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I frowned as the sunlight shone on my eyes bringing me out of my dreams "what the hell" i mumbled turning to the other side of the bed only to get more frustrated, not feeling her next to me. I slowly opened my eyes blinking them several times and sat on my place staring at the empty side of the bed. Her side of the bed has been empty from past 6 months now yet I wish to fall asleep with her in my arms and wake up to see her beautiful face. I know it's not happening in this lifetime at least yet deep inside my heart somewhere I have a hope. Hope to meet her again.Blinking away the tears in my eyes I shifted my gaze to the photograph kept on the side table and a smile instantly made it's way to my lips. It was a picture we clicked on my birthday. she looked so pretty I couldn't take my eyes off her. Those peony pink lips form the most adorable curve while those deep coal eyes are the warmest one's I have ever seen.I was yet staring at our picture when a lone tear escaped my eyes. Wiping it away I quickly plastered a fake smile on my lips. It was a routine now I use to wake up with tears in my eyes and then hide them with this fake smile. I somehow pushed myself down the bed and got ready. Preparing a cup of coffee for myself I sat on the sofa reading the newspaper when a news caught my eye the headlines read:"Famous shooter Nisha Gangwal is all set to get married to Mr Viraj Singh Rathod "
"getting married" were the only words that escaped my mouth. This time I let my tears which I had been holding from last 6 months come out. She is getting married to someone else the thought itself broke me into pieces. I left as if millions of knives were stabbed in my heart at once. I stared at their picture together. He stood beside her with his arm around her waist while she stood straight with a simple smile of hers. Her eyes always glitter when she smiles but this time they weren't shining they were dark.
"why do I feel that smile isn't a real one"I thought looking at her picture
"May be cause i don't want it to be a real one" another side of me retailed and with that a few more tears trickled down my burning eyes. I knew this was coming. I knew she loved him. This was the reason I walked out of her life. I have been preparing myself for this from past 6 months then why can't I control myself now.
"She is happy kabir and I should be happy for her"I told myself wiping away my tears bt I know I failed miserably
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"Ma toh aazad panchi hu 3 mahine baad ud jaunga" his words rang in my mind as I sat on the window staring at the sky aimlessly. "He really flew away" I thought smiling in pain. There was a time when I wanted him leave but he never budge instead he stood by my side like a rock supporting me through my ups and downs and now when I want him to be here, to be with me, he is gone. Sometimes you love someone so much that it hurts to leave them, but you have to for me that someone was kabir. I loved him a lot and letting him go hurted me but then there's nothing I can do about it because I know my love gives me no right to come between him and his dreams. I couldn't believe I was letting go off the person I loved the most but his happiness was what mattered the most to me. I closed my eyes reliving our moments when a lone tear roll down my cheeks. I missed him I missed him like crazy.
"I miss you kabir" I whispered hugging my knees close to my chest and broke down crying.
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I entered her room only to find her sleeping on the window hugging her knees. Those dried tear marks were still visible. I picked her in my arms and laid her on her bed. Covering her with the quilt I sat beside her staring at her tear stained face. I felt pain arising in my heart seeing her like this. I know she loves him and is getting married to me only for her family because they want to see her settled. I loved her but I know she can never love me back and I don't want to spoil her life by getting married to me
"Don't do this Miss nisha...mat kijiye apni aur unki jindagi barbad"I said stroking my hand on her forehead.I was yet staring at her painful face with my hand caressing her forehead when I felt her moving. I withdrew my hand while she slowly opened her eyes. Sitting on the bed she clutched her head which ached due to excessive crying.
"aap thik hain??" I asked feeling concerned
"haa...aap yaha kya kar rahe hai" she replied in a weak painful voice
"Miss Nisha ab bhi waqt h mat kijiye aisa"
"Viraj hum is baare me pehle baat kar chuke h...aapko agar yeh shaadi nahi karni toh aap inkaar kar sakte hai"
"taaki aap kisi ajnabee se shaadi kar le"
"viraj plz aapse yaa kisi aur se ma shaadi jarur karugi"I shook my head at her stubborn nature and left the room I knew she won't listen and I'm not going to explain it to her now but I'm not letting her destroy her life as well I will bring him back.---------------------------------------------------
AN-hola k's I know ma kaafi time se gayab hu but I can't help it bohot kaam h aaj kal...thoda time mila toh kuch likha hai I'm not satisfied with it phir bhi m sharing it do tell me how's it..
"getting married" were the only words that escaped my mouth. This time I let my tears which I had been holding from last 6 months come out. She is getting married to someone else the thought itself broke me into pieces. I left as if millions of knives were stabbed in my heart at once. I stared at their picture together. He stood beside her with his arm around her waist while she stood straight with a simple smile of hers. Her eyes always glitter when she smiles but this time they weren't shining they were dark.
"why do I feel that smile isn't a real one"I thought looking at her picture
"May be cause i don't want it to be a real one" another side of me retailed and with that a few more tears trickled down my burning eyes. I knew this was coming. I knew she loved him. This was the reason I walked out of her life. I have been preparing myself for this from past 6 months then why can't I control myself now.
"She is happy kabir and I should be happy for her"I told myself wiping away my tears bt I know I failed miserably
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"Ma toh aazad panchi hu 3 mahine baad ud jaunga" his words rang in my mind as I sat on the window staring at the sky aimlessly. "He really flew away" I thought smiling in pain. There was a time when I wanted him leave but he never budge instead he stood by my side like a rock supporting me through my ups and downs and now when I want him to be here, to be with me, he is gone. Sometimes you love someone so much that it hurts to leave them, but you have to for me that someone was kabir. I loved him a lot and letting him go hurted me but then there's nothing I can do about it because I know my love gives me no right to come between him and his dreams. I couldn't believe I was letting go off the person I loved the most but his happiness was what mattered the most to me. I closed my eyes reliving our moments when a lone tear roll down my cheeks. I missed him I missed him like crazy.
"I miss you kabir" I whispered hugging my knees close to my chest and broke down crying.
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I entered her room only to find her sleeping on the window hugging her knees. Those dried tear marks were still visible. I picked her in my arms and laid her on her bed. Covering her with the quilt I sat beside her staring at her tear stained face. I felt pain arising in my heart seeing her like this. I know she loves him and is getting married to me only for her family because they want to see her settled. I loved her but I know she can never love me back and I don't want to spoil her life by getting married to me
"Don't do this Miss nisha...mat kijiye apni aur unki jindagi barbad"I said stroking my hand on her forehead.I was yet staring at her painful face with my hand caressing her forehead when I felt her moving. I withdrew my hand while she slowly opened her eyes. Sitting on the bed she clutched her head which ached due to excessive crying.
"aap thik hain??" I asked feeling concerned
"haa...aap yaha kya kar rahe hai" she replied in a weak painful voice
"Miss Nisha ab bhi waqt h mat kijiye aisa"
"Viraj hum is baare me pehle baat kar chuke h...aapko agar yeh shaadi nahi karni toh aap inkaar kar sakte hai"
"taaki aap kisi ajnabee se shaadi kar le"
"viraj plz aapse yaa kisi aur se ma shaadi jarur karugi"I shook my head at her stubborn nature and left the room I knew she won't listen and I'm not going to explain it to her now but I'm not letting her destroy her life as well I will bring him back.---------------------------------------------------
AN-hola k's I know ma kaafi time se gayab hu but I can't help it bohot kaam h aaj kal...thoda time mila toh kuch likha hai I'm not satisfied with it phir bhi m sharing it do tell me how's it..
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