'Ek berang zindagi sahab ke naam' conclude p95 - Page 39

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aw thank you very much for commenting..will try to update by the end of today...thanks again.

note for my readers thank you very much for your lovely comments have replied to them on p48. Here is the update sorry for any mistakes..do tell me what you think in the end!

Darkness fills Patil Nwas…as midnight is approached..nakusha sits in wait of dutta..feelling the growing depression of keeping her self away from dutta..nakushas upset fills the air with a certain dullness.

Sitting in the corner of patil niwas on looking the entrance..nakusha waits for dutta..continually glancing now and again hoping to see him…she has a certain photograph of dutta that keeps her company.

She felt distanced from him..even though they were in the same space she couldn't be with him and that hurt. Brushing her hands over that photograph of her husband..nakusha hoped that this incident would come to a close..yet she couldn't put an end to it as it was on duttas wishes that she would not come before him. little did nakusha know that her wait was over.

Dutta and baaji…walked into the entrance of patil niwas. Dutta having hurt his shoulder..his expression was a little strained with pain…but that was all irrelevant when his eyes fell upon nakusha who sat in wait for him.

Nakusha sitting crouched in one corner of the lounge close to the entrance.. dutta overlooked nakusha from a distance and noticed the way she forcused on what looked like a photograph to hand. Dutta didn't intruppt her…he was ever so silent and preferred to simply on look. Make out what was going on before reacting…and even though in some pain, dutta carried immense patience even when baaji pestered him for his own good.

Stopping at duttas side, Baaji is more concerned with duttas wound and prompts him hasty. Bhau aap behto..mein davayi le ke aata hai. baaji like always was reactive, but dutta like to take things more relaxed. He felt pain yet he was in no rush to end it. dutta was more interested in easing nakushas pain. Helping her out of this sorrow he had created for her. duttas eyes shadowed nakusha without pause..he tried to make out what she was thinking..what she was feeling and like usual dutta knew exactly what naksuha was thinking..was feeling.

Stopping baaji before he rushes to leave…"Baaji .. khana le ke aa.." baji nodds in confirmation and answers in his own trademark style…"ho bhau abhi aaya."

As baaji takes quick leave for a few minuets dutta watches over naksuha carefully walking into the house..he walks past Nakusha silently and his footsteps get nakusha's attention. Those footsteps were familiar, that feeling was farmilar..looking up from her distressed trance..nakusha caught glance of dutta who walked past her and a feeling of comfort filled her within. He was home, he was safe.. Nakusha watched him walk Out into the open..garden area of the Patil niwas, taking a seat on the wooden swing. The way in which he sat down..flexing his neck in strain slightly a little discomfort to his expression was visible. Dutta as ever dealt with his pain without any..fuss. he had purposely took a seat here for he knew Nakusha would approach and she did.

Seeing dutta..be seated at the distance from where she sat…nakusha looked around Patil Niwas in hope of seeing a maid who could attend to him yet this time at night there was no one. A little hesitant to come before him..naku..hid her expression and approached very silently. Carrying a glass of water in her hands she stopped..before him diverting her expression, holding out the glass of water..for him to take.. she sounded her words ever so silently "sahab paani.." and dutta..turned to look at nakusha with with great comfort to his expression. She was always able to ease all pain ..with simply her presence and she had done the same today. The way in which nakusha..covered her face pulling her saari material in front of it reminded dutta of his harsh words..and sunk that feeling of love..a little to the back of his mind. The way he looked at ..her, the deepness In those eyes of his nakusha could feel yet she was devoted to his orders. He had ordered her not to come before him…and she would fulfill this out of respect. Dutta takes the glass of water from nakusha. Drinking from it..his attention is a little, drawn from nakusha in terms of eyesight yet ..as he finishes his intake of water dutta feels…nakushas touch upon his shoes. Looking down..towards his feet..dutta saw ..nakusha..at floor level. helping dutta out of his shoes he knew…it was a gesture of care, gesture of devotion..gesture of respect but dutta in normal circumstances would have not allowed her to do this yet …he didn't want to stop her..for it would be another element that distanced her from him and that dutta didn't want. He said nothing…simply watched with silence and noticed the way in which nakushas every action was always selfless. Everything she did was for him, everything devoted to him without a question but this time around this selfless-ness of nakushas was causing her pain.

Nakusha pulls away..in a standing posture in-front of dutta., dutta puts down the glass of water to his side looks on at nakusha who stands a little to her side to avoid looking at him and before he could put anywords together baaji approaches balancing that plate of food in one hand…and in the other hand he carries a first aid kit.

Putting down the plate of food at duttas side, baaji reminds dutta of dressing his wound which gets nakushas attention. The mention of wound..sent an alarming worry through naku. The thought of dutta being hurt..she couldn't bare. But the moment didn't allow for nakusha to express her worry.

Dutta had spoken…nakusha would see to his wound and baaji was free to leave.

"Tu aaram kar baaji..nakusha mere ghaon dekhlegi." Baaji as ever was happy to follow duttas intructions and left but nakusha was surprised that dutta would want her presence. A little wary of ..the moment..nakusha stands in silence. When she feels duttas is simply waiting for her to dress his wounds she begins taking soft steps…she intended to walk around dutta..and clean his wounds from the back yet, dutta did not allow her to move more than two steps. His words were firm..

"rukh…" and nakusha stopped.. under that covered expression of hers nakusha ..could hear a very sharp..tone to duttas voice. He was in no mood for ..any time of questioning..and she listened silently to what he had to say.

Nakusha stops in her steps and waits for dutta to command.. he calls nakusha closer.

"Idhar aa.." and she silently takes a couple of steps and stands before him, still covering her face…not looking towards him ..dutta watches nakusha..with a certain intention to his words.."Muje dekh. "

There is a pause here from nakusha..she was left bewildered at what dutta was asking of her ..for he had ordered her to not come before him now his words contradicted. When dutta so no response to his words..the firmness in his words deepened.

Nakusha hesitated..dutta waited for naku to look towards him with nakushas hidden presence dutta knew that there was tears in those eyes she hid and to comfort them..and to make clear that this was his final say on the matter..dutta rose from his seat..stepping closer to nakusha..he looked down at her. The same intensity of love in his eyes that would never see end looked down at her. but there was more to this moment than just dominance from dutta. He was aware that..his words had the power to hurt her yet they also had the ability to correct his wrong doings. Although duttas words were overpowering his eyes carried immense love, concern and even regret for hurting nakusha. Bringing his hands to her expression ..dutta lifted her lowered face and with one hand...nakusha eyes looked up at dutta with such innocence. Dutta rubbed away the tear droplets that made there way past the cups of nakushas eyes..and moving over her gently he placed a kiss on her forehead.

Pulling away from nakusha..softly..dutta looks down at nakusha… and before he can add any words..the clock within the inner lounge of Patil niwas trikes one AM.

Taking a glance towards it dutta realizes how late it was ..and looking down at a rather weak and timid looking figure in naku..he questions her.

tu ne Khana khayay..?, dutta already new the answer to this..she wouldn't eat before his return..

Nakusha nodds a "no" passively without looking up at him and dutta prompts her ..to take a seat next to him.. nakusha does a dutta asks and takes a seat silently on the wooden faced swing.. dutta..sits next to her puts that plate of food baaji had bought by her side and his eyes point to it.

But nakusha doesn't eat.. dutta takes a look to his side..and sees nakusha sitting there..yet she would not touch the food.

Dutta looks at nakusha with question..a part of his expression demands that she eats like he has asked her to and the other is of a more concerned persona..that just cares for her health. Dutta doesn't say anything yet the way in which he looks at her is enough

with a pause..without looking into those eyes of his nakusha tells him of her reasoning..

"Jab aapne nahin khayay..toe mein kaise kha sakti hai." dutta forgetting that nakusha was accustomed to only eating after he had eaten …in response…he reached into the plate breaking a piece of roti..taking with it some daal..dutta eats that one bite in reply of nakushas reasoning. A little surprised at the way dutta had done..so nakusha beggins to feel the warmth of duttas comfort..all of what he had done showed his affection. Maybe in a more stern way yet the feelings he had for her..and how much he cared for her..was as ever visible. Dutta fed nakusha with his hands yet in doing so putting strain on the arm that was hurt..showed on duttas expression and as always nakusha reacted with concern.

"Sahab…!" Putting her hand over duttas hurt shoulder.. the concern on nakushas face was immense… "Chot aapko lagi hai aur aap mere asoon poch rahe ho."

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As nakusha..fills duttas wounds..with medication..putting ointment onto cottonwool..nakusha stands behind..dutta..who remains seated on that..swing..and care fully as not to hurt dutta .applies the medication. It seems as if nakusha feels more pain seeing dutta this way than dutta himself for he is extremely in control of himself. Not as much as a twinge to his expression. Nakusha goes on to bandage the heavy wound ..and dutta..goes on to speak of something he had long noticed but never said.

"Nakusha.." concentrating on her task..nakusha still manages to reply with a little delay.. "ji sahab.." listening to the way nakusha replied with the turm..sahab.. something about her tone..and the way she referred to him momentarily pit a smile on duttas face.

"Kya tu mujse dardi hai?.. there is a soft pause as dutta adds to his words…".hamari shaadhi se phele bhi ek baar tune muje kaha tha ke tu mujse nahin dardi lekin…shaadhi hone ke baad meine dekhna hai ke shayad waoh..ladki jo muje karara javab deti thi kahi kho gayi hai."

The way in which dutta talks of nakusha..before there marriage provides a feeling of warmth for nakusha..to know that he had not forgotten that koyal avatar of hers was something important to nakusha. She understood what he was trying to touch upon yet..she couldn't really explain her reasoning to him. she hadn't changed..it was just that the world around them had changed a little that's all.

"Aisa nahin hai sahab…mein abhi wohi nakusha hu..lekin.."

"Lekin kya..?" dutta wanted to know what the reason behind nakusha change in character was.. but nakus reply wasn't quite elabrote enough for dutta.

"Mein ab aapki patni hai.." was nakushas initial reply… as nakusha finished taping up dutta wound she put all medication back into the first aid box closed it.. over looking dutta from the back she replied to his words with the same wiseness as ever..

"Mein aapse darti nahin sahab, aap ki isaat karti hain .kuch bole se phele nakusha doe baar sochti hai. hah yey satch hai ke aap ke ghuze se nakusha ko daar lagta."

as nakusha completes her task in hand..she beggins to turn away to leave..yet she feels a grasp at her wrist and turning around…

duttas eyes..look intensity into her..

"mere ghuse se dar lagta hai..?"

Nakusha nodds..a little wary of duttas closeness she begins to feel her nerves rattle..

"aage se khyal rakhunga.. "-dutta's eyes smile at nakusha..and feeling a rather comforting gaze upon her..nakusha..finally creases a smile on her lips..which is contatious and leaves dutta smiling too.

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Next morning at patil house breakfast table.. morning breakfast time comes to an end and the only three people that are left at the table are Aayi sahab, Nakusha and Kishore.

Finishing off her breakfast..nakusha as per usual cares more of her task and deffers from getting involved in conversation yet this conversation was something different. she didn't intend to listen in yet..she couldn't help but be shocked by the conversation.

Kishore: "aayi sahab…aaj bhau nahin dekhayay de raheh hai.?" As far as nakusha knew dutta was engrossed in bussniess matters yet what she heard from Aayi sahab sounded very different. Aayi sahab concentrating more on her food replies… "hah waoh subha..se un ladkion ko interview le raha hai.", laughing a little amused..kishore gives a witty reply..

"bitchari daar jayeygi aayi sahab.. "aayi gave kishore a glare and smiled for she knew it was true. Dutta could be intimidating the best of times.

Both kishore and aayi seemed to know what they were talking about yet Nakusha was confused.. what girls..she looked at them both bewildered and Kishore explained…

"Woah kya hai naa naku.. bhau is ghar ke leighyey…bahu dhoond raha hai. mere matlab ke bhau tuje bhohot pyaar karta lekin.. aisi bhi toe koi chahiyey naa jo uspein chai ka cup na girayey..! "

Kishore laughed at his own joke yet nakusha was left in doubt was he really joking or was there some truth to this.. Nakusha didn't like the anticipation and thought of this and at once wanted this menacing thought to end.

The only excuse she could think of was..chai. looking towards aayi..nakusha makes a quick exzuse.

"Aayi sahab.. mein sahab ke leighyey chai le ke jaati hai.", aayi looked up from her breakfast and smiled. "jaa."

But as nakusha gets up all the while thinking on kishores and aayis words..she is about to turn away to head for the kitchen..and kishore adds one last.

Comment..

"Naku…sambhal ke..is baar chai ka cup mat girana.." nakusha gave kishore a look of annoyance and as nakusha left both aayi sahab and kishore..broke into soft laughter. Thy both knew that teasing her in this way was maybe a little unfair but it was amusing.

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