Tere saath hone ka hai kuch aisa asar
Ke bin tere khudme bhi lagti hai kuch kami
Judaaiyon ka mausam kuch aisa hai ke lagta hai li hai har saans bhi adhuri
Mafeelon main bhi bin tere hai tanhaiyaan ... jod de tujhse mera naam hi de jo sahi isse toh acchi hongi woh ruswaiyaan
Well dont hit me with ur chappals if u dont like the shayri pls... am writing one after ages 😳
Often the people with the most spunk and life ... who so brighten up a room and make every party and place happening are .. as they termed the JAAN OF THE PARTY, however those vivacious energetic ppl often in a way are loners ... who strangely find solace in the company of those who to the outside world may appear as guarded, aloof individuals who prefer to stay by themselves.
Today somehow in SaNu was that same feeling. Both without their respective partners thou the life of the party in almost any case were lost today . how very fascinating it is .. 2 ppl who can talk a dime to a dozen , were so quiet today .. as perhaps both in unsaid words felt the misery the other was going thru as it was also their own case.. both comforting the other... on the front were actually trying to say those things to themselves.. yet as words failed to console their very hearts .. in each others company they found what they were looking for .. a person to say .. hey relax .. it's fine .. he/she will just return, just a matter of time thats all.
Somehow today i noticed a unique similarty in SaNu, apart from their chatterbox , lively personas that they share... they have also perhaps shared a very lonely childhood too, Sam as we all know as his parents deserted him and Nups' pain was out as gunji was in the ICU .. when she said as a kid she had to grow up soon owing to her mom' death and father's work which made her in charge of Gunjan .. she too perhaps only has had a chance to live those moments of her hearts' content where she could relax and be taken care of only with Mayank.. whom she sorely missed today.
Samrat ... the one time flirt, casanova .. in his own words so easily confessed in 1 line today .. ki chashmish ke aas pass hone ki itni aadat ho gayi hai ki uske bina lagta hai ke main kuch bhi nahin
Just a few hours and the 1st day and this is what has become of him .. the gullible vulnerable samrat could no longer hide under his mask.. and things have just begun for him... as never before had he felt a distance creep up between him and Gunjan ... and yet today it seems she's slipping away.
Never before had he heard her say things ' where she was thankful to another guy .. for being thr for her, nor was anyone else other than him whom she needed or had, but today the scene so seems to have changed ... he's so fragile at the moment seems like a slight breeze of wind could scatter him😭
The precap again seems like a heart breaking scenario ... where may be Gunjan has turned around as always but he doesnt know.. dunno why but it just so broke my heart today to watch that .. knowing it's not real , i could feel the pain of someone - who isnt even real , whom i actually know exists only in fiction has tugged the strings of my heart
So much so i have written perhaps a completely senseless and confusing post.. and since i have reserved .. am gonna post this crap
Hope am able to retain my sanity further ahead in this track .. as it seems this is just the tip of the iceberg... for me and this track as well.. so peeps .. nope not gonna enjoy this track in the conventional sense of the term