Originally posted by: prettywoman
hey niki.. so good to read ur post.. tu itna jhakaas episode dekhne ne baad bhi reconnect nahi hui or is it just a writer's block.. i hope it is the latter!
[DD] Today, I did have the writers block but only for LTL...thats the thing Vandu....I am not feeling the same gush of feelings for LTL, the way I did before...And I totally agree, today was one awesome episdoe after a long time.....I have been watching the 2nd sept episode this week a lot...and dude....tht episode still moves me but as soon as I am off tht episode, I go off...somethign is wrong...I dnt know if it was the wedding but something is...and after todays episode, this has started hurting me because today was indeed beautiful...I think I will take this break...I need it....😭😭
both the scenes are awesome and how they have picturised it is also so well..only dutta notices the blood oozing out of her wound and cant believe he has fallen so low that he hit her and she bleeding when he should e looking after her.. today hubby was watching footie, so had to watch recorded epi which was good as i could cry unabashedly yaar.. i tried hard not to cry, but as soon as he says ' ab dekhti hi rahegi ya khaana bhi degi, my tears could not stop niki.. it was such a relief to see old dutta back, our dutta back.. and from then on, it was just an emotional rollercoater for me.. i have to add that the way camera panned onto how he was sat with legs sprawled out in front was just wow.. such a genuinely well lit scene.. and the way he says, ajeeb hai, jab bhi tere haath se khaata hoon, tabhi mera pet bharta hain.. bol ki tabhi tera man bharta hain gadhe! and she immediately remmebrs the times he has fed her and when also felt so full when he has fed her.. it was superb the way MR says ki itna gussa tha aur tujhe maara.. the way he says itna gussa tha was almost like he was angry at himself for being that angry on nakku.. very well portrayed by MR and then he notices the blood on nakku's forehead and remembers when he had puched her outside the room.. truly awesome.. bewda hai ek number ka, but sab kuch yaad rehta hai usko!!
[DD] Vandu, u have written so well and thats what I was saying, I will satisfy myself by reading the everyone's version of the episode....
Dutta was the same old Dutta...His sunconscious was prominent today and he just translated his feelings to the past few incidents and regretted them big time...whether the prominence would remain when he comes back to his sense is somthing we need to see but the fact is tht he has more or less healed his inner self....It just needs to sync with his mind, and exterior self....He has proved that he cannot stay without her..she quenches his eternal thirst and satisfies his forever hunger!!!......He just cant do away with her!!!
and then again the line that tore my heeart was.. ' pan tu khush nahi hain'.. oh man, he realises this fact and acknowldeges it and is concerned about it too.. buddy, it is in ur hands only, the solution is in ur hands.. she wants nothing else but you and u being happy.. ab dheere dheere usko samajh aa rahi hain yeh baat.. esp when he looks at her so heartbreakingly in the kitchen and says ki teri galti toh nahi thi na.. he is no way justifying his act and i loved the way he apologised without saying i am sorry, but more with actions than words.. very much a true couple.. he would have en=mbarrased nakku to the core if he had actually spelt out his sorry, but this way was the best.. to show his repentence in front of her and trying to punish himself..
[DD] two things here Vandu.....
1. On the tu khush nahi hai part....It was beautiful....The irony of that sentence was that he knows he is responsible....he knows that he wanted to and subconsciously still wants to make her the happiest woman in the world, but he still cant....He seemed so helpless then....Its in his hands and yet he is helpless! thats what i loved about that line...
2. On the part where he says - "Teri galti toh nahi thi na"...I was like Dude, u have closed everyone's mouth who were so protesting against the women violence....It was never an issue of women or men...It was the issue about who was wrong or right irrespective of any bodily form or gender!!!.....and when he realizes she wasnt wrong, he repented his slap!!!!
and finally, they doze off holding hands.. my fav part again.. hay bhagwan, i wanted a hand holding scene to cherish and it has been raining hand holding scenes for me! and this one was such a confortable, loving, secure way of holding hands all thru the night.. oh, i am getting goosebumps.. now cant wait to see dutta wake up and search for his nakku. of course without the sahara of daaru, he will not be in such a forthright state, but would be a treat to watch him subtely search for her, hai na.. kabhi kabhi lagta hain, bewda hi rahe toh achha hain!! just kidding as cant wait to see sober dutta realising nakku's worth and making it up to her and baaji big time.. arre, she should be the one who should be taken care of, esp after surgery, but here she is selflessly looking after him as always.. just wishing that day to come soon when he realises all this! bas now i will sleep with a content smile on my face :-)
[DD] I know...How much u have wanted hand holding and not wrist holding....
I somehow feel he shouldnt forget the last nights incident even if he has to fight with self for it...I mean, he wasnt in any state tht he wuld have to forget it.....
yeah...I was saying the same....If he forgets it, we will stick his bar with more alcohol and keep him24/7 bevdaa!!
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Meraa man kar raha hai, teri post chipkaa doon on my primary post!! This was much more beautiful! 😳
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