ok this time I will keep updating b4 it closes again😕
VV- the man both me and D love/d for similar reasons.. I wanna say... If I may quote D in her confession to her mom.. abt VV
Inhone mujhe himmat di.. sahara diya.. aazaadi di.. aur sahi galat ki samajh bhi di
So this man not just delivered each of the promises he made to her b4 marriage.. he gave her more to rejoice and love him.. now if love (strictly in the passionate romantic sense.. coz I still do think he loves D otherwise) was a part of the parcel this wld be a UTOPIAN match.. if I or in this case D has to chose btw his romanticism and all of the above. both of us wld go for the above.. D has said tht loud and clear.. and I say tht from experience.. coz these things like freedom.. respect come by real hard.. I have gotten men to profess love but found it hard to respect my freedom and spirit😆.. and to me these are important coz they hold ground in the long run.. MUTUAL RESPECT.. and COMPANIONSHIP.. so I dont feel the need for VV to give her romanticism..
now coming to the context of your post.. ek vid tune dikhaya ek main bhi dikhaati hoon
[YOUTUBE]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AA-pYpRorzA&feature=related[/YOUTUBE]
ek baar unki frustration socho gi to tumhara gussa apne aap shaanth ho jayega..
Aisi haalaat main wo apne aap se ladne ki koshish karte hain wo badi baat hain
Ye halaat unhone khud payda kiya hain
Kamzor insaan ko zyaad mauke milne chahiye.. hum kamzor insaan ko hi kam mauka detey hain
Insaan kitni baar girta hain uski ahmiyat nahi.. kitni baar uth ke chalta hain uski ahmiyat hain
VV the fair honorable man fell from our expectations (atleast mine and yours) during his outburst at D and pouring his frustrations out.. on both accounts he came back and apologized.. true he did not do more.. but he is not at a point where he can DO much more.. sad but true.. every human being has a weak nerve.. and VVs weakness is exposed to the bones now.. I relate to him as Dali now... I have my empathy but thts just sad.. never tht he wld get my empathy.. esp coz I was so used to awe related to him😆
Now your question.. what is he thinking😆
the ans from my end is HE IS NOT THINKING.. he is just dwelling.. dwelling in the past.. in pathos.. self absorbed.. in his one-sided love.. with a deluge of doubts for once. .tht may be its not one-sided.. coz the woman took his bullet😉.. there is a storm in him.. right now.. he asked her once.. if it wasnt one-sided after all.. and again he wants to talk to her before she leaves.. but then what
reminds me of a line from CP
agar ateet main jeena zindagi hoti.. to humey ankhein sar ke peechey miltey.. aagey nahi..
VV will HAVE to LOOK AHEAD and ACT.. but right now he feels no compulsion to.. coz one he doesn't know Ds change of feelings..like Sabina does.. once he does.. he will make a call.. i wanna say he may try to give D the place she requested for.. not more but not less.. for tht he doesnt need to be stripped off his feelings for Sabina.. thts just unreal😆.. he will need to reconcile with it.. give Ds feelings respect tht he always has.. and try to be fair to it.. in terms of at least TRYING.. tell her.. I need time.. and I may not be successful but I'll genuinely try... thts all she needs a hope.. and she will do the rest.. we both trust her enough😉
at this point he just deliberates on his past and S.. but am on the same page with you when I say I havent seen him consciously WANT something from her.. she is freaking out coz she knows D wants something tht he hasnt given her.
so in short VV will THINK and ACT.. when time comes.. and the things tht will make him think are either Ds card or Sabina's lies.. IMVs plans.. now its to be seen what gets to him out of the 3😉
In all 3 cases I dont see him GO to Sabina.. and even if he wants to.. subconsciously.. she WONT entertain it.. only 2 things can happen.. either he perishes in his encompassing romanticism.. or rises like a Phoenix.. giving us our old VV back.. who had the extreme strength to meet life's unfairness.. but give back only fairness..
John Milton wrote Paradise lost.. only to come up with a sequel.. Paradise regained..
I can only hope this theme wld prevail here with something hopeful for everyone.. and not the one in the novel where VV perishes.. taking everyone down at the same time
Edited by sonali.19281 - 14 years ago