Hey Guyssssssssssssssssssss,
Today was beautiful....and Today's episode deserved an e-LS to its credit and I started pennign down too with extreme enthu but yet again realized that I have a mental block with LTL for some obscure reason and hence, I am somehow not able to capture the beautiful nuances of D&N love projected today. My writing did not do justice to this episode and hence, I erased it all. Although, there were two aspects that really touched me and I had to spotlight them-
1. Dutta visually absorbs the blood poring out of Naku's wound - When Dutta walks out of the Party, infuriation or humilation in public wasnt the reason, the reason was remorse and self retribution! Naku's monologue was successful in penetrating his heart but the catalyst for his walkout was the blood pouring from Naku's wound, and he knew that his culpable demeanour was accountable for this.
so, what did he do? He hurt himself because that's what he is...he can emote his feelings only through physical aggression, whether it was the impulsive slap on Naku or the self inflicted wound on his hand. He had to pay the penance for his wrong judgement and physically hurting one woman, he had vowed to never hurt, when all she was doing is- rising in love, his love! He could see her state of misery, understand that she wasnt happy in the life he had laid in front of her...and that killed him...Blood for Blood was his answer to his penance, even if it was his blood!
2. Naku leaves the room in the morning before he wakes up - When Naku wakes up in the morning, she recollects that one moment when Dutta and she were close for the first time, Yes! As Gori Naku, this was the first time - Dutta was famished and he looks upto her to yet again satiate him! He was hungry and even in his drunken state, he knew and felt that she was the only one who could satisfy his ravenousness.
But then Naku recollects the moment when she was kicked out of his room, after he came back to his senses. Hence, back to the present, she decides to walk out of the room before he wakes up because she didnt want to pin her hopes on the last night's incident. She knows now, that subconsciously, Dutta has not only blended Fair and Kali Naku but he has yet again started seeing her as an embodiment of love and sacrifice.
But was he ready to accept his subconscious feelings, when in senses? Naku wasnt sure and that's why she walks out!! We wait for tomorrow, we wait for Dutta to wake up! Would he remember his closeness to Naku?
BTW Guys! OMG!! Naku actually talks about "Saab ne apnaa haq jaataaya mujhe par" and how he is still connected to her!! Since last 2- days I have been squeaking from the rooftop that when Naku comes to ehr sense she would defn rub it on Kala that Saab ne haq jaataaya and would be happy that he expressed his love for her publicly......and she actuallys aid tht!! Yipeee!! No...No Yipee!...I should have spoken about how I would become the next Vampiric Companion to Damon. I would have been today sucking blood!!
Darn! Missed the deja Vu chance!!
Edit:
Guys...There was one more scene that I really liked...When Dutta aceepts that the only time he feels satiated is when she feeds him, the FBs that Naku has are the ones when Dutta had taken care of her...When he had the heart touching thought of bringing food for her, whether its in the state of fury (Jungle) or in love (when she fasted for him)...
Its amazing how the two only think about the love they have received from the other....I say - selfless form of love...Do I again hear - "Unconditional"?
Love,
DD
Edited by Dancingdoll - 14 years ago