Loved and hated today's episode in equal measure. Since the un-wedding drama, I have been very quite on this thread. Mainly because I have been in Madhubala's POV mode rather than RKs. Today's episode in the long time was a mirror to what both think and feel.
Madhu is in love….it was the same love she felt when she replayed Darmiyaan song. But she is hurt…much more hurt. She tries to explain to RK, she does "I can never forget and if I have to forget, I have to forget you. No. Never"
But as usual when did RK think about her. He thinks about him loosing her and gets her home by force.
"You are not coming, I am taking you."
RKs kiss on her hand. It reminded me of a Nana Patekar movie where he loves Manisha Koirala to madness. It was creepy and almost evil. As a girl, I squirmed and hated the whole car scene.
RKs each and every dialogue was awesome. It showed his love, his denial, his hurt and most of all his ego.
"Batmizi….ghatiya…but style" – Sikki said it all.
Two things after that stood out for me personally.
Deepali's question "What did you do?" I felt it was more of a question from society rather than Deepali only. It is always girl's fault. When he left her, she was a use and throw thing. When he got her back, she must have done something to attract his attention. Very demeaning and fact is that RK has made joke of Madhu's dignity in public.
And then the most poignant part "It was a nok jhok" Madhu's reaction was so painful. It was almost like he has no idea or inkling of her pain…her hurt. She stared at him and he stared down in equal measure in his ego.
Yes he may want her…he may need her but his ego will not let him accept that he love her.
Before that statement she was struggling but after that statement, she just wanted to run away in earnest. He has no respect for her feelings.
Precap – Madhu sees him hurting himself and confesses. Well it is truth and glimpse of that truth has been shown lot of times. But what RK need to understand is that she may love him but will probably not trust him. I think she will stay back for his life…
majboor apne dil se mein bhi hoon…kya karoon….
yeh mera ishq…mera junoon.