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how many of you thought Farhan looked hottt( and that doesn't mean only cute , but sexy and intimate) when they were all present in that green room or something on the outster of varun-rajeswari and after it was all over, the three of them malaika, him and saroj were standing with v-r and chatting.

Farhan had done away with the jacket( i am fainting....) and even his hair looked free and he wasnt in the super-formal look with a suit covering him all over and calculated look on him where he looks lovable no doubt, but his intimate self and wild beauty is hindered totally. he looks handsome but too much like a reserved and intellectual, esteemed sophisticated presence when in public eye in N.B which isnt bad or it should be the way, but without the jacket, the limited number of ppl and a informal sorrounding he looked more like what he is - just a pure man and a awesome one at that. when he was under dressed for fardeen's sangeet in that brown shirt and typical dashing, refined sex-symbol look on his face which he hides when he is in NB( again fainting) he had the same intimate air abt him , on these occasions he looked like a, like a ummmmm like a oh god lets say he looked like fragrant night, of flowers and of magic and of enchantments and whsipers and lot more, cant say here.😳

okay i am again fainting, i'm breathless, will again write when i regain consciousness.

sophia, take a chill pill.
for me he is cute and sweet.I loved his dance in the finals.
he suddenly got up from his chair as if hit by a live wire.danced sweetly but he looks CUTE 😛 I feel he looks sexy in the photograph which u have posted where he is carring is daughter.that was a nice one.sorry, I don't get unconcious when I see him.Those feeling are only reserved for BHANU

its only Farhan for me.

Bhanu is a good actor and great talent, but he doesnt
brig out that fascination in me..farhan is also talented , in addition he's very very handsome and cute... not even that is the only reason, he's certain soemthing which i cant quite describe but i feel it. though i am not explanaible to anyone i'm answering u as i believe in making things clear. and yes, bhanu is a great fren and and a person whom i respect( even more than farhan) and my love doesnt go away for anyone, i till now wish him luck and i did defend him in both kavyanjali forum and from other hitengauri fans who are after him just since he is paired up with their gauri madam, and gauri tejwani cant be paired with anyone else other than the same hubby of hers, even onscreen...god then why she came to become an actress? and if need be, i'll again do it for him...i wish him good luck, i've two yahoo grps opened after him( not after farhan), i cried for a long time when he left s.s? what else can one do tell me..but i cant help it if my love for him is purely platonic...its in the stars and planets, not human hands. and i remeber how depressed i was on diwali when star one decides to kill
my dearest character to start soem crap to increase trp, if n.b hadnt happened,a nd i hadnt met this person called farhan akhtar, then i'd have been still in the same depressed state, i always liked him but i admit for several weeks i cudnt notice him very much cos i was still hurt, but he helped me overcome that sorrow. so he too is a great fren and companion.
god blesss him.

and i feel that way only abt farhan, not every tom, dick and harry, no other filmstar or tv star but thank Farhan, he has done the impossible, no other man really made me respond like that, i am very very very choosy and its no easy to steal my heart...i always thought oh god, cant i see someone who'd make me hypnotised, not by any characvter he plays , but in his original self, does anyone out there exists who can touch my standards of perfection and not only that who will instantly click with me and merge with my vibes ? so i am happy i found someone like that and i am cherishing the feeling. i go to forums and see gals going ga ga over morons, but i dont have to tell them that they are wrong or right, its how they feel, and my choice of man deserves the craze and love.i am just inviting anyone who feels the same way even a bit so that we share our thoughts.

and i didnt say one has to faint ( certainly u wont)or anything and just asked if they found him sexy on the particular occasion whr i did feel that way and even i didnt faint or anything, it was a nice way to make the writing spicy. though yes my senses are overwhelmed, physically i am allright. i always believe that everyone shud have someone in their life or mind whom they can love madly not bothering abt if he/she returns the love or not , without thinking abt profit and loss...which comes in business, not in feelings arena. whats life without that depth , it enriches our souls.


okay then, i am taking a chill pill and again come back after some time.
hmm my dog kaizer need an evening walk, and i can think abt what i wnat to think while i take the walk😊. also its time for my evening prayer. lord siva waiting for me.