Chapter 33Nisha's POV
I'm still not believe what Kabir spill to me. I don't know how to react, cause I love him so much. It is difficult to trust at his word when I know he is saying all the truth.
It is my mistake I shouldn't ever forced him to talk about his fear of water. Why it have to be with us only. There so difference between us, how me and Kabir will solve this.
Right now I'm in my bed and crying over the bitterness of the reality. Why it should happen with him, with us ?
We come back to home, not before he reveal me his horrible memory which made him scared of water. I was beyond shocked hearing him. I didn't utter a word to him I just come back to our home and this tears didn't stopped for a moment.
It's being evening, we didn't talked to each other, he maintained distance from me. Didn't come to me for a minute. He is broken from inside I know. But I'm not in position to confront him. I need time to relax and make mind stable before speaking to him.
How could even I calm myself down? I don't know how to handle this situation. We both are not in our sense. We both hadn't taken anything from morning and to be frank our appetite is died.
I felt him coming in room, I didn't turn as I'm lying in my left side and my back faced the door. I heard sound of door getting closed. And then felt him lying beside me. I didn't bother to turn back or to talk to him. Neither he did any efforts.
Next day when I woke up, I didn't found him. I searched for him I found a sticky note on oven. It have written "I'm going to office, will be back soon! Breakfast is right there"
I sighed in relief then went to bathroom for my daily chores and after that I heat up my breakfast. I was eating my breakfast when I received a message from doctor Nandita. That she is back and wants to meet me.
I didn't wasted a second, I left my breakfast uneaten and went to Dr. Nandita's hospital immediately.
After reaching to her hospital, I called her and she called me in immediately. First she apologized for delay. The field she had choosen, there is lots of work I understand it and told her I don't have any problems. Then she told me about him.
Nisha you're really sweet, that's why Kabir is mad for you" she said and I blushed at her statement.
Okay no more time wasting, we had taken his questionnaire test first where it reveals that he had anger issue, see it is not a big thing we all get angry on certain things, the same goes with kabir, he tends to get angry on small small things. You know why people gets angry? Because this emotion distract them from other emotion " I seriously didn't get what she said, one emotion distract what? Other emotion thing what is it ? I guess she ready my mind then she said.
I'm sorry I'm trying to making it easier for you to understand, but I guess you didn't get it. Okay. Kabir get angry when he feel intense pain, the emotion anger distract him from his emotion pain, now you get it ?" I simply nodded still not understanding it.
Okay. I give you example, remember when got hit by bike, and Kabir was angry at doctor for no reason, see this outrage distract him from his pain after seeing you in that condition" okay now this make some sense, and yeah she's right, now like a film roll, every incident flash in front of my eyes.
Nisha" she called me, I nodded then she continued.
I have done his blood tests too, for some samples, to know whether some disease cause him metal problem but no there was nothing, he is completely fine Nisha" oh when she said that I got my breath back.
He's completely fine!
That make me so so happy! Finally the tension from head is gone.
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Kabir's POV
Whom you lost ? Why you said that that your childhood was ruined ?"
Nisha asked me that question which I never wanted to hear from her mouth. I guess I can't hide anything from her now, I need to tell whom I have lost, how and when.
Fine Nisha I'm ready to tell you, but trust my each word, I'm not lying to you anything." I told her and then placed my hand over her head and swear to her to make her assure that whatever I'm going to tell her will be all true. She nodded to me then I continued.
Nisha I was 5 year old, my family went to picnic, my mom dad was preparing food for us while me and my..." I fumbled, this really scare me damn.
My...??" Nisha get confused
My brother! Viraj bhaiya! Were playing football, we went ahead, somewhere distance from mom dad. There was a big, big river flowing there. We were playing near that. I don't remember what happened suddenly but..." I choked as I don't know how to reveal her. This is so tough.
He fall down ?" She asked me as she come near to him and hugged from side, to soothe my pain, I never realised that I was crying.
No... Y...yoo... your mo...the..er... Pushed him" when I said she instantly withdrew her hand from my body and looked at me shocked.
I guess she got some glimpses, what I was talking about.
Then I screamed, cried for help as I saw him drowning, he cried and cried till my parents come he was gone inside. My father brought out his dead body..." I cried out remembering his death body. Bhaiya was not saying anything despite of my screaming and calling him.
Do you remember ? You were also there..." She was still not moving, looking at me absorbing my words.
Our parents again fought with each other. I don't why your mom did to us but she snatched our happiness with my brother. By that time I have fear of water. That scare me death out. And today again I saw the same incident... Nisha I don't want to loose you." I told her and that when I realise she is broken, she is not in her sense completely, she had listened my word but she couldn't believe me. I don't know what is going in her mind, I guess she needs time, I stopped our conversation and lost hope that she'll be by my side holding me and giving me peace. She herself is broken. I guess accusing her mother she don't want me to be near her. I tried to hold her hand but she back off and moved away from me.
Her behaviour is breaking me from inside but somewhere I expected this from her. There is no need of talking, when she'll calm down she'll definitely come to me. I console my mind and after a while decide to head back to our home.
Nor she talked nor she complaint, atleast she should said something support to her mother, but no she hadn't said anything.
That night she didn't get up from bed, just cried. That mean she trust me, she is believing my words. I should be happy or not I don't know how to react.
I lied besides her but I know she hadn't slept whole night. She was crying beside me but I couldn't stop her or console her.
In morning when I get up to go office for submitting my application for leave, Nisha had already taken one week leave and this time I'll not be able to focus on my work, better I take some leave. I made breakfast for us, that time I watch her sleeping. It's good that she's sleeping.
I put a sticky note on oven, and kept there her breakfast.
Later after requesting to my boss finally I got approval and thanks to this heavy rain fall and traffic I stuck for more than 2 hours. Rain in Mumbai is unpredictable.
When I was returning, I purchased lunch for us as I don't want to trouble her and that also killed my 1 hour, I was late. I reached home by 2 pm.
I opened door by using spare key, I saw Nisha was sitting on dinning table eating or just started eating her breakfast. She got up that much late. She looked at me for a second then focus on her food.
I too said nothing, placed food on counter of kitchen, and moved back to my room to change. In whole while Nisha never bother to ask me how I'm or showed her concern. She can see me clearly that I'm drenched.
That little angered me, I went straight to bathroom.
After freshen up, I come back out of bathroom, saw clean clothes for me with a towel on bed was neatly placed. I seriously get angry easily. I need to control my anger.
I changed into those clothes which Nisha placed for me, instead of going out I stood near balcony seeing heavy rain falls.
My brain was not working I was neutral. Just blankly looking at rain fall.
End of kabir's POV
Kabir was standing still, not knowing what is happening at his back. Nisha entered in room to talk to him.
Not waiting for a second she back hugged him. He was so impartial, that it took some time to him to understand what is happening or Nisha is saying.
Kabir I kind of remember about your brother, but I was kid too I don't remember clearly. If you're saying my mother killed your brother then I trust you Kabir more than my parents. What you have lost I can't compensate, but I promise to be your side and never let you face difficulties in your life alone. I won't leave you ever. Let's just forget all this, because in our world we don't have any place for anyone else. This world belongs to us only, just me and just you. No one else. Will you move forward with me?" Nisha asked him
He took some time to register but later nodded in yes. Nisha made him turn toward her.
Then let's just seal this promise forever " Nisha said and placed her lips on his to seal that promise, and be with each other.
In few minutes they lost in their world were no one else exist just Nisha and just Kabir. Their love healed them and make more stronger their relationship.
To be continued...
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Edited by Anmol333 - 7 years ago
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