Dear Kitty,
Four years have passed since everything ended and seven years since everything started. I am still confused should i be thankful that it started or grateful that it ended, i don't know still don't know how to feel about all this be happy be sad or ...ahhh alas i guess that will never be answered, not today, nor tomorrow nor any day. Why me?? But then i only chose it so i guess i should also not complain about it or i should...you know i still remember that the day i met him, me being me was walking no no crossing the road being busy on phone and he just saved me from getting crushed by a truck, i i collied with his hard chest, i was angry i thought he was you know but before i could utter a word he shook me and started saying, you know kitty i still remember every word of his , those which brought a smile on my face and even those which scared me...agghh sorry sorry i broke the flow ya so was telling what he said "madam these eyes are to look on the road while walking and ears to be alert not to be engrossed in your i-phone and agar tumhe suicide ka itna hi shauk hai so jump off some bridge or building why do you want someone to suffer entire life with the blame of killing you" that was when i realised my mistake, u know just lost my voice he had insulted me called me careless but still all i could manage was sorry. With that he left me and walked away. Finally i reached my office, a transfer had taken that day some one from pune had shifted to Mumbai and one from my office shifted to pune branch. It was a mutual transfer. When i entered the office everyone was chatting with the new guy, i had read his name on the forms it was kabir. He was now on preeti's place and just adjacent to my cubicle. As i entered somebody i don't remember who you kitty seven years told that i am his neighbour in office. He came forward from the crowd towards me and i was shocked it was the same guy who had saved me and insulted me at the same time. But he just came and shock hands with me, we asked each other's name and then some other talks and then everyone retired to work. It was a little awkward for me you know na why though he was completely silence. During the lunch i went over to my friends and he i don't know, after lunch when again everyone was back to work he asked me to help him with a computer software as he is new to it. I said yes and looked over to his cubicle, he was preparing a project on ms word and he didn't know how to use that, like seriously i mean even a kid would know, i thought he was joking with me, making fun of me. I gave him a stare and he said that he always used 2001 version and did not know the features of the latest. At that time i was sure he is making fun of me just irritating me, but i just silently told him everything. I was highly irritated with him. When the day ended and everyone left for their house i saw him walking in the same direction as mine. I ran after him to catch him as i needed answers did he really did not know how to use ms word or was just pulling my leg. I called after him "kabir" he turned and stopped i went near him, before i could speak he spoke "what you again need my help to cross the road" he said with a smirk, "no i need you to say a thanks to me for helping you in office" i answered folding my hands, "what which help" he genuinely lokked confused that tima and i thought how good actor he is. "oh you forgot for helping you in understanding ms word" i said mokingly. "are you serious??" was his reaction "why could i ask such a help, i am a IT engineer if u forgot i know all this and don't need any one's help" he said " i know so why were you making fun oh me and wasting my time" i said little loudly "hey are you alright or do you day dream??" he asked smiling or rather laughing at me. "You know what go to hell??" with that i walked away. That i was our first meet. I hated him then, he was such a liar i thought then but later i realised he entire life was a lie.
Our meeting continued but i avoided him as much as i could, he tried talking to me a times too but i showed zero interest. One month passed, nearly everyone had become friends with him except me, all my friends too. Many times he would even be there accompanying us at lunch too, but our talks remained limited. But seems god did not wanted that and we got a project together for which obvio we had to talk, that was when we became friends. I realised we stay in same building so started coming to office and going home together. Many times we use to work on the project at my or his house and thats how the friendship grew. He was a nice person, sweet, caring, fun loving. I liked spending time with him. We finished the project and the everyone approved it. But sometimes he use to be very odd as if he don't know me and then say as if he did not did it. I hated this habit of him. Many times i would be waiting for him to go home together and then somebody will tell he already left i question him the next day the answer "i don't know". Sometimes i will call him and the reply would me wrong number there is no kabir here. And when i will ask him his answer i did not receive any calls. Sometimes he will be all calm, you know kitty in office everyone plays franks and especially when all are of same age group so one of our colleagues played a frank with him and in his food added extra extra chilli. We did not knew that he could not handle spicy food and he started vomiting so badly oh god i still remember how worried we all were but he was not angry on anyone, as calm as cucumber and then once link drops fell on his shirt by rashi and he was so angry as if she was done something very wrong to him, poor girl she cried in the washroom that day at least for an hour, he literally humiliated her so badly. That was not the kabir we all knew, everyone became a little cold towards him after then including me, he noticed and asked us and when we told him he was again same reaction of confusion as if it was not him and then he said sorry and told that the shirt was special that's why he lost his cool. He was confusing from starting only. He was the best guy i had ever met but then sometimes i just couldn't recognize him. I did not had the answers to these questions, many times i use to say to ignore those contrasting traits and just look at his goodness but i just couldn't. The kabir i knew had an aura whcich use to attract me towards him and the kabir who always shocked me with a new level of rudeness use to push me away from him far away.
Seems my baby is up need to go kitty...
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