You guys will be surprised to know i dnt know a word of psychology. I m not a psychology student lol but its just when you go through tough times in life you automatically understand the human brain n same happened with me. N one more thing this is my dream concept. I have it in my mind since I wrote my first Os but as it requires full attention n heavy dialogues I m writing it now because I feel I won't disappoint you n i could provide justice to the characters. Hope you feel the same. Thanxx for commenting on prev. Part. Dedicated to my twinnie sudha di bcoz she guessed something right. I hope you know what twinsy.
Part 5
Madhus pov.
Yesterday's evening had been really hectic as Rks best friend visited us for dinner. Maa wanted everything to be perfect as shweta was like a daughter to her. She told me that she always wanted her as her dil as shweta was in love with rk but rk never considered her more so on mutual understanding the matter was called off but their friendship never changed but she is also glad that I married rk when he was going through worst phase. Only if she knew that it was me who was responsible for all this mess.
I really felt jealous of shweta bcoz of her confidence n how she could make my rk smile. I so wanted him to smile when I say something when I cook for him but arghh who am I to blame no one but myself. And what troubled me more was that shweta loved rk, although I know my rk only loves me no matter how much angry he is at me but I know he ll never love anyone but how do I ignore these insecurities n emotions. I think I ll go mad if I won't hear rks voice now. He has been unusually quite since yesterday when he returned home after meeting shweta. I hope he is not planning to divorce me otherwise I ll really die. I know i dnt deserve forgiveness but I can't live without him. If he wants he can torture me but just I dnt want him to leave me forever.
While I was lost in thoughts I heard the beep of microwave indicating that the food was heated.
I settled the food in tray n walked in our room to see rk sitting on bed lost in thoughts. So i tried to lighten the atmosphere n in chirpy voice said "wow did the sun rise from wrong direction today my sexy husband is awake on his own ". I hoped that he would give me a cold glare or something but he just looked blankly. I put his breakfast infront of him n asked him to eat. He put the food absent mindedly in his mouth n got his tongue burned n winced n it felt as if I was in pain. "Ahh madhu how many times have I told u to not give me so hot food ".I gaped at him unable to believe that he called me madhu from the time he agreed to marry me it has been ms. Madhubala, Ms. Mallik nothing more or nothing less n today he just took my name. My tears started flowing in happiness hearing my name from his mouth. It sounded so perfect. Only rks madhu.
"Now give me something sweet to eat n water too "he said in a childish way n i looked at him shocked again. Rk was asking me to do something for him. Today is really the best day of my life. I quickly gave him water n went to bring some sweet so that he ll feel better. After sometime he resumed eating his breakfast n i sat infront of him staring at him. As if sensing my gaze on him he stopped eating n looked up to only meet my eyes.
We stared at each other not even blinking. It seemed the world had stopped n just we two were there. His piercing gaze was doing the things that I never thought would happen to me. In that moment I realised how much I love this man.
In my mind I said "just once believe me I promise to never let you down ", As if sensing my question he looked away n started to shift on his wheel chair. I couldn't even help him because he is afraid to even let me touch him.
I just wish I could take away all the fears away from him.
I took out his clothes, wallet n shoes knowing fully well that he isn't going to wear them. It was the routine I would take out his things but he ll just wear his choice. I sneaked out of our room making sure that he doesn't want any thing in washroom.
After few minutes he came out of our room n my eyes widen in shock. "Am I dreaming " n looking at him my steps moved automatically towards him n i stood infront of him, n he looked quizzically at me n happy tears flowed through my eyes.
"Why are you opening your water tank today in every few minutes".
"Pinch me" i asked absent mindedly putting my saree Pallu on my arm so that he won't have to touch me directly. He gave me a glare n i pleaded with my eyes. Sighing he pinched n i screamed in pain "Ahh".
"Serves you right when you ask me to do things out of blue, mind telling me which wall of this house did you hit your head with today morning that you are behaving like basket case "he asked raising his brows.
"Do you really want to know" n he gave me a "Are you for real look ". "Well I hit my head on you " i replied n blushed. "huh when the hell did you hit me" "in my dream,when we were.. Umm you know wat " I replied sheepishly n he looked away as if sensing what I meant but I could see a ghost of smile appearing on the side of his mouth. I finally made him smile ohh God I can't believe it.
"I m getting late I ll go "n he started to drag his wheel chair but my saree Pallu got struck in it n with sudden force I landed up on his lap with our lips touching for a second n the world stopped there n then for us.He did flinched at our body contact but didn't move as if we were under some spell.
Rk was staring at me as if reading my soul n i looked away blushing. The touch of his lips still lingered in my heart n mind. I so wish it was a real kiss n not just accidental one. We both were lost in our thoughts not able to leave each other that we didn't even noticed shweta chuckling infront of us.
"Wow that was one he'll of a romance ",she commented n i quickly got up from rks lap.
"You are not hurt right "i asked him worrying that I might have hurt him. "no I didn't fell a thing ",he replied sadly n i nodded.
"What are you doing here "rk asked shweta.
"Well can't I come to meet my best friend "she said sitting down on her knees to come upto his level. Rk stared at her for sometime n smirked
"car or debit card", she gaped at him n smiled curtly "both ". "handsome how do you always get to know what I want ".
"handsome?what the hell she is flirting with my husband infront of me did she forgot I m standing here? "
They both started talking about random things completely forgetting about me so I cleared my throat to make them aware of my presence.
"Hey you ok? "She asked me n i looked at rk who was also staring at me so I quickly nodded n asked her for any refreshment. But her reply just made me more shocked. "Let's go man I dnt want to miss Tom Cruise awesome entry"she replied n dragged rks chair out of our house n i stood there rooted to ground.
"Did she just took my husband away from me that too for a movie date "?
"no I ll never let that happen rk was, is, n will be mine. ONLY MADHUBALA RISHABH KUNDRA HAS RIGHT ON RISHABH KUNDRA. "
So a accidental kiss n two eyelocks in a day.
So what do you think is shwetas plan n what will madhu do.
Note:_ madhu doesn't know that shweta is counselor bcoz till now the topic isn't bought infront of her so she ll assume her to be rks lover only which will make things more interesting.
Edited by Love-Blossoms - 10 years ago
