
Chapter 32Kabir's POV
Now you're not going to say anything, now I'll tell you rather I will teach you a good lesson" I said as I grab her to take her to her hotel room to teach her a good lesson.
We take cab to hotel, I have many plans to teach her a good lesson. What she was thinking? Why even she danced like that she was never fan of dancing.
We finally reached to hotel, she was drunk, I was supporting her in walking. I do care for her if she fall, she might get hurt and I don't want that.
We reach to her hotel room, I took card from her to open the room. When I take card from her I noticed that she was struggling to keep her eyes open, it means she will gonna fall asleep anytime. I holds her waist in order to support her. That's it, she fall right over my chest.
By holding her I opened the door, brought her inside by picking her on my shoulder. I made her lie on king size bed of hotel room.
But wait, she's damn smart, what if she may be acting? I must check on her.
I went closer to her to look whether her eye ball move or not. But no they were still.
Nisha if you're doing drama then stop it now, this not going to work on me" I told her to see her expression but no reaction I got.
Alright, let's try other way." I mumbled and move closer to her. She didn't shift a bit. She was all calm and soundly sleeping I guess as her breath fan my neck.
Nisha get up else" I tried to threatening her by playing with her top hem but no use. I moved further closer to her neck but still no moment from her.
My hand already grabbed water from side table, to pour on her and when I did she reacted, she opened her eyes little then after mumbling "Kabir sone de na" she lied on her stomach and slept again.
I guess I was wrong, the hang over of had drown her senses, she was indeed sleeping. I shouldn't have done that. I feel guilty.
Next instant, I opened her cupboard and took out her night clothes and changed her dress. It was so tempting, but she is sleeping I can't do anything without her consent.
After changing her clothes I lied besides her holding her in my arm so she could go away from me.
Next morning, I woke up with empty bed. Wait empty bed ? Where the hell is Nisha ? Don't tell me god that she left me again.
I searched her in whole room but couldn't traced her. Damnit! I was hell frustrated.
Why she left me ? God! Nisha this is not done. I swear I don't leave you this time." Anger poured out with each word.
I closed my eyes for a moment to think straight. This girl had tortured me so much that I couldn't think straight.
Thinking a while I checked the cupboard whether she had taken her belongings with her or not.
Everything was at there place. Nisha hadn't take anything. Seeing her things I got an amazing idea.
I packed her bag and thought to check out. She hadn't taken anything that means she'll straight come to home. In packing I noticed she even hadn't taken her wallet and phone either.
May be she is near this hotel only. Maybe pool side. This girl got really guts after last night's event she went again against my wish. But why she went to pool this early morning?' I thought and looked at my wrist watch. Oh no it's 11:30 she's definitely pool side.
I kept her luggage in room rushed to downstairs at pool area.
Reaching there it was hard for to look at pool, it was scaring me, my life out. Damn that pool was dangerous. I turned my back toward pool.
In few minutes I heard people shouting one girl is drown. I didn't bother at first, but I don't why I thought that girl maybe Nisha. Hoping against of it turned around.
Next what I saw was enough for me to drown to that old horrible memory. Which made me scared of water this extend that I fear to look at bath tub even. That time this water took my precious person away from me, now again my life, my Nisha away from me. I could see her trying to come up, trying to swim up, just like last time, I saw same struggle to come up, but this bloody water was pulled them down until their lungs was filled up with water, same was happening with my nisha. That time I wasn't able to do anything, this time...
Nisha's POV
I was caught red handed, damn I was so embarrassed at my own deed. I know I was angry but I shouldn't have planned this party.
And shouldn't taken that stupid dare. How much idiot I could be in one day. On the top I had wore proper s**t dress. He had right to be angry on me.
The ride to my hotel was silent, Kabir will punish me after reaching room. Kabir's face, voice, body language everything told me he is damn angry. Damn mean DAMN ANGRY. He will kill me after taking in room.
Ohh shit, he knows where I'm staying, that means he had visited hotel before. 'god please not at that time when I was swimming he will make issue of that also' I thought
My whole alcohol effect had been gone. I was scared to hell. I should think possible way to escape from his anger.
And then I got great idea. I should pretend to be asleep due to effect of alcohol. I have seen many times in movies too.
I did the same but he got doubt me, yes the way I had done acting anyone would get doubt. I was completely fine in cab ride but coming infront of room I fall down in his arm.
He tested me but I'm stubborn too. I'll don't react to his actions. He had given me cute cute warning but I didn't react neither moved my pupils.
After a while he throw water on me, I opened my eyes slightly then continued my drama of drunkard.
I guess he feels guilty that he immediately changed my cloths. I'm sure the sight was tempting for him but he didn't did anything. I know he will never made love to me without my consent.
After a while he slept beside me, holding me. I had closed my eyes and I never realised when I slept.
Next day I woke up first, before him. I guess it's going to be 10 soon seeing light coming from windows.
I got up from bed without disturbing him. I did my morning routine. I know after a while he will be all awake to take my life away.
If I didn't did that drama then last night consequences would be more dangerous then now. Till now his anger would be reduced little bit.
I looked at his sleeping figure for a while. Then anger started building up inside me. I suppose to be angry on him not to be scared of him.
But last night event was biggest mistake. He had right to be angry. But what about my anger. What if we will fight with each other rather than listening to each other, Solving our problem.
One should be calm and had to react less. I guess I should swim a while. I went down to swim for a while.
I was swimming nicely but I don't know what happened to me suddenly I lost my balance. I wasn't able to swim properly. Shit I feel it was cramp. I tried hard but this cramp happens with me many times, now again.
Slowly everything got blur, I was waiting for someone to protect me from this, I was waiting for my hero to save me, my Kabir to came and rescue me. Then everything was black out.
I felt like someone is pressing my stomach, I puked out something. Then when I got my sense back I realise it was a man. I coughed as water had filled in my nose and throat.
I got up slowly, of course thanking him. He had realised I got cramp as I had noticed him in swimming pool where I was swimming.
When I got up, opposite side of pool are I saw thar people had circled around. Out of curiosity I too went to that crowd to see what is happening there.
Breaking the crowd apart I reached to receive biggest shock of my life. My Kabir was lying there unconsciously. Two or three people trying to bring back his conscious, by spraying some water on his face.
I wasted no time got on knees to take him in my arm. And I tried to wake him by giving him pat on his cheeks. He slowly got conscious.
He looked at me shockingly. I hugged him tightly. God he had taken my breath away. I don't know what happened to him he was conscious but still senseless. He was not reacting as if was stuck into something.
I was crying, I realised when we broke the hug. Oh god my life lies on him. If ever something happens to him I'll die instantly. Before coming to him I feel weak but he is my protein. I got my energy back.
I slowly got up and supported him to get up and moved to my room.
We reached in my room in no time but in whole while he didn't said anything. His body language was showing that he was senseless.
I guess he had seen me drowning, that's why he lost his conscious. Everytime this happens.
One time I was swimming infront of him, he got call and get busy, when same cramp happens I lost my conscious. I was saved by life gaurd but also got restrictions over swimming. That was the time when he restricted me from doing swimming. He did all the emotional dramas he could do. And restricted me to do swimming.
I made him sit on couch of the room. I brought a glass of water for him and try to calm him down by saying I'm fine.
Nisha didn't I told you to not to swim?" A question come which means I'm so dead. He is in sense now
Yes you said. But Kabir..." He didn't let me complete
Then why you went to swim?" He asked me
Kabir look I'm sorry, I was upset that's..." He mumbled something, I stopped to hear him. I was at fault so I should hear him, whatever he say.
...may happen to you ?" What he said before ? I questioned myself and looked him and asked "what ?"
What if something happen to you ?" Ohh he's just shocked by events
Nothing had happened to me Kabir I'm fine. It's okay Kabir " I told him and tried to hold his hand
NO IT'S NOT OKAY" he literally shouted at me.
IT IS NOT OKAY NISHA..." He screamed which scared me. I pulled my hand back and fear gripped me.
What happened to him suddenly, I agree I went against his wish but he is shouting like I did some crime.
I lost him already, I don't want to lose you Nisha. My fear is right, this water had taken my precious belonging from me I don't want to lose you. " He said with broken voice. Whom he had lost ? Why he said that ? What precious thing ? All questions revolves around my head when he cupped my face gently.
"Nisha I love you I don't want to lose you, please I beg you, don't left me alone, the way I was left alone. I had already lost my childhood, you come as a hope in my life, you're my sunshine, you're reason of my breathing. I will be nothing if you left me. You have fixed this broken soul, but if you left me then this soul will never be healed, no one can fix me again Nisha, please never leave me" he said looking in my eyes. He was breaking down by each words.
What does he mean by lost his childhood, he was stubborn kid from childhood. He always get what he want, candy to his own private jet. I never got my own private jet but he had his own. He always have everything sometimes I don't have those things.
He was always surrounded by many people, he was never alone. His father never cared about money when it come to him. His mother loves him like anything. He is the only kid in world. His untold wishes is fulfilled by his parents then why he said he was left alone.
Why his soul his broken, he is happy going person except when he get angry. Sometimes it scared me but alright nobody is perfect.
Whom he had lost ? Why he's saying his childhood is lost ? What happened with him ? Did I missed something ? I was in my thoughts when I felt little shook. He shook me by my cheeks.
Shit he had asked me something to which I didn't respond because I zoned out.
I looked at him to which he repeated "promise me Nisha" what promises ? Damn I shouldn't be zoned out. I nodded not knowing what I'm promising.
"I love you Nisha. I love you so much " he said and hugged me, we were sitting on couch and due to cramp it hurts me little. I let out my pain instead of replying him.
What happened Nisha ? " He broke the hug and asked me.
Whom you lost ? Why you said that that your childhood was ruined ?" How the f**k this come out of my mouth I wondered after asking him.
Whether he is going to share with me or not because he looked like he was lost because of my questions. He wore lost expression for a while.
Anxiety rised within me, my heart was beating fast all the time when he was silent. What it is that he was thinking so hard to share with me? Did he had affair in his childhood ? What ? Seriously why the hell I thought that? Why he's thinking so much, why can't he tell me, I know everything about him, then why not this secret which he is hiding. I know he loves playing guitar to his dark side, he killed Rishabh. I know everything...
Wait did he had killed someone in his childhood ?
To be continued...
Edited by Anmol333 - 7 years ago