"Rudr RUDR...open the door Rudr those loud banging is not even reaching his ears, all he could see is DARKNESS. His world is dark right from his childhood but he always tried to see the light. The ray of hope that one day will remove this darkness but alas it never happened. All his life, he was determined to make t his life beautiful by just being himself. He accepted the ruthless behavior, harsh words and bullying all his life coz of his disability but that determination to be himself, made him stand the same with the immense support from His parents nd so is his best friend cum brother .RIshu is always there when he needs him and the same with Rudr, they are called as Ram-lakshman by their friends and teachers. His brother supported him all throughout,but sometimes he couldn't deny his disability, whether it is during sports hour where all the boys used to pick cricket, football, Volleyball, Hockey and he refrained himself to Chess, caroms etc. It is not like he is not happy with that but still a part of him always wanted to breathe the jersey while sweating it out or carry the bat on his hands when one achieves something, run across the field but that never happened, he was always there to cheer up his Brother who is a package of talent . He knows how much Rishabh loves football but he wanted to pick Chess be with his brother but he never let that happen. Rudr always accompanied Rishu to his matches and practice session infact his tips and techniques helped Rishabh to Stand as the star of the team. All his joy, confidence got crashed down when Rita, one of his classmates turned down his proposal who always supported him as his best friend, though he knows the reason but he never expected her to mention it as the only reason to deny his proposal. He was shattered, broken not because of the Denial but NOW his disability has become a hindrance to his LOVE.
He buried the hatchet and tried to move on . He never has any feelings towards any girl and was happy with his life until TRISHNA entered in his life The girl is so perfect in everything. She never looked at him like others, infact she never bothered to show pity or something, always treated him normally which attracted him towards her but yet again, his unhealed scars didn't allow him to turn his admiration to some other emotion but her confession made him to lite the candle of hope yet again. And then he was the happiest man to get married to her , his happiness got doubled when his Rishu got married to Madhu, her sister and he knows that Rishu is madly in love with her, Whenever they used bring Madhu's name during any discussion, he never failed to recognize the twinkle in his eyes. He was so happy as everything is falling in place and his parents are happy too.
But then again , he is man with desires but TRishna never showed any reciprocation to his feelings and advances. Initially he thought she is not ready and needs time .But her behavior towards him , like she used to sleep at the farthest end of the bed, never made any attempts to bring coffee or have some private time with in office, no romantic gestures and was always careful enough not to touch him or be lose with him. He started feeling awkward to be in a room with his own wife, he was surprised to see the change in her post marriage. One day he proposed her for Dinner as he booked a honeymoon suit in one of the best hotels in town for their beautiful night, she didn't deny but at the same time didn't turn up on time but sent a message that she is going to meet her mom due to some personal emergency. He still remembered how hurt he was, because all he did was to stare at his s decorated room with scented candles, a bottle of champagne, beautifully decorated room
With these thoughts, he just picked up a small box from his pocket which has a beautiful platinum ring with infinity symbol which he wanted to present to TRishna as a promise ring to be there with her all throughout but his promise is also been melted like those candles the other day. He sighed, to accept this t again and again that, happiness can't be with him, infact it hates him to such an extent that it even ruined his brother's life too. Yes, he heard how Rishabh broke his strings with madhu the very next moment . RIshabh his not only brother but his everything, he remembered how Rishabh rushed to Rudr to console him, the way he didn't even leave his side for a second and how he proposed for their Business trip to UK by faking an emergency as he wants Rudr to be out of this. Rudr failed in every attempt to make Rishabh realize that Madhu is his love and wife. Trishna and his broken relationship has nothing to do with his relationship but Rishabh concluded the discussion immediately by stating that, he can never forget the betrayal, Rudr couldn't argue more because he know that it is the truth. Both the sisters knew everything but still they played with their emotions. He closed his eyes to wish for a happy life with Trishna but immediately dismissed the thoughts when he realized that, he is again asking for Happiness. He sighed and opened the door slowly to see his family with worried faces, he hugged his mother and smiled a little to hide his pain , but by looking at other two he realized he can't hide his pain from his family.
Madhu's POV:
"I hate you Madhubala these words are ringing in her ear again and again, the hatred, pain that she witnessed in his eyes is killing her badly. She recollected how she broke his heart many a times by living in her shell, he was very supportive all throughout. He accepted to her proposal to separate legally as well, never tried to show his authority as a husband. He always treated her with dignity but she gave him pain. The way this whole situation turned her life upside down and her Rishu who never hated her inspite of her denial to his love now hates her to such an extent that, its been almost two weeks but there is no sign of him anywhere. She closed her eyes and the flashes of his beautiful smile, his love declaration and his happiness to her small gestures made her smile amidst her tears. A loud sob escaped from her mouth the moment she realized that "LOVE is not her thing, because the moment she is in love , she will be left alone , all alone because she is not fit for LOVE.
Trishna's POV:
"I love you Trishna
"You are one of the best thing that happened in my life "
"I owe you so much because you took my hand when I was in need of that someone ...
"Mrs.Trishna Kundra , will you join me for Dinner toni8
"T..that is fine Trishna, I know you must be tired . Will plan for dinner again...no worries "
"Why are you doing this Trishna..you always say No to my attempts to get close to you. Am I that bad or you are finding it hard to be with me because I am ..disabled
"Trishna ..tell me what is bothering you
" I love Mukund ..
She closed her eyes with loud sobs, the heart break and the pain of betrayal that his eyes showed at that instance killed her and she just barged out of the room as his this shattered state is something that she don't want to witness. That is the reason why, she was always hesitant to reveal things to him, his trust, love and care are making her weak but she promised to be his , so she can't fall weak that is the reason why she maintained her distance from him, her husband. It killed her for betraying this innocent soul but she took that step as for he sister but she was so blinded by her sister's love that it took her sometime to realize the damage , she is gng to break the heart of the most purest soul and a true gentleman. Every girl's wish is this man, as she always considered him as someone special among common people. He has this confidence and aura that most of the fittest people lack in. He is the epitome of intelligence and smartness, how can one not fall for this gem of a person. Her heart swelled when people used to address her as his wife, Rudr Kundra's wife but the truth is , she is not worth of it.She loved MUkund, her college mate. When she shared her plan with Mukund, he was worried and tried to persuade her but her stubbornness won , he kept quite. He was skeptical about her divorce as he knows that Rudr is being used as Pawn but his attempts to make her understand the intensity of situation were failed and he is just waiting for her like a true lover. He even tried to explain to her post marriage that ,he is oke if she chooses Rudr over him as now she is legally married but Trishna being adamant yet again , sushed him by promising to be his in all the ways.
P.S: Ignore the typos, the next chapter is up tomorrow .
Kyunki Saas Bhi Kabhi Bahu Thi 2
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