i know i got use to madhu whilst she was here we did have some special connections, i felt her i still feel her it must be her blood running in my veins i have made the right decision i wanted madhu to suffer i still remember those slaps today how could she have slapped me, she was never interested in me she thought i was arrogant, selfish childish and egotistic but somewhere in my revenge plan we connected i dont know when n how but we connected, we laughed we cried we felt each others pain. Dipali use to affect me but now she has nothing over me but one person is affecting me n she is gone i am in pain so is she how do i live without her how do i live without madhu who taught me laugh to live i want her back i need her i love her.