Seems like I have nothing better to do. I need to start my next FF. Let me get over with this one. 😆😉
Chapter 3: Don't Forget
Did you forget
That I was even alive
Did you forget
Everything we ever had
Did you forget
Did you forget
About me
Shabd woke up to a room both strange and familiar. This wasn't his room, because he was on a couch, and there were a lot of books spread out on the floor.
The door slowly opened, and his sister's head appeared. Kamya. She saw he was awake, and hurried in. "Hi.", she whispered. "You okay?"
Shabd tried to sit up, but his entire body was too heavy to move. He squeezed his eyes shut, only to find pain in his head. "I guess. What happened?"
Kamya hesitated for a moment. "Jeet and Soni found you at her grave. It looked like you . . . you cried yourself to sleep."
Did you regret
Ever standing by my side
Did you forget
What we were feeling inside
Now I'm left to forget
About us
His face flushed hearing this. "Oh, man."
"I'm glad you are finally letting yourself grieve." Kamya said bluntly. "I was beginning to worry. We all are. Taya-Tayi Ji, Jeet, Soni, Raji ... We all care about you, Bhai."
After a minute, she said, "You need to let her go, Shabd ... I ..."
He blinked at her in amazement. "What do you mean by that?"
"You are forgetting something. I'm your sister. You loved her."
Did everyone know? Except ...
"Love her." It flew from his mouth before he could stop it. "H-How long have you known?"
"When I first brought her home and you two hit it off, that's all is was. Friendship." Kamya sighed. "I think it was couple of years later, when she came back for the summer after her first year at University in London, that I thought ... I thought you two might be building up to something more. I was happy. Glad, actually. After all, Mahi was my best-friend too. I tried to ask her. Then she told me she was marrying Angad. When she told us, I knew at that moment ... you loved her.", she explained.
But somewhere we went wrong
We were once so strong
Our love is like a song
You can't forget it
"Mahi didn't tell me anything, but I knew she loved you too after you and Suhani . . ."
"WHAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!" Shabd cried. Then he laughed. He couldn't believe what he had just heard. "She didn't love me, Kamya. How could she? She never . . ."
"Did you ever tell her?", she asked.
Did you tell her?
Those four words triggered his grief and guilt, and he once more began to cry. This time, however, his sister was there to console him.
So now I guess
This is where we have to stand
Did you regret
Ever holding my hand
Never again
Please don't forget
Don't forget
We had it all
We were just about to fall
Even more in love
Than we were before
I won't forget
I won't forget
About us
(Song by Demi Lovato)
Edited by Mahi-lover - 16 years ago