*******************Tu jaane naa...****************
Part one- Emptiness-Rati
"Will he come???He must...he must.....Plz God in any ways ...he have to come in party..." Rati was praying, lying on the bed.
she don't know what he feels about her,what he thinks about her,whether he feels something or not,whether he ever thinks
about her or not,but she is totally mad for him,she is in habit of thinking and thinking about him 24*7.
She finds a great pleasure in that...!
"Is this Love?kya yahi pyaar hai?uske saath hoti hu to man karta hai uske sath hi rahu,ye waqt,ye pal sab yahi tham jaye,us se door hoti
hu to usi ke bare me sochti hu,kya yahi pyaar hai?ye kaisi feelings hai....?"
"Rati control ur self,kahin tu pagal to nahi ho gayi,kahi ye tera wahem to nahi,kahi ye koi sapna to nahi?Ohh God Plz help me out,
just give me one signal...just one so that i can understand my feelings!"
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ay Rati woke up early in the morning ,actually she did'nt sleep at all.From past few months she is in habit of thinking about him whole night.
Her cell ph. rang when she was making breakfast....she took it and her eyes became broad,ph. was about to slip from her hands in excitement
when she saw the name of caller,It was 'He',the person who was with her whole night in her thoughts...
"OMG calm down Rati,be normal...."she tried to control herself
"Hello"
"Rati r u coming in d party?"
"yes,what about u?"Her heart was beating fast ...say 'Yes' plz say 'Yes'...
"Yes,i am also coming,c u there"
"Okay bye"
Phone disconnected.
OMG OMG ,thank u God,he is coming....Rati jumps in excitement ....kya karu mai?mai wo red wali dress pahen leti hu,usey wo bahut pasand hai,and i'll also wear bengals,
he loves them too,and will let my hair open,he loves my open hair.
"u look gorgeous in open hairs"He said once,Rati blushed.
Rati tu pagal ho jayegi,chal ab sochna chod aur taiyaar ho ja,aaj to usey apne dil ki baat kah deni hai bas!
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At party
Rati came in red dress,looking extremly gorgeous.
"Hey rati" It was sanaya in front of her...with a cute smile as usual.
"Hey sanaya" and they both kissed each other and shared a laugh.
"So hw are u, u know i miss all of u badly.After MJHT ends we never get a chance to meet.Meeting eachother and teasing eachother became our habit,Tumhe yaad hai
hm set par kitni masti kiya karte the...Thanx to abhishek who arranged this party for us"sanaya was talking continuosly but Rati's eyes were finding only one person,'Him'.
Kahan hai wo?abhi tak nahi aaya! should I ask sanaya about him,should I?
Rati was lost in her thoughts suddenly someone called them "Hey Girls" Rati turned back and Yes!Yes!here he is,looking han'som in black suit.
"Hey Arjun"replied sanaya with a hug.
"U r looking beautiful sani(that's what arjun use to call her)"
"I know "sanaya said with a laugh.
"Hey rati,why r u so quiet?Arjun turned his face towards Rati,who was standing quiet and watching both of them.
"N--Nothing,I just...." uffff ye kya kar rhi hai rati...aise toh usey teri feelings ke bare me sab pta chal jayega.
"Oh i know ,maine tumhari tareef nahi ki na....isliye u must be feeling jealous...."Arjun tried to make her smile with his naughtyness.
"N--No mai to bas...!"
"Tum to bas nahi tum to beautiful,i mean u r looking gorgoeus"
"Thanx jun(That's what Rati use to call him)"rati said and smiled (trying not to blush) but she was still not satisfied,she expected a lot than this one line compliment.
"should I bring drink for beautiful ladies?"Arjun looked at sanaya.
"Yeah..sure"
"ye arjun bhi na,he is too cute,i must say he has a gr8 sense of humour..."sanaya said
"yessss"
Huhh..gr8 sense of humour...meri taraf dekha bhi nahi dhyan se aur na hi meri dress ki tareef ki,maine kya kya socha tha par wo toh...chod na Rati he is not at
all interested in u! dekha nahi tujhe kaise ignore kar deta hai jaise tu hai hi nahi yahan...and then just formality me kaha u r looking gorgeous..."
rati was very much upset and wanted to leave party as soon as she get to leave.
"sani,come lets Dance"Arjun took sanaya's hand and they both went to dance floor.
Rati was alone in this crowded party,she did'nt know what she is doing here...she left.!
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Kaha tha na rati bekar ke sapne mat saja,dekha tune kya kya nahi socha tha aur jun,wo tujhe pyaar nahi karta rati,nahi karta....and she started crying.
aisa kyu hota hai ,why someone's ignorance hurt so much.kya mai hi nahi samjh payi?kya ye pyaar nahi tha...ye kya ho rha hai mere sath...Rati was
thinking and crying.She cried whole night and suddenly she picked up her diary (she has a habit of writing diary) and writes only one line-
"Love is very painful,if it is one sided..."
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I know very long plz bear with it😳
So that is it...plz give ur comments/suggestions/criticism as they matters a lot to me😊
and i also want to know all of ur pov that "is love really painful..if it is one-sided?plz give ur views
on it too😳
waiting for them.
With love
ruchi
