vizhum varai
kaathirupen,koodu poi,aaviyaga kaathirupen
intha kaatil,intha kaatril,ingu vazhum jeevangalil
Kaathirupen Azhaga,kaathirupen
aandugal aayiram aayinum,yugangal pala vandhu sendralum
Kaathirupen Azhaga,kaathirupen

Pakalon,Maasilan,Kathiravan,Meykandan,Koman,Nikaran,mamannan kavin endru pala peyargalal unnai ulagam azhaithaalum,un annai Avini unnai Azhaga endru azhaithaal.Idho naanum oru annai.Aadhalaal naanum unnai Azhaga endru azhaikiren.Un pirivaal pinamaga,verum koodaga vaazhum Thenmozhi.

Rudran watched as suddenly the tiger called Buddha stood up and roared loudly.The forest fell silent as the roars of the huge tiger swept through it and many heard it.For some it was the coming of the prophecy and a change in their fortunes but for many it meant the coming of death.For death is the way to birth,a new beginning and he was coming and he would mete out death and mayhem as he sat in judgement as judge,jury and executioner"

The Wheel of Time turns, and Ages come and pass, leaving memories that become legend. Legend fades to myth, and even myth is long forgotten when the Age that gave it birth comes again." Robert Jordan


The boy who went into the dark and came back with light.
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Serial blasts rock Thailand killing at least 4

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Yesterday was Varalakshmi puja day and as always me and pondatti drove to my cousin sister vanithas place for puja and lunch.

Puja,lunch and a great time with good,kind and loving people.A day well spent and in the end that is what all lives come to and that is how well you spent time and how well you lived your life.Sometimes,i think life is just a good commercial,masala,mass film with a few great moments,some so,so,okay moments, and like in the film when we walk out talking about the intro scene of the hero or the climax fight scene our lives too are just a handful of memories.A time will come when they will talk about just those few things and will try to hard to remember the rest and will fail.

For example,grandmom passed away in December 2000 in her early or late 80's and i only remember her immense desire for ghee roast and idlis from any good hotel nearby.I only remember her for her liking of films and all her solitary ventures on her own as she went through movie hall after movie hall,not sparing any film,all on her own.
I only remember her staunch refusal to wear prescription glasses to improve her sight and the simple reason was that it would make her look old and weak.Ponder on that mindset of hers.
I wonder what made her tick,what gave her courage to go on and endure so much hardships and in the end most are of the opinion that she had a good,easy and comfortable life.But i have been there in some of her most saddest and solitary moments when she used to cry for her dead son and cry for the wastrel he turned out to be.

I look back and turn the wheel of time and i come to the point where the road forked and where my late father took the wrong turn and i think this is the moment when our family's fortunes took a dive and the loss of grandfather at an young age sealed the fate and fortunes of many who have gone on and many who live quiet,faded and desperate lives.

If,what if.Yeah what if. Life always is filled with ifs and what ifs.Damn.


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REDEMPTION -143


To be a warrior is not a simple matter of wishing to be one. It is rather an endless struggle that will go on to the very last moment of our lives. Nobody is born a warrior, in exactly the same way that nobody is born an average man. We make ourselves into on or the other.

We are all warriors for we fight the good fight everyday.We go forth into this life fighting for our loved ones and their dreams and future.We go to work knowing that although mentally tired and physically weak,we still have a duty,a responsibility to work.A mother,a wife wakes up to make food for her family and a typical mother does this until her very old age.Think of the billions of mothers who have come and gone unnoticed,who have toiled in the kitchen,in the shadows to feed her husband and children and think of the billions of fathers who venture everyday in buses,cycles,bikes and cars and go to offices just to provide for their family.

Think and remember how young and old fought for their nations freedom and think of the millions who sacrificed their lives,dying in the shower of bullets and bombs on the battlefield and all in the name of a free,fair and just world.Rise now and breathe the free air and step out bold and clear vision of what is right and what is wrong.Redemption is the passage of your soul,in solitude when you did good knowing all too well that it did not bring any recognition or praise.Redemption is the ultimate goal of this human voyage as we travel from birth to death knowing that even though we are microscopic in size,we still are part of a web,a link in this life and together we make up this universe.


Time to hunt,to kill or be killed

The tiger sat up suddenly and stood facing the darkness of the forest although the sun was still high in the sky,blazing and bathing them with light.

The tiger suddenly looked at Rudran and its eyes filled with a strange glow and it whispered into his mind.

" Master,warrior,they are coming and they are coming in great numbers.They have made their camp not far from here and they are getting ready to unleash mayhem on this world.Time is running out for soon it will be too late."

Rudran heard everything " Who are you talking about?" and the tiger called Buddha whispered " your enemies are my enemies and our paths have crossed for a purpose for together we have work to do."

" But i am unarmed and we have no clue as to how many of them are there.So,how are we going to take them on."

The tiger's eyes twinkled with fire " with stealth and with cunning.We create diversions and panic them and take them as they scatter in ones and twos."

Saying this,the tiger looked at him and hurried towards the temple and Rudran followed.It was totally dark and the space inside quite deep.

Rudran switched on his mobile and used the flashlight which doubled as a torch and holding it high cast light on the surroundings.The tiger stopped at the statue of a beautiful and peaceful buddha and pressed the buddhas feet and a sudden grinding noise could be heard.

Rudran stood watching as the wall of the cave which he had assumed to be stone,moved and revealed a hidden compartment.He went towards it and saw that there were many weapons of war stacked there,but all ancient and yet deadly looking.

The tiger whispered " there is no time to tell you about the origins of these weapons and to whom they belong,but know this and use them in the knowledge that you are the rightful owner of all of them and they have been here waiting for you,singing to you,calling to you,to make use of them and put down evil as the previous owner once did."

Rudran looked at Buddha " Previous owner.when and who?"

Buddha smiled " Long ago,in an age of high adventure and in the age of angels and demons."

Rudran confused and not sure entirely of what his companion was talking about,gently cleared the cobwebs and shed light on the compartment and discovered some writing on the wall.

" Only he who is born of his blood and only he who knows right from wrong shall touch these.Only he whose blood travelled across stars can use these.Only he who lives for the universe and is willing to shed his own blood can place his hands on these.Answer with blood and take the weapons of light to shed blood or lose limbs and life."

Rudran stood still and then closed his eyes and meditated on the words and understood what they meant.

He knelt before Buddha and taking the tiger's huge paw,scratched his palm on one of its deadly claws and quickly stood up and let his blood drip all over the weapons.

Drop,drop after drop fell on the many weapons and suddenly a brilliant green light flared up in the darkness of the cave and the light engulfed both Rudran and Buddha.

Rudran bowed to the weapons and took the long sword and tied it to his waist.He then reached for a huge shield and flung it effortlessy across his back and reached further in and grasped the huge spear and took it out.

Rudran looked at Buddha " time to hunt,my friend."

Man and beast,both mighty warriors ran swiftly out of the cave and into the darkness of the forest.

"Yada Yada Hi Dharmasya Glanirva Bhavathi Bharatha,
Abhyuthanam Adharmaysya Tadatmanam Srijami Aham'.
Praritranaya SadhunamVinashaya Cha Dushkritam
Dharamasamsthapnaarthaya Sambhavami Yuge-Yuge."

"Whenever there is decay of righteousness O! Bharatha
And a rise of unrighteousness then I manifest Myself!"
"For the protection of the good, for the destruction of the wicked and
for the establishment of righteousness, I am born in every age."
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A moment in the passage of time

Sometimes,i just sit quietly,shunning known faces of various degrees of friendship and yet out in the open,under the sun,no one can be on their own.First,dogs and i have no clue as to how they zero in on me and they come in ones and twos and somehow sensing my need to be on my own,they do this down dog yoga pose and with a few to and fro wagging on their tails,they go on their way or in the least sit quietly a few feet away giving me the privacy and respecting my private space.Then come those two legged creatures which are supposed to possess six senses and which are on top of the food chain and it goes like this.

Good morning,no shooting with all the enthusiasm the person can mutter and muster.

sometimes,just a raise of the hand like a nazi salute and a cheerful,what boss,no work?

Seriously,fellow human being,is this a question or a question that is forming into the question you really want to ask.

And then there is that usual,mundane and cliched " What's wrong,why do you look so thin? when i reality i have put on a few pounds on my face cheeks and butt cheeks and am feeling all guilty about it.

Just a stubble and it prompts "Are you okay? you look sick.fever.viral and you can guess so on and so forth.

After the verbal assaults,i look at the dog or dogs in most cases and they open their mouths in various degrees of laughter and seventh sense knowledge and whisper " quiet,solitude.fat chance."

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Threat to wildlife-A companion piece to Redemption

Tiger-On the edge of extinction and hanging on by just its claws



Tigers, the largest of the world's cats, are the heart and soul of Asia's jungles, grasslands, and deserts. They're so adaptable that they even thrive in the frigid Himalayan foothills and the mangrove water-world of the Indian/Bangladeshi Sunderbans"and they are the dominant predator, literally the kings and queens, of every ecosystem they inhabit. But Asia's exploding human population is eating away their forest home, and both tigers and their prey have been caught in the crosshairs, killed in vast numbers by trophy hunters and more recently, by poachers.

Tigers have lived in these lands for millennia; like all modern cats, they originated in Southeast Asia. The great roaring cats, Panthera were the first to branch off the cat family tree 10.8 million years ago. It's a group that includes tigers, lions, leopards, jaguars and snow leopards.

The earliest tiger fossils are two million years old. That ancient ancestor eventually evolved into nine subspecies as they slowly adapted to Asia's various landscapes, prey, and climate. Three of the nine blinked into extinction over the last 80 years. The last known Bali tiger died out during the 1930s; the Javan and Caspian tiger both disappeared in the 1970s. Six subspecies remain: the Bengal, Indochinese, Malayan, Sumatran, Amur (Siberian)"and the South-China, which is gone from the wild, existing only in captivity. All are endangered. In 1996, the Sumatran tiger was reclassified as critically endangered, one step from oblivion.

Though tigers are in the emergency room, they're a resilient species. They were nearly annihilated 73,000 years ago when a massive volcanic eruption at Sumatra's Lake Toba plunged the planet into volcanic winter, wiping out scores of Asian mammals. The species rebounded from just a few individuals to repopulate Asia.

The good news: A female can birth 15 cubs in her lifetime, and there's still enough habitat to support healthy populations. If both the cats and their prey are given boots-on-the-ground protection, there's hope, they'll bounce back. But it will take committed, targeted action and creative strategies.


Tigers are walking gold, worth a fortune on the black market. The demand is huge and prices continue to skyrocket. The cats are being slaughtered across India and their entire range, mostly for their bones and their magnificent pelts.

The bones are smuggled almost exclusively to China, used in tiger bone wine"a pricey traditional Chinese medicine (TCM) tonic thought to impart the tiger's great strength and vigor. But almost every part of the tiger is valued in TCM. Most of the skins end up in China, too, used for high-end luxury dcor.

It's rarely poor locals that are poaching tigers"it's organized gangs. Tigers are part of a massive wildlife trade that's run by sophisticated international crime syndicates, the same trade that's wiping out elephants, rhinos and so many other species. It's a 19 billion dollar a year business.

For centuries, tigers have inspired awe, reverence and sometimes, terror, in the humans they've lived beside. They command the Asian landscape as the top predator"immense, magnificent, muscular animals armed with razored claws and massive canines. They can kill with one swipe of their dinner plate-sized paws or with a strangling bite to the throat of their victim. But they also shimmer with radiant, auburn beauty in the sunlight; sometimes they seem to materialize out of nowhere, hunting under a blanket of night or appearing suddenly from a stand of bamboo, silently stalking their prey at dawn or dusk, shrouded by ghostly mists or by failing light, the jungle's apparition.

With this great power and mystery, tribal cultures worshipped tigers, bestowing them with powers that extend far beyond those of any worldly creature. Tigers became gods"and healers. For millennia, medicine men have ascribed magical powers and medicinal properties to them, and somehow, this cat became a universal apothecary. Many believe (and some still do) that by ingesting it, you absorb an animal's life force, its vigor, strength, and attributes.

Nearly every part of this cat, from nose to tail (eyes, whiskers, brains, flesh, blood, organs and more) has been used to treat a lengthy list of maladies. Tiger parts are purported to heal the liver and kidneys, to cure everything from epilepsy, baldness, toothaches, joint pain and boils to ulcers, nightmares, fevers, and headaches. They're also used to treat rat bites and laziness and are thought to prevent possession by evil demons. Tiger penis is said to have aphrodisiac powers.

The hu gu (Mandarin for bones) are the parts that are most highly prized in Oriental medicine, a favored treatment for rheumatism and arthritis"and for impotence and flagging libido. But the humerus is the most coveted section of a tiger skeleton: That upper front leg bone is believed to contain the most potent healing powers.

Once they're stripped of flesh, the bones are ground into powder, then used in pills, plasters, and as part of remedies containing other ingredients. A standard oral dosage for rheumatic pain is three to six grams a day. Over a year, that's somewhere between six and a half and 13 pounds of bone"which is also used in wine.

There is a growing, clamoring demand for tiger bone wine, a tonic made by steeping a tiger carcass in rice wine to produce an extremely expensive elixir. It's thought to impart the animal's great strength, a status symbol product bought or gifted by the elite: government officials, military officers, and wealthy businessmen.

Although China banned the use of tiger bone in 1993 and removed it from the list of approved medicines, manufacture and sale of tiger bone wine never stopped. Labels may picture a tiger, bottles may be tiger-shaped, but the word "tiger" has disappeared from packaging, replaced by "lion" ingredients"or it's called "bone-strengthening wine." Without DNA tests on any bone bits that might have remained in the liquid, there's no way to know what exactly it's made from, but ongoing media reports coming out of China document dealers offering tiger bone wine to customers.

Some of these are ancient remedies prescribed for well over 1,000 years"some say traditional Chinese medicine (TCM) originated perhaps as long as 5,000 years ago. According to legend, as human civilization emerged, Heaven sent a number of "sage-kings" to teach the people how to survive in a hostile world. One of these sage kings, Shen Nong Shi (3000 B.C.), created medicine by ingesting plants and discovering which served as drugs. As Chinese medical practice evolved, circulation of qi"energy"became paramount, along with balance of yin and yang, the opposite principles in nature, and a focus on the function and the intricate relationships between five organs: kidneys, lungs, liver, heart, and spleen.

TCM ingredients include a wide range of plants, herbs, minerals, and parts from over 1,500 animals, including tigers and other endangered species"more than 6,000 substances in all. Demand for some of the most highly prized items, including rhino horn, pangolin scales, and tiger parts, has nearly hunted these creatures off the planet. The first reference in China to tiger bone medicine dates to 500 A.D., published in the Collection of Commentaries on the Classic of the Materia Medica.


The appetite for animal parts used in TCM skyrocketed in tandem with China's expanding industrialization in the 1980s. As the country's population approached 1.2 billion, newfound wealth and greater spending power fueled the demand as interest in traditional cures resurged: Their use garnered prestige.

Initially, tiger parts came from huge local stockpiles. In 1950, some 4,000 South China tigers roamed the country; but at the end of that decade, as part of the People's Republic of China's Great Leap Forward, Mao Zedong declared the cats to be one of the four pests that threatened progress. He organized and championed eradication campaigns, and within a few years, just 1,000 remained. The remaining population dwindled and ultimately crashed. A South China tiger has not been spotted by biologists or government officials in the wild for over 35 years.

China's stockpiles of tiger ingredients eventually ran low and beginning around 1986, the cats began to mysteriously disappear elsewhere. Professional poachers fanned out, shooting, snaring, and trapping their way across tiger range. India was a prime target, with close proximity to China"which is still, by far, the largest consumer of tiger parts and at the time, was the largest manufacturer and exporter of medicines containing tiger derivatives. In 1986, China's People's Daily newspaper reported that 116 factories were producing medicinal wine.

Poachers targeted locations where corruption was rife, enforcement weak, and where there were few other economic opportunities. They hired locals to hunt the cats or act as guides, then ran the parts and pelts over borders to Chinese TCM manufacturers and dealers. A huge pipeline was shipping wildlife to East Asia, especially China, the trade run by international crime syndicates"and driven by monstrous, staggering economics.

But it wasn't until the early 1990s that field biologists and conservationists realized that TCM was responsible for what had become a precipitous decline in tiger numbers. It was a shocking seizure of tiger and leopard bones in Delhi, India in 1993 that revealed the severity of the threat and the mushrooming trade: 882 pounds of tiger and leopard bones (about 30 animals' worth), eight tiger skins and 43 leopard skins. A Tibetan refugee arrested in the sting had agreed to supply an undercover agent with 2,200 pounds of bones"about 80 tigers.

Tigers were classified as globally endangered in 1986. The following year, a Convention on International Trade in Endangered Species (CITES) treaty banned cross-border trade in tiger parts. From 1990 to 1992, China exported some 27 million units of tiger medicines and wine to 26 countries, according to TRAFFIC, a nonprofit that documents illegal wildlife trade. Tiger remedies were seen in pharmacies in Asian communities all over the world.

China formally banned domestic trade of tiger bone in 1993. The next year, some Chinese medical practitioners publicly repudiated the use and efficacy of tiger remedies; today, very few pharmacies still openly carry remedies containing tiger products. But the market slipped underground and shadowy networks still thrive. Though tiger hunting is illegal everywhere, the killing has continued, and in some places, it's accelerated.

Prices for tigers, dead or alive, continue to soar as populations collapse. Poaching for their bones (and skins) has become a primary threat to their survival.

Young, healthy tigers jump through rings of fire, sit upright on cue, clawing at the air, and perform other well-choreographed circus tricks. Enthusiastic crowds cheer. After the show, some pay extra to hold small, cuddly cubs.

But those who visit these tiger attractions in China have no idea of the suffering behind the scenes or the dark commerce that keeps them afloat.

If they were to slip behind the scenes, they'd see concentration-camp level suffering. Huge numbers of tigers are crammed into barred, concrete quarters or packed into dusty, treeless compounds behind chain link fences. Most of the cats are gaunt, wasted to striped skin and bone. Some are grossly deformed by inbreeding or poor nutrition. Some are blind.

Tiger Farms

Many of these operations are run as tourist destinations"and may masquerade as conservation initiatives"but these facilities are essentially factories that breed tigers for the commercial sale of their parts.

The country's 200 or so "tiger farms" are working overtime to meet a new, growing market: Tiger products have become coveted status symbols among China's elite, much like sporting a Rolex watch or serving a bottle of Dom Prignon.

Tiger farms are supplying a shadowy underground trade, which "serves only to stimulate consumer demand, creating a massive enforcement challenge and wholly undermining the efforts of the international community to protect tigers," says Shruti Suresh, a wildlife campaigner with the London-based Environmental Investigation Agency.

A tiger carcass is now worth a small fortune. With just 3,000 tigers (from six different subspecies) left in the wild, this luxury market could be the death knell for wild tigers.

Buying or gifting expensive tiger products has become a fashionable way to gain favor or flaunt wealth and power among China's most influential people, a group that reportedly includes wealthy businessmen, government officials and military officers. China is, by far, the largest consumer of tiger and many other endangered species parts.

It's created a growing clamor for tiger pelts that are used in high-end dcor and for tiger bone wine, made by marinating a tiger skeleton in rice wine"which can sell for $500 a bottle. Tiger meat is sometimes served at fashionable dinner parties where guests may have been treated to a "visual feast" before eating: watching their entre killed and butchered before them.


A partial list of traditional medicine uses for tiger parts:

Bile: Used to treat convulsions in children

Blood: Used to strengthen the constitution and build willpower

Bone: Used as an anti-inflammatory to arthritis, rheumatism, back problems, general weakness, or headaches; also considered a powerful tonic

Brain: A treatment for laziness and pimples

Claws: A sedative for sleeplessness

Eyeballs: A treatment for malaria and epilepsy, nervousness or fevers in children, convulsions and cataracts

Fat: Prescribed for dog bites, vomiting, hemorrhoids

Feces: A cure for boils, hemorrhoids and alcoholism

Flesh: Used to treat nausea and malaria, to bring vitality and tone the stomach and spleen

Feet: Used to ward off evil spirits

Fur: Is burnt to drive away centipedes

Nose leather: Used to treat bites and other superficial wounds, for epilepsy and children's convulsions

Penis: Used as an aphrodisiac or love potion

Skin: Used to cure fever caused by ghosts and mental illness

Stomach: Prescribed for stomach upsets

Teeth: Prescribed for rabies, asthma, and genital sores

Tail: Used to cure skin diseases

Whiskers: Used to treat toothaches

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MOHENJO DARO REVIEW by Rudy singh

The Lost City of Truly Bad Actors by Rudy singh

At the end of "Mohenjo Daro", my daughter learned that ancient civilisations are full of bronze people in bizarre headgear and I learned that picking the worst actor was not easy.


Last month, my daughter was reading Subhadra Sen Gupta's excellent Let's Go Time Travelling. After reading about the Mohenjo-daro civilisation, she wanted to see what the ruins looked like. I knew what was coming, but tried to evade it by looking up Google Images. We saw the standard pictures from the 5,000-year-old city - the Great Bath, the dancing girl statuette, the bearded priest/king, and the Pasupati seal. But when a dhoti-clad Hrithik Roshan came up in our expedition, my fate was sealed.

Mohenjo Daro the film, also known as "three hours of my life that are never coming back", is based on the novel concept of killing off anyone who displays anything near decent skill in acting (or any department of cinema). The tone is set early when Hrithik Roshan, or Sarman, kills a method-acting CG crocodile in the first sequence. As the corpse is carried back to the village, the actors speak a weird gibberish that grates on your nerves, shredding them like cheese. That is until the language transforms into a hideous lovechild of Bhojpuri and Hindi, and you yearn for the gibberish with acute longing.

Hrithik is given a good run for his money in the bad acting stakes by Nitish Bhardhwaj. Bhardwaj has long been trying to do worse than his portrayal of an ever-smiling, permanently-stoned Krishna in the late eighties. As indigo farmer Durjan in this film he comes close. But Bhardwaj is far from being the clear winner. There is such fierce competition for the title of worst actor in this film that Bhardwaj only managed a consolation prize.

Just like Rahul Gandhi, it comes off as a film that is wholly unsure of itself (for good reason!), petrified that people will discover that it actually has very little substance behind all that hype.

Hrithik's sidekick Hojo, who tries to channel Samwise Gamgee, stands a good chance. Hojo is what Yash Birla would look like if he laid off the gym for a couple of years. As Sarman and Hojo travel to Mohenjo-daro, they meet a few more truly bad actors, and the competition gets fierce.

Lothar, a city guard, takes wooden acting to California Redwood heights and Chaani, portrayed by Pooja Hegde, gives up acting fairly early in the game since her ensemble, which includes a pheasant nesting in her hair, occupies most of her headspace. Mooja (Arunuday Singh), snared in a similar fate, snarls menacingly in an effort to draw attention away from the towel on his head. But believe me, both the pheasant and the towel are more compelling than either of the actors.

In Mohenjo Daro, the Bad Acting category, feeling rather weighed down by bearing the burden of carrying the film alone, is joined by Tepid Storytelling, and Ridiculous Characterisation, which includes two of the film's most complex characters - man-eating White-trash Rastafarians from the Tajik hills dressed in traditional jhinga-la-la-hum chic. Sadly, Hrithik dispatches them before they are allowed to fully express themselves.

The greatest threat to Sarman winning the award for bad acting is provided by Kabir Bedi, who plays a geographically-challenged Viking called Maham. Maham has killed anyone who has acted moderately well by the time Sarman gets to Mohenjo-daro. Sarman, meanwhile, joins every dance with the practiced ease of a "Jhalak Dikhlaja" contestant while leading a communist revolution 5,000 years before Karl Marx hit the scene.

The conflict between Maham and Sarman is presented as a competition between two PWD engineers. One builds a dam and the other builds a bridge. In what may be a fitting metaphor for the film, none of the structures survive. The population of Mohenjo-daro moves to the banks of the Ganges and establishes the civilisation that will eventually appoint Gajendra Chauhan as FTII chief. Pahlaj Nihalani khush huya!

I sat through the movie trying to view it as a subversive attempt to portray the entirety of the Indus Valley civilisation as a gigantic acid trip (after all, Hrithik does keep seeing a unicorn and at one point even becomes one) but even that failed. Mohenjo Daro, with its big budget, big stars, and big weekend release, failed spectacularly to seize the day. Just like Rahul Gandhi, it comes off as a film that is wholly unsure of itself (for good reason), petrified that people will discover that it actually has very little substance behind all that hype.

At the end of the movie, my daughter learned that ancient civilizations are full of people who wear an unhealthy amount of bronzer and love bizarre headgear, and I learned that such a profusion of bad acting makes it abundantly difficult to pick a winner and that one has no choice but to turn the award around and pass it on the one did the least damage.

That would have to be the CG method-acting crocodile.

Rudy Singh is an independent filmmaker, photographer, poet, and the president of the Film and Arts Guild of Uttarakhand. He is a serial meditator and the founder of Naini Photofest.


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I had to share that for it was just too funny and too precious not to be read and enjoyed alone,on my own.I beg forgiveness for i have yet to venture to the cinema hall to catch a film and i confess that i have been watching some great films by downloading them or what has been given to me.

I saw 24 and theri and my eyes crossed over and i was left in a daze.My saving grace has been a few good malayalam films and yes Sultan,a film i liked very much for its content and the down to earth acting of Salman and Randeep hooda.I am yet to get over Anushka's botox filled fat lips.

My body keeps trying to lead me towards Kabali but my soul says " No bro,soon on tv.just wait a couple of months."


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