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Posted: 9 years ago
Gyan

"There is nothing to writing. All you do is sit down at a typewriter and bleed." Ernest Hemingway


"When you're socially awkward, you're isolated more than usual, and when you're isolated more than usual, your creativity is less compromised by what has already been said and done. All your hope in life starts to depend on your craft, so you try to perfect it. One reason I stay isolated more than the average person is to keep my creativity as fierce as possible. Being the odd one out may have its temporary disadvantages, but more importantly, it has its permanent advantages."
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Posted: 9 years ago
Redemption 111


It was this calm that she found most attractive about him.All she could compare it with was a deep,dark lake that shimmered a quiet calm and drew one and every one to come and feel its waters.She thought back to that morning not so long ago when with her hands and legs tied and her mouth stuffed with a rag,she had watched with so much pain as her students lay near deaths door and there was nothing that she could do.She had whispered many prayers and begged god to come and take them away for it had been too much too bear.Then the rear door had opened and little light had poured in and then his light and voice had washed over her as he gently whispered that it was going to be all right.And then he had moved and their three captors lay on the ground and renu remembered but she could not remember how and when he had moved.It was not the way a normal human moved but in some strange liquid way that flowed across land and yet here he sat next to her,flesh and blood and more important to her than her very own life.Then he turned and his eyes neither showed surprise or curiosity as to why she had been staring at him and it was just that gentle smile to say he was there and that everything was okay.

" What did you make of the whole story?"

Rudran shrugged " I have yet to form any opinion about what mr.rakesh told us but one thing i am sure about is that every word he spoke was true and it all happened.But i think he has told us only a little of the story and there is more left for us to know before we can make any judgements."

" But what about that sword and the strange green kind of light that sprang from it towards you.Do you think it is some kind of chemical reaction or similar to that? What is strange is that Buddha has that some green color lights in his eyes and i saw something flare when he met and healed both my students.I am sure that it was Buddha that brought them back from where ever it was that they were hiding,far away from all the pain and trauma that they suffered.

Rudran,can i ask you something? What happened,what really did happen when you were unconscious for those minutes.I ask you because i think you were experiencing something and you whispered two names.One that of your brother and the other strangely was the name Azhagan."


Rudran looked at renu and then turned away and stared out of the window and she heard him say " must have been some dream or nightmare.Probably all the drink added to some kind of psychedelic effect and add to that the fantastic story of mr.rakesh.Well,i bet we are all going to dream about jothi,malar,azhagan and rajadurai for some time and then it will slowly fade away."

Renuka stared at rudran as if trying to read his mind and soul and he looked at her with a smile " renu,have i grown two horns or has my face turned green for you to stare at me like the way you are doind now"


Renu touched his face and then ran her fingers over his lips " i think you will look good even if you are green and sprout two horns."

" Then,what is it? tell me,for you know you are safe with me."

Renuka " I haven't told you something else that you whispered when i was holding you and crying over you.I am not sure what to make of it but maybe you can make sense for it was you who spoke it."

Rudran nodded " okay" and waited for renu to speak and she spoke " I am the boy who went into the dark and came back with light.come,seek me in madurai among the stars in the mountains and know your destiny.come to perumalvaram the gateway to the heavens."


Rudran continued to look at renu " Perumalvaram,madurai,gateway.Renu,i think i had too much to drink and frankly speaking i haven't had proper sleep for a few months now and maybe i blabbered something from some old incidents.I think everything is somehow taking a toll on my mind and so maybe you shouldn't read too much into it."

Renu wanted to say something but the car stopped outside rudran's house and he looked at her " go home and sleep the night off and i will call you later in the day after i have seen my mother."

He stood watching the car slowly speed off and then turned towards his house to see Buddha sitting calmly watching him.With eyes fixed on Buddha,rudran slowly walked towards him and the huge dog stood up and both looked into each other's soul and then buddha the dog changed into buddha the lion and rudran stood still
and softly whispered " who are you and who am i."

The dog spoke in his soul " you are the boy who went into the dark and came back with light."
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Posted: 9 years ago
Indian-i am like this only
A man boards a Jet Airways airplane Delhi to Mumbai and takes his seat.
As he settles in, he glances up and sees a very beautiful woman boarding the plane.
He soon realizes she's heading straight towards his seat.
Lo and behold, she takes the seat right beside his. Eager to strike up a
conversation, he asks "Business trip or vacation?"
She turns, smiles, and says, "Business. I'm going to the annual Sexologists
Convention."
He swallows hard. Here is the most gorgeous woman he has ever seen, sitting
next to him, and she's a sexologist!
Struggling to contain his excitement and maintain his composure,
he calmly asks, "What's your business role at this convention?"
"Lecturer," she says, "I use my experience to debunk some of the popular
myths about sexuality."
"Really?" he says, swallowing hard. "What m-m-m-myths are those?"
Well," she explains, "one popular myth is that Negro men are the best
endowed when, in fact, it's the Tamilian who is most likely to possess that trait. Another popular myth is that French men are the best lovers, when actually it is the Bengali. However, we have found that the best potential lover in all categories is the Sardarji."
Suddenly, the woman becomes a little uncomfortable and blushes. "I'm sorry," she says, "I shouldn't be discussing this with you. I don't even know your name!"
"Venkatraman!" the man blurts. "Venkatraman Mukherjee Banta Singh.!"
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STAR WARS


I am not sure whether it was 1977 or 1978 when my elder sister Aruna,me and my cousin brother bujju aka pradeep went to see star wars but i can tell you exactly how i felt and how it changed me.

For most of us city dwellers,the night sky is just a daily thing which comes with a black sky and stars and maybe if you are lucky then an occassional shooting star which shoots so fast that it vanishes before you can remember to wish for something.I think this wishing is really wishful thinking and people and yet i used to wish for a lot and that extended to when an eye lash fell and was noticed on your cheek and the one who noticed would pick it and say " come now wish for something." I did and then did more when i tried to close on eye and picked my own eye lash and tried to wish on my own and well,nothing ever happened.

But coming back to star wars and when for the first time i learnt about the universe,aliens and machines that sped across the universe in a blink of an eye and also learnt about the familiar war that always raged between good and evil,angels and demons.For days like millions of children across this planet,me and bujju played with sticks which became light sabers and we took turns being luke and darth vader.Bujju with an attention span that could be measured in seconds had to be bullied,black mailed to play these games and don characters that we saw in films and yes,we saw a heck a lot of films.Tensions,world wars and other rather unpleasant happenings were almost forgotten when we were bundled off for a film or a romp at the beach to fill our bellies with pani puri and bajjis.But i am sure that people who came there had their plates full of sand sprayed from our mad games and i think we usually got away with it without too many confrontations because invariably one or two of our elder cousin brothers used to be there to watch over us and they were the mafia kings from bangalore.

A point to note here that the famous fight moves called " dicchi" which simply means head butt and " Guduga" which means kneeing the balls was taught to me by them and sadly i have to confess that i used it throughout my school days until my 9th in besant arundale and then i grew some moss on my upper lip,discovered the wonderful world of girls and then it kind of faded out and different moves were learnt.

But star wars and then superman have stayed with me and i have lived with wild and weird fantasies and it is safe to say that they will until the end.That my own life was a fantasy,weird and filled with aliens and that i was waging a war on my own with my good and bad is a different story,a much flogged story.

I remain to this day the boy who looks into the night sky,blue sky for light,for rescuing,for a meaning of all this existence and what i dream i put down to words and come to you with my stories,thoughts and songs.

I remain the boy who went into the dark and who is still looking for light and is never going to give up without a fight.

Among billions of humans and zillions of other species i plod on carrying my own angels and demons fighting my own private war in the darkness of my mind.
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Posted: 9 years ago
RAMU,JOKER MAMU-1


Kavya was always on time to catch the 7.30 a.m deluxe air conditioned chennai city bus and she had been doing this for nearly three years now.She worked in the accounts department as the chief investment officer in the TVS groups parry's branch office.Kavya had finished her MBA and had attended many interviews and was offered jobs by all the companies and yet she had chosen TVS for her godfather and uncle venkatadri worked there and that was more than enough.After kavya's father had suddenly died due to a massive heart attack when she was still in her 8th std,it had been her uncle who had helped their family through tough times both emotional and financial.

The one saving grace of her dad's death had been the small two bedroom flat he had bought near tambaram and the remaining dues had been paid off using his PF and other settlements by his company.Kavya's mother meenakshi was an excellent cook and from their kitchen went food to many houses and this little catering service kept their boats from sinking.Kavya's brother Murthy was now working for a big IT company in california and had openly declared that he would never come back to settle in india.Kavya could understand that for sometimes she also wanted to go abroad and start a new life but then who would look after her mother who had looked after them.Not that Meenakshi needed looking after for she still cooked for a few people and was more in demand for her ' Aacharama panna samaiyal.'Authentic iyer sappadu. Meenakshi used to joke to her daughter that it would be nice to watch people's reaction to know their father ate non-veg,drank and smoked and yet had gone about his life in a Aacharam way.

Kavya was 27,could pass of for fair and decent looking although she thought of her looks as typical constipated brahmin moonji.She was good at her work,never got into trouble and went about her own private life in the same disciplined manner.But now in her late twenties,the clock of her womanhood was ticking loudly and she knew she would have to make up her mind about marriage pretty soon for otherwise the decent offers that were trickling in would soon dry up and then only widowers,single men in their forties,ugly,fat in looks would slowly start to come up to her doorstep.

Getting a seat in the morning was pretty easy for the terminus was just at the end of the street and getting a seat on her way back home was what proved a bit irritating and frustrating.But she had managed it for nearly three years and wondered if getting a seat in a good marriage would be just as easy or just as difficult.

The conducter,a huge rajini fan saluted her like the superstar did in Padaiyappa and brought a smile on kavya's face." enna accounts amma,parrys polama."

Kavya nodded " france,paris okay,local parrys corner waste anna."

" ennamma panrathu,en vandi local parrys thaan pogum.Don't worry madam,soon good,rich husband coming,and you happy."

Kavya burst out laughing at his broken english and so did the other passengers.Raji aka rajalakshmi waved to kavya,who went and sat next to her.

Raji was a regular like kavya and she worked in some gujarati agarwal company that dealt in scrap iron.

She looked at kavya " enna,ethavathu nalla varan vanthirukka."

Kavya shook her head " neraya vanthirukku but nothing looks interesting.One looked promising but he is earning less than me and you know what that means.so,i said no.Anyway i am not going to think too much about it and am going to let my fate take its own course.What about you?"


Rajalakshmi smiled slyly " i think this sunday is going to be good for the giy who is coming to see me looks really interesting and promising.I just hope that he doesn't open his mouth and spoil the whole image i have built of him.lets see."

Their air conditioned bus soon reached nandanam and a few people got in and one man caught both the women's eyes.

Raji tapped kavya's arm ' this guy has become regular for the past few days.I wonder if he is brahmin and single.Looks like an interesting prospect."

Kavya tapped her forehead " thala eluthu.Raji,en ippadi alayare.Come sunday,everything is going to work out.appuram enna."

Raji " ennamo kavya,nowadays i am beginning to wonder about this whole marriage thing and have come to the conclusion that this whole business is done to have children and practice safe sex and legal sex."

Kavya turned to raji with a shocked expression and then it soon mellowed " en raji,why this conclusion.then what about love,bonds and relationships."

Raji " i dont know if all that is true or was ever true.you should see the way my brother-in-law stares at my chest and back whenever he and my sister come home.I don't know what he is staring at for there is nothing much to stare at and my sister is better endowed than me.i guess she took the looks,brains and breasts that were allocated for me.Still,the man leches at me and i think he has the wrong picture of me in his mind and would probably be disappointed if he ever catches me nude for even i don't stand before the mirror much for i am scared the mirror might pass a sarcastic comment."

Kavya kept quiet for a second and then burst out laughing and her laughter ricocheted all around the bus and the man turned and looked at her as did a few others.

Raji " ennadi,naa evvalavu feeling oda pesaren.ippadi comedy panriye" and then she imitated the bus conducter's english " what to do,my life comedy time."

Kavya laughed loudly again and this time raji joined her and the man looked at both of them and smiled sadly and happily.The bus kept going and going on the route called mount road.
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Posted: 9 years ago
The links to two of the three ads in which i worked with the late Taruni who passed away on this day four years ago at a tiny age of 14.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kpA2sjibeXk

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SwQLbvZ95-g

first one is Kairali tmt and the second is bharat scans

Taruni Sachdev 14 may 1998-14 may 2012
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RAMU,JOKER MAMU-2

The day went quickly as it does for lives which have things to do and places to go and at 5.30 p.m Kavya was just clearing her desk and switching off the laptop when peon Nagappan who was passing her desk stopped " ma'am,are you going to the circus this sunday?"

Kavya stared at him blankly " what circus" and then remembered seeing the ads plastered all the way from Port trust to parrys corner declaring that the very famous Leo circus was back in town for the weekend and was featuring new attractions such as Ramu,joker mamu and special gymnasts from eastern europe.

Kavya shook her head " no,and coming to Island grounds from Tambaram on a sunday evening and getting back home again.you are not joking right."

Nagappan nodded wisely " aama,aama but ramu,joker mamu is going to be a riot with his charlie chaplin act.I am going with my pondatti and kids and hopefully for a change i can see someone else getting kicked in their bums the way i get pushed around home when the wife is reading the riot act smelling the booze on my breath."

After he had left kavya sat for a second and thought back to the only time she had been to a circus and that was when her dad had taken her,murthy and mum to see gemini circus all those years ago.Good times,happy times cotton candy times and she thought maybe for old times sake she would go to the circus one last time.

Once or twice a week it so happened that raji would be there to give her company one her way back to her house in Tamabaram and it was today.Kavya mentioned the circus to her and she agreed to accompany her and so sunday was set for a ladies day out.

The week sped away quickly and both of them spied on the quiet man who they saw boarding the bus at the Nandanam bus stop and Raji whispered to kavya " listen,if this saturday turns out to be a disaster with the guy who is coming to taste my bajjis and kesari then i am going to try and talk to that guy."

Kavya sighed " okay and what do you hope to achieve with that and what if he is already married."

Raji winked wickedly " well,in that case i will just have an affair with him."

Kavya's mouth opened wide in shock and raji smiled triumphantly " see,i knew you could say otha as well as any other tamilian."

" what crap,i didn't say otha.i just said what the hell?"

Then both erupted in laughter and when the object of their attention turned towards them,raji quickly removed her glasses and fluttered her eye lashes at him and yelled to the conductor "anna,sunday circus porom."

The bus conductor tiredly yelled back " en conductor pollape circus mathiri irukku.I dont need to see any more jokers for my days are full of them."

He the started yelling at two young men who remained in the center of the bus,blocking the passage and making it difficult for people to move forward to the exit " hello,young men.kindly move forward from where you are standing.next to that woman with the low cut blouse and stop checking your watch for we all know what you are checking out."

Well,needless to say the young men practically jumped out,flew out of the bus at the next stop.

Raji got busy with her saree and constantly kept adjusting it and kavya cast her eyes to the heavens " god,please get this woman married as quickly as possible and before she resorts to desperate measures."

Raji whispered in kavya's ear " my sister and her husband were going at it last night and unlike previous times ,things seem to be ten over matches rather than test matches."

Seeing her friends puzzled expression,raji continued " well,in a few minutes or maybe it was seconds my sister came out and joined us as we sat around to see Vani Rani tv serial.My mother looked at her,she looked at my mother and both of them looked at me and i knew what they were thinking.Soon another cow is going to join the circus around the large screen while the donkeys snore in the rooms."

Raji sighed deeply " oru shah rukh khan mathiri,oru ajith mathiri namakku vara mattangala.ellam vadivelu mathiri dummy pieceann thaan irukaanga."

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Posted: 9 years ago
White,why are they always dressed in white
when their souls and minds are black as the night

Maybe they thought white stands for all that is pure
but good lord they are plagued by corruption for which there is no cure
they come calling,they come with folded hands and full of false promises
though the poor call on them everyday for a roof,food and water
they come braving the sun and heat
and soon beat a hasty retreat to their castles
and one and all stands in the heat and traffic
as the lords cruise in their secure imported vehicles
we voted them to govern us and to watch over us
and now we are the servants and they have z category to watch over them

White,why are they always dressed in white
when their souls and minds are black as the night

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I play a Malaysian deputy commissioner of police in charge of security and that is all i can reveal as of now.
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Rab ne poocha mujhse ' itni subhe utkar kya kar rahan apne

mein ek minute sochkar bola ' apni aankhen mein kaisa dikrahan hai'

rab ek minute humke dekhar ' kuch samaj ne paya,aapne kya bolraha hai'

mein bola 'woh uttar ke liye humen doondraha hoon'

main soh raha hoon,yaan jeeraha hoon
main zinda hoon ur murda hoon

rab ne bahut soch,phir kahaa ' agar us prashnako uttar mile humko bi bolo

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