~Distance Between Two Hearts Is Not An Obstacle, Rather A Beautiful Reminder Of Just How Strong Love Can Be~
Part One: Judaai-
Raajhan Dhoondan Main Chaleya...
When I went out in search of my Ranjha (lover)
(Raajhan/Ranjha is referring to Heer-Ranjhna, a famous romantic couple in Indian History,
similar to Romeo-Juliet) Neela stroked Avni's hair as she placed her head on her lap, her tears still dampening Neela's sari.
"I dont know how to live without him" she sobbed
Neela had no words as she held Avni close, blaming herself for all of the events that broke Neil and Avni
Raajhan Milya Na Ve...
I didn't find my Ranjha
Jigra Vichon Agan Laga Ke Rabba...
After igniting a fire inside my heart, O Lord
Lakeeraan Vich Likhdi Judaai...
You've written separation in my destiny Neil sat to the table, putting some cereal on his spoon, he lifted it then dropped it, shoving the dish away it tipped, spoiling the table
"There isnt enjoyment in anything without you Avni " Neil held onto the necklace in his hand, his eyes glimmered with unshed tears
Kho Gaya, Gum Ho Gaya
He got lost, he disappeared
Waqt Se Churaya Tha Jo
The one whom I had stolen from time
Apna Banaya Tha...
The one whom I had made mine
Ho... Tera, Woh Mera
He was mine
Saath Nibhaya Tha Jo
The one who had been my companion
Apna Banaya Tha...
The one whom I had made mine Avni had nothing but her memories to rely on to ensure her Neil was real
So many months in this house as a prisoner and she was starting to feel like Neil was just an amazing dream
She wondered how he died, was he alone?
Or did they try to save him?
The thought often became to much so she stopped thinking about it
Chadariya Jheeni Re Jheeni (x2)
The bed sheet is finely woven
Aankhein Bheeni Yeh Bheeni Yeh Bheeni
These eyes are wet
Yaadein Jheeni Re Jheeni Re Jheeni
The memories are all finely woven (in the bed sheet)
Chadariya Jheeni Re Jheeni (x2)
The bed sheet is finely woven
Hai Aankhein Bheeni Yeh Bheeni Yeh Bheeni
These eyes are wet
Yaadein Jheeni Re Jheeni Re Jheeni
The memories are all finely woven Neil often stroked the side of his bed, the sheets were cold
His life was empty
There was an Avni spaced whole in his life
It left him incomplete but he was sure he would find her soon, he had to
Because if he didnt, well then for once Neil had no smart reply for that question
Aisa Bhi Kya Milna, Saath Ho Ke Tanha
What kind of a meeting is this, being together seems like being alone
Aisi Kyun Saza Humne Hai Paayi, Raanjhna Ve
Why am I being punished in this way, my beloved?
Phir Se Mujhe Jeena, Tujhpe Hai Marna
I want to live once again, I want to die on You (again)
Phir Se Dil Ne Di Hai Yeh Duhaai, Saajna Ve
My heart has once again cursed me, my partner
Lakeeron Pe Likh Di Kyun Judaai...
Why have You've written separation in my destiny? Avni looked at a very sick Neela, the food on the floor good enough for a dog.
Vivaan had refused to give medication, she needed to run and bring it for her
But just the memories of what the outside world had taken away from her scared her the most, she had to be brave for Neela
But she wasnt sure if she could cope with being part of a world her love was not
Gair Sa Hua Khud Se Bhi, Na Koi Mera
I've become a stranger to my own self, no one is mine
Dard Se Kar Le Chal Yaari, Dil Ye Keh Raha
Become friends with pain, my heart tells me this
Kholun Jo Baahein... Bas Gham Yeh Simat Rahe Hai
When I open my arms, grief is the only one who comes and embraces me
Aankhon Ke Aage... Lamhe Yeh Kyun Ghat Rahe Hai
In front of my eyes, why are these moments slowly decreasing
Jaane Kaise Koi Sehta Judaaiyaan
How can one bear separation (only God knows)
Neil deleted the voicemail messages from his family, they still wanted to see him but there was warmth in his cold life within the memories of Avni
Leaving this city would be leaving her, he didnt want another marriage and his mission would always be to find her, until that was done Neil would stay alone with his memories of her
Chadariya Jheeni Re Jheeni (x2)
The bed sheet is finely woven
Aankhein Bheeni Yeh Bheeni Yeh Bheeni
These eyes are wet
Yaadein Jheeni Re Jheeni Re Jheeni
The memories are all finely woven
Chadariya Jheeni Re Jheeni (x2)
The bed sheet is finely woven
Hai Aankhein Bheeni Yeh Bheeni Yeh Bheeni
These eyes are wet
Yaadein Jheeni Re Jheeni Re Jheeni
The memories are all finely woven Avni would have thought shed have cried out by now, but she hadnt as she looked out of the window trying to plan her journey before she found a way to uncuff herself
She kept repeating that this was for Neela ma, but the burden of her loss on her heart wouldnt allow her any strength
Raajhan Dhoondan Main Chaleya...
When I went out in search of my Ranjha
Raajhan Milya Na Ve...
I didn't find my Ranjha
Jigra Vichon Agan Laga Ke Rabba...
After igniting a fire inside my heart, O Lord
Lakeeraan Vich Likhdi Judaai...
You've written separation in my destiny Neil looked at the picture of Avni on his bookcase, the one he had taken on his phone when she hadn't been looking
Picking it up, he pressed a kiss to the picture before putting it down and walking outside
Edited by Mayakhan12 - 7 years ago