Raj fell in love,but he never confessed that.He might have been confessed in her mind,but he never could say to Kranti.Actually he never got the chance.After the strange marriage, Kranti and Raj were together,but the bitterness and the harsh facts always became the barrier between the two.
And Rajveer is a man,and the greatest weakness of a man has always become his manhood.His male ego.The supressed ego of Rajveer.But he always expected that Kranti would have the same feeling one day just like Raj.That is why he gave hints several times. When he says , "In Krantikarion ki tarha atmahatya mat karo.." ,it was very clear that he never wanted to loose her,he could never see Kranti to die.The night of Diwali,when Kranti saved him,next morning Raj asked why she saved him,it was very obvious that there were lots of expectations behind that question.Raj expected a positive answer from Kranti,but Kranti gave him a harsh answer,Raj's face fell at once.Raj always wanted her,due to some bad reasons Kranti went away from him,but when he had a blackmailed marriage with Kranti,he really looked forward to this relation.His every glance at Kranti,his every action, every concern for Kranti clearly showed that he wanted this relation to work.It is true that he made traps to make her arrested,he made plans,but there was always a conflict between his every thought and action.
It was a conflict between two egos.The first one was Lala Kulbhushan's Son's ego,and the second was the Husband and the lover's ego.Admit it or not,but Rajveer got most exhausted in this battle as whatever would have taken place ,it was Raj whose heart got mutilated everytime.We can see the wounds of Kranti,Kranti who had a one track mind,a clear focus on her target,but what about Raj?What about his inner injuries?The injuries could never be realised by anyone.Raj took all the blows on himself.Kranti's Mami sold her to Lala Tribhubhandas,but it was expected,but Raj,who was always a pampered son of his family and closed ones,what about him?Raj also got hurt when his father scolded him several times,when his Sister-In-Law Madhumati yelled on him.
Actually Raj got attacked by three parties.His family,British Goverment and Kranti.If we consider that Kranti gave everything back to Raj what she got from him,but the other people?Whatever Raj did,only to make his father happy..Kulbhushan also got angry on him,and the Lt.Govorner also threw him away as Raj failed.To make the family and the government happy,Raj did wrong to Kranti.Raj came from London,and his father shows him to the Lt.Governer.Raj had to make some move just to stand up to the mark of the expectation of his family.In fact Raj was sent to London to study,so that Lala Kulbhushan Laal could make a good impression on the British Government.He made all the investments for Raj's study just to raise his prosperity and fame by the help of Rajveer followed by the blessings and favours of the British Government .To make this plan successful,Raj got involved in several cases ,but he was unlucky that all the cases were related to Kranti.We can say that Raj's wrong doings to Kranti can be defined as a collateral damage.But at the same time,Raj became mean to Kranti when he brought Lala Tribhubhandas to Sanjay's house but the reason was still the same,to make the way smooth for making his father a Rai Bahadur.
Now it will be the clash of loves,love for father,love for wife and wife's love for country.
As per as Raj's love is concerned ,he is really suffering.He can feel the love,but can't express it.He had always a fear in his mind that whether his love would be accepted by Kranti or not.He can understand the concern of Kranti for Chaijee and Baujee as Kranti lost her Parents in a very small age,she always wanted the love of the parents.But Raj never got to know that what Kranti used to think about the LOVE ,the special kind of love of a lover.What she used to think about romance,a bonding for a lifetime?Raj really doesn't know.Raj is eager to know his place in Kranti's life,Kranti's heart.Everytime Raj saw a great hatred in her eyes for him,and he made himself more supressed.When a man always finds hatred and anger in the eyes of his lady love,how can he confess his love,his feelings towards her?He gave hints,but Kranti has a different track of thinking,she didn't understood. And finally the night,Raj saw a different Kranti who seemed to be inviting him towards herself,and Raj got carried away as he knew that it was right,it was his right as a husband and it was nothing but love of a true lover,it was not lust.He knew that he was not commiting a crime,he wasn't making a sin.Nothing was done forcefully,it was lovemaking, bothsided lovemaking.And making love with your beloved wife is not a crime.So Raj made love with her.And next day he got a shock when he saw her reaction.Like everytime,he became disappointed,whenever he expected something positive from Kranti,he got the total opposite reaction.
Edited by yakkudimag - 16 years ago