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Posted: 10 years ago
Shreyas looks lovely and divine. My condolences to you Satish. I am sure Shreyas is now is a special, happy place and looking below on all his loved ones. He will remain with you and his parents forever.
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Posted: 10 years ago
SHREYAS

Oxygen starvation during his coming into this world from the cocoon and protection of his mother's womb resulted in complications that took on a magnitude of 10 on the richter scale.Shreyas was born in the u.s.a and that too in a famous hospital and how this could happen or why it happened is still a mystery.

A life starting its journey taking tender steps and with a mountain to bear is like jesus taking his final steps on the mountain carrying his own cross for his own crucifixation.

But meera was,is and will forever be in my opinion a much stronger and braver mother than mary will ever be and shreyas took his steps with her holding his feet,hands,and soul with every steps.Then came his dad and grandparents and his elder brother and they formed a bubble in which the young life thrived and got better.

I have heard stories where children with lesser burdens have succumbed and lost the fight at a very early age.But shreyas fought until the age of 13 and then it began,these fits,violent fits about three months ago and it took a violent turn about ten days ago.

I am not going into too much details or explaining things graphically out of respect for my friends but also since it is of no consequence now.But one thing is of great and significant consequence and that is the life,the fight and the light that of the kutty shreyas.

From my own experiences i have seen people who were unfit to live,unworthyt to be healthy and to be blessed with riches and power and you,me and all can decide who they are from all the criminal and corrupt activities of those mentioned regularly in the paper and tv news channels.

But them aside,i see people who dont love,respect or acknowledge those that live with them under the same roof,share the same bed and same breath.

I see people waste their lives on petty and silly things and then i ask god " why shreyas and those like him and not these unworthy creatures."

As is the norm god stays mum on this topic and is the case i think and try to convince myself that god has a plan for all of us and that god knows best.

That is the only thing we can do,live in this goddamn illusion that there is a reason and a purpose for everything.

I shared my pics and thoughts about shreyas for i was five when my kid brother navin who was about three and a few months died due to blood cancer.I remember the few times i visited him in the hospital and i still remember that lost look of weakness and death in his eyes.

Growing up alone as an orphan in my aunt's house there were countless times when i cursed navin and god and wished that it had been me who had gone early due to the cancer.But then i realised and thanked god that my kid brother didnt have to suffer the same lost years and loneliness that i went throught.I thanked god for sparing navin all the darkness that descended from hell to claim me.He was a very timid kid,tender in spirit and tender in voice and if he had survived and gone through all that i went,saw and heard then i am sure that i would have turned into a monster and i am sure my life would have taken a real dark and evil turn.maybe it still might.

But for now i am fighting the good fight as navin did and as shreyas did.And that is all you,me and anyone can do fight,fight till the end.Fight to live a quiet and dignifed life and to at least hope for a dignified exit.
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Posted: 10 years ago

Originally posted by: s.satishkumar

...then i am sure that i would have turned into a monster and i am sure my life would have taken a real dark and evil turn.maybe it still might.

Don't say that...
With such tough blows in life, most of us question our own worthiness (and sometimes, our guilty conscience) for being alive...
and of course, there are those moments when we wonder how God let's some people free...unscathed...despite the scars they have created in someone's life...
Eventually, death is certain for everyone...no one escapes it, whether deserving or undeserving.
I believe our time is clocked from the moment we are born and it is already written when we will go.
And when that time is up...ready or not...we must go.
I have seen people prolonging life with medicines and treatment and exercise and then in one freak accident...they are gone.
I have seen people banging their head on the wall that they want to go...and throw a huge tantrum by overdosing on pills...and yet, some freak person witnesses the act and takes them to the hospital...and so they are still alive.
In all this melodrama, the person who saves is called a "hero"...the person who is saved is called a "victim"...the person who is still struggling alone is called "moody and depressive"...the person who chooses to give up and die and is called "undeserving to live" and the person who fought but yet died is called "unfortunate, gone too soon".
Have you ever observed other people at a fruit and vegetable market?
Their eyes are looking exclusively for the ripe, juicy fruits to purchase.
Of course, some don't have manners and squeeze the pulp of the fruit so deeply to check it's ripeness...that it leaves the fruit damaged with soft bruises on it's surface.
No one buys a damaged fruit and hence that fruit alone is left to rot on its own amongst the others.
Some taste the fruit without buying it and spit it out saying "not good quality"...
no one is going to buy a fruit that someone else has tasted and rejected...
and that fruit goes to rot alone too.
(This makes me wonder if fruits had real emotions, wouldn't they feel they are being "raped" by humans too?)
But sometimes, I've noticed myself searching for a while and then picking up an unripe fruit and taking it to my home.
The market vendor will ask "Madam, why did you take this? Wait...I will get a better one for you..."
And I will be like..."No, this is the one I want...I'm paying for it..."
That unripe fruit stays in my little fruit basket at home for a few days...
during that time, it remains unharmed by other people's squeezing hands...it grows riper and juicier...
and because of that extra patience and time I gave it to grow in my house...
when I finally eat it - it tastes that much delicious too...
It tastes so good that I need to ask myself "Is this what Heaven feels like? Fruit graphics
I think God works in such strange ways too.
He chooses to take the unripe fruits on Earth to his own garden and let's them grow, flourish and nourish under his own care.
He protects them from unwanted harm.
I feel kutty Shreyas is still growing and ripening in God's palace.
His body is free from suffering...free from hospital visits...free from medications...
But his soul is still growing and shining and smiling in God's protective care.
As for you, Satish...keep calm because you're still growing steadily here along with us...
meanwhile, have faith that lighter days and brighter smiles are coming ahead for you very soon...
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Posted: 10 years ago

Originally posted by: spain



Don't say that...


With such tough blows in life, most of us question our own worthiness (and sometimes, our guilty conscience) for being alive...

and of course, there are those moments when we wonder how God let's some people free...unscathed...despite the scars they have created in someone's life...

Eventually, death is certain for everyone...no one escapes it, whether deserving or undeserving.


I believe our time is clocked from themoment we are born and it is already written when we will go.
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And when that time is up...ready or not...we must go.

I have seen people prolonging life with medicines and treatment and exercise and then in one freak accident...they are gone.

I have seen people banging their head on the wall that they want to go...and throw a huge tantrum by overdosing on pills...and yet, some freak person witnesses the act and takes them to the hospital...and so they are still alive.

In all this melodrama, the person who saves is called a "hero"...the person who is saved is called a "victim"...the person who is still struggling alone is called "moody and depressive"...the person who choosesto giveupand die andis called "undeserving to live" and the personwho fought but yet died is called "unfortunate, gone too soon".


Have you ever observed otherpeople at a fruit and vegetable market?

Their eyes are looking exclusively for the ripe, juicy fruits to purchase.

Of course, some don't have manners and squeeze the pulp of the fruit so deeply to check it's ripeness...that it leaves the fruit damaged with soft bruises on it's surface.

No one buys a damaged fruit and hence that fruit alone is left to rot on its own amongst the others.

Some taste the fruit without buying it and spit it out saying "not good quality"...

no one is going to buy a fruit that someone else has tasted and rejected...

and that fruit goes to rot alone too.

(This makes me wonder if fruitshad real emotions, wouldn't they feel they are being "raped" by humans too?)



But sometimes, I've noticed myself searching for a while and then picking upan unripe fruit and taking it to my home.

The market vendor willask "Madam, why did you take this? Wait...I will get a better one for you..."

And I will be like..."No, this is the one I want...I'm paying for it..."

That unripe fruit stays in my little fruit basket at home for a few days...

during that time, it remains unharmed by other people's squeezing hands...it grows riper and juicier...

and because of that extra patience and time I gave it to grow in my house...

when I finally eat it - it tastes that much delicious too...

It tastes so good that I need to ask myself "Is this what Heaven feels like? Fruit graphics<a href="http://www.google.com.au/url?sa=i&rct=j&q=&esrc=s&source=images&cd=&cad=rja&uact=8&ved=0CAcQjRxqFQoTCMbviM_4scgCFaQ0pgodAEEP0g&url=http%3A%2F%2Fwww.animationlibrary.com%2Fsc%2F81%2FFruits%2F%3Fpage%3D4&psig=AFQjCNGTjJ8vhvwWqBh_92iL8g43CwSdYw&ust=1444361616556103"></a>


I think God works in such strange ways too.

Hechooses to takethe unripe fruits on Earth to his own garden and let's them grow, flourish and nourish under his own care.



He protects them from unwanted harm.


I feel kutty Shreyas is still growing and ripening in God's palace.

His body isfree from suffering...free from hospital visits...free from medications...

But his soul isstill growing and shining and smiling in God's protective care.


As for you, Satish...keep calm because you're stillgrowing steadily here along with us...

meanwhile, have faith that lighter days and brighter smiles are coming ahead for you very soon...





Wow nice thoughts Spain. Satish please hang in there. I know it has been hard but we need to keep moving on. I am sorry, I don't write as well as all of you. Just trying to say what I feel.
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Posted: 10 years ago
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Posted: 10 years ago

Manorama 1937-2015

Gopishanta aka manorama aka Aachi is no more.

But the legacy she leaves behind will stand the test of time and her performances
will remain a syllabus for all actors now and forever.Even among giants such as shivaji,nagesh,savitri,balaiah she stood tall and matched their talent with talent.
Old is gold and will forever remain gold and will never tarnish or vanish.
Thank you Aachi for all the great films and for the lessons in acting.
Godspeed woman and i hope there is a huge reception waiting for you in heaven where i hope you will entertain them gods forever.
In my opinion of who the greatest actors are,shivaji comes first followed by a few actors who all equally rank second in talent and by the variety of roles they have portrayed.Nagesh,manorama,savithri,balaiah,ranga rao,m.r.radha and kamalhassan.In third place come radhika and sri priya..

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Posted: 10 years ago
It is a great loss to the film industry. RIP Manorama mam. A great actress. I don't watch much Tamil films. The ones I watched, had Manorama mam in them. She was a complete entertainer.
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Posted: 10 years ago






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Posted: 10 years ago
Nice Photographs, Satish. When were the photos with Manorama aatchi taken?
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Posted: 10 years ago
I am not sure but i think sometime in mid 2009 for that is when i got a mobile with a camera.This was for the Aachi sukku kapi advertisement.
She was so sweet and patient and refused to sit down and be photographed..Such a privilege and for me who grew up with black and white films on tv this was a real WOW moment.

Pity i dont have pics of the scenes where i acted with another ACE. and legend Nagesh in a serial called Kalyanathil galatta for sun tv long ago.


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