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Part 6
RKs pov.
Shwetas words affected me a great deal.I was forced to think about everything from start especially about madhu.I know she is in guilt of hurting me, she regrets it every inch of it but still I m not able to believe her fully. A part of me respects her love for her sister n even understands the punishment she wanted to give to the culprit but the other part who loved her n still loves her feels broken n shattered. I have never felt so vulnerable in my life as much as I feel now. Shweta said to see her in new light n not to compare her present actions with past ones but whenever I try to do that all I hear is her hateful words that night. I m not able to comprehend anything and top of that with this paralysis it's making it all the more difficult to forget the past. Whenever she comes infront of me I feel the nest moment she might say i hate you to me so her I love you doesn't event affect me. I dnt want to hurt her that is y i decided to be quiet n just observe her. But seems it's my destiny that she would have to cross my paths everytime.
To take the first step forward I tried to change my ways with her. I called her by her name, asked her to do things for me n then even wore the clothes she took out. Only I know how much difficult it is to accept her doing things for me when I didn't wanted to face her like ever.not because I hate her but because I dnt want her to see the vulnerable man inside me who was deeply hurt by her. I saw that she was happy with my changing ways towards her so I teased her a lil bit n she gave me more shocking reply which bought a lil smile on my face that she thought about Us in her dream. And then when she fell in my lap n our lips touched accidently my body stiffened suddenly. If it would have been earlier than I would have been the happiest man but now I felt nothing it seems my heart has stopped taking in any romantic feeling for her and I m like a statue with no thing affecting me.
Shwetas voice bought us out of our trance n after some chit chat she dragged me outside. Madhu looked lil worked up but I didn't gave it much thought because I had more important thing to ask my this over bubbly friend. I was glaring at her throughout the drive n finally sensing my glare she answered "Stop glaring man, it's creepy ". "Why did you do that "? I asked finally not able to control myself and she smiled at me cheekily.
"Stop smiling n answer me "
"Well I was checking a theory ".
"What theory? "at times I really can't understand her.
"See in business we have marketing n finance theories n just like that in romance n love we have jealousy theory " she replied n i looked at her confused not understanding what exactly she was implying.
"God you are really dumbo handsome. Didnt you saw how your wife was throwing daggers at me when I called you handsome n when I said we r going on movie date, she is jealous of me. "
"Firstly I m not dumbo n secondly why would she be jealous of you "i asked.
"Handsome you are sure you r not dumbo because just now you asked me more dumbest question " she replied grinning n i ran down my hands in my hair getting frustrated giving her a murderous glare.
"uff!! Okay let me explain see what I call you handsome right "
"You call it generally "i replied not finding it a big deal.
"yeah but she doesn't know this na, she thinks that I m flirting with her husband more or less like planning to snatch you away from her so she got jealous n it just shows you that this time she is truely in love with you n she ll give a fight to anyone who comes to snatch you from her because no women can bear any other women calling her husband handsome infront of them ".
She explained n i nodded.
"And she would get worked up everytime I m with you because she ll think we r having fun time but in real we would be having your sessions as I could see the fire in her to win you back so instead of wasting a day i thought to start from today only so that the more sooner you forget your fears the more sooner you ll be able to accept her ", she completed n i nodded understanding what she was trying to do.
She wants me to see madhus possessiveness over me, her fire to win my love n trust back.
At first if I thought that it would be difficult to do all this but now I think with madhus determination n shwetas guidance I might just get back to normal soon.
"By the way what about that f**ker ", n my body stiffened hearing this topic. How can I forget that bcoz of him I m in this condition.
"I already hired a detective long back a year maybe to track him he had finally track him down n it says that he is in Austria. Bittuji will go with the detective today n Austria police will help them to capture him n bring him to India as I can't go in this condition. I told trishna too n she was really happy. N yes from today evening she ll come to you for her sessions. I feel more than me she needs your help so help her " i completed n saw her staring at me with a smile.
"You are really amazing buddy I m so proud of you that you think of everyone so much I hope you get all the happiness of this world because you deserve it more than anyone else ". She replied n got out of the car as we have already reached her office.
She started with the procedure n with every question I was going through all the pain once again. It felt someone was stabbing me again and again but I had to do this. I can't be weak now. By the end of session everything in her cabin was broken n i sat there like a statue with blood shot red eyes. This was just the beginning there was more to it if I had to move on.
Madhus pov.
It has been quite sometime since rk left with her n i feel like I cant breathe. God I hate that girl for taking away my husband from me but I can't show it to anyone otherwise I ll loose rk again. I have to act smart if I want to win my husband back. I can't let ms. Londonnaire to take him away. Doesn't she have any self respect flirting with a married man. "Stop thinking about her madhu " i chided myself for millionth time.
I quickly packed rks lunch n left to his office as it was past his medicine time. I reached the office n after greeting trishna di as she had started working in marketing department of rks company I made my way towards his cabin.
I opened the door n the sight infront of me shocked me to core n i stood rooted to the ground not able to take a step forward.
So shweta is playing with madhu to make rk see her love but madhu is taking it all wrong.
So what do you all think she saw? Any guesses.
P.s :_I m not going to explain the sessions because it will be really painful n this story already has lot of pain.
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