Originally posted by: mussy.jamshed
I am writing this post with mixed feelings today. With FR coming closer, I am sad and angry at the same time. I have developed so much love for this character Nakusha, her innocence, turmoils, insecurities and love. I always felt Nakusha loves Dutta unconditionally but off late my inner self is not accepting the way she is doing these days.........
"The glue that holds all relationships together - including the relationship between the leader and the led is trust , and trust is based on integrity."
Now where is that integrity in Nakusha. Marriage date has been announced. Shopping spree has begun. She is shamelessly staring Dutta without any iota of guilt. She is downright honest person as she has been depicted this way. But Where is her conscientiousness?
Has she started taking Dutta love for granted. Does she thinks she is indispensable factor in his life. I felt completely dead yesterday when I saw her sharing eye lock with dutta and accepting jewelery sets from Aye Saheb. She could have said 'No'...........I want to share something with saab, without which this marriage cannot proceed. I am v sad at how her character is being tarnished by showing such things........
Now if she did not show any guts and courage to face the consequences , then I am đ¤˘. Though its quite late I want her to tell about herself to Dutta not any Kala , Lata or whatever.
When I despair, remember that all through history the way of truth and love has always won. There have been tyrants and murderers and for a time they seem invincible but in the end, they always fall -- think of it, ALWAYS. (Mahatma Ghandi )
I hope kalawati loses here, I just Hope, hope and hope.......Does Nakusha realize that truth always wins but denying truth is like a lie. is she lying to herself.
On the other hand, I sneak through some old episodes of LTL. Believe me they r so pure and
eternal. Nakusha I loved her completely. I saw the song " kaminay" which was played in the background. Scenes in the Jungle between D and N, their meeting in Anna's den, Dutta return after Heli crash n ignoring Nakusha.
I love Nakusha so much that I donot want to see her disgraced this time again. The poor girl has seen alot of turmoils in life, and faced hatred of Dutta as well. But if she loses to kalawati in terms of face revelation, I will be damn sad. She has shown so courage in accepting his hatred in all those times. But I can't see CV giving kala any opportunity to stop Nakusha attempts to salvage Dutta's Pride. Failing to speak truth at the right time might ruin dutta's pride because he feels she is innocent and fought with kala on account of insulting Nakusha.
I am feeling love and despair at the same time .........Nakusha please don't disappoint me here. We want to see you wounded but victorious. đł
"Love knows no limit to its endurance, no end to its trust, no fading of its hope; it can outlast anything. Love still stands when all else has fallen."
I hope Nakusha speaks First and Dutta understands her this time
Mussy, I took the bait....oh, it is so hard for me to resist declaring my deep feelings for Nakusha the Sherni, Nakusha the Brave...đđ
It's not lately that the character of Nakusha has been a disappointment. She's been disappointing for the past two months, with the story-dragging that proved to be one hell of a drag.
She disappointed ME at Anna's house. That WAS THE BREAK FOR ME. Many people have asked well, poor thing, what could she possibly do? She didn't want her secret to be revealed this way and Dutta to get so angry and do something dumb and dangerous in Anna's house that could possibly get him killed. Sorry, just ain't buying it! It was at that moment I knew Nakusha had a trace of that thing called "dishonesty"...yes, she was worried about Dutta in Anna's house, BUT SHE WAS WORRIED ABOUT SELF-PRESERVATION AND THE PRESERVATION OF THEIR RELATIONSHIP. She didn't want Dutta to hate her. It's understandable, but it is not acceptable.
Am I being harsh? Absolutely not! And here's why:
When Dutta came into the room and did not recognize her, she let him go searching in the house with its many armed guards, etc. SHE PUT HIM AT RISK. A dead Dutta is no good to anybody. By letting him walk out of that room, she made the decision that HER FEAR OF LOSING HIM and HIS LOVE took precedence over HER FEAR FOR HIS PHYSICAL SAFETY and LIFE.
What could she have done? I do empathize with her uncertainty. He would have blown a gasket, and could have done something stupid. Very likely...almost certain. BUT she should have been brave enough to say her truth, and tell him to get out of Anna's home. For his sake. But she chose not to.
After this point, little by little, I began to lose my respect for this character. It was pretty easy actually to do so, just see her standing there, unable to state her truth...of who she is, of her past, of her fears.
I'm sorry, but Nakusha the Sherni DIED a long time ago. Of course, she is a girl who is in love and will make decisions out of her fear of losing her love...her desire to be near him. I get that. I can't blame her for it. But the NATURE OF THE LIE was something that always hurt Dutta deeply...and did major, major damage to his psyche: beauty, lies, etc. And she continued regardless of this....
I hate the sight of her these days...I'm being honest here. I don't mean to offend anyone. I just get irritated...either she has had a psychological break with reality and forgotten that she is really NOT the dark Naku OR she feels like truth will come out, she doesn't have to do anything about it, and Dutta will come a-begging for her....
I'm going to get a lot of anger at this statement: BUT I THINK DUTTA IS TOOOOOO GOOD FOR NAKUSHA......He needs someone understanding and loving like her in his life, deserves it after so much pain, so I guess it's better than a cold witch of a girl.
No chappals, and other flying objects, please....đ
Edited by gp00 - 14 years ago