Chasmish gets the first insight of the (read "his") celebrity world, a tiff follows and bang he ends up walking away! Whoa!!! Intense chapter!!
All their real issues comes to the forefront - their difference in thinking, lack of expressing themselves to the other and emotions getting the better of them.
Kinda expected abhi to suggest the live in sooner - like maybe after their err., technically her graduation and the time she started her masters so totally not surprised when abhi suggested a live in when he exhausted all options (again keyword being "suggested") he didn't throw his usual tantrum but he respected her emotions and knowing her background only suggested when he was running out of alternatives to give her (he did ask chashmish to say no to wedding altogether, reveal about their relationship, and then only kinda suggested live in).. suggesting "live-in" was his form of commitment to chasmish that he will always be with her & true to her - no matter what - he is serious about them and their future - but abhi being abhi he didnt say this in not so many words..
Again so typically abhi - he was more of the touchy guy (in chashmish own words) from the beginning - he expressed his interest on her (missing her) by a peck on her cheeks (first time in his room), and the time at nikki's sis marriage he kissed her for the first time - he couldn't keep his hands off her even before they confessed, how can he do so now when they are deep in the relationship?
He has always revealed himself with his actions to her - his care & concern for her by selling his priced music instruments (for chasmish mom's heart attack), he respected her dream and figured out a way to achieve her dream of working with the prof, he always feeds her the last morsel saying she will get the best boyfriend, he throws a party to celebrate her masters/achievement and he surprises her with a cake on her birthday, he always expresses his love for her in his own ways... He never ever has voluntarily choosen words to convey his feelings, though he is outgoing/friendly carefree for the world he is way too reserved about himself - it was always chashmish questioning him and he answered her - she got to know that he lost his parents and had only dadi and a sister only when she told him he wouldn't understand what it is living without a dad - else I am not even sure if he would have ever brought that up --- until a situation needs it abhi never talks about himself - even their confession (she spoke more before and after confession - he jus told her he loved his chasmish and kissed her expressing his depth of love for her), he said his dadi has been asking him about marriage but only as a response to her question ---- however this nature of his is totally in contrast to prags who wants words to reassure herself - she is a prof so has to know in if not in writing then by words of what he actually fells for her time and again..
She was insecure of their future & he assured her that he is serious about them and when they are both capable of being independent they can reveal their relationship to their parents - so according to him the matter was resolved about future, so he doesn't bring it up - but chashmish though she realizes this is forever but she is still uncertain as she doesn't have a fixed timeframe - he wants time, though she wants to give him that - but instead ends up pushing him more - she isn't at fault either especially when she has her mother behind her back asking her to marry and she doesn't have a solid reasons to deny - at those times - she feels their talk is unresolved and their future is vulnerable - again failing to express their feeling to the other properly.. - again striking difference in personality yet similar..
Of course totally understand the scandalized and shocked reaction of chashmish, when she hears him suggest live in.. Wasn't chashmish first reaction always shock? Ever since the time she first landed in mumbai - she was surprise/culture shocked.. Being in all girls schools - she was stunned to see boys in her college? Wasn't she confused when bulbul asked her if it was a friend who is a boy or boyfriend? Testing flutters theory with purab until he called her di? The time when she was confused about abhi's feelings for her and he was hugging other girls after teasing them, and him pecking nikki during bday bash - all of this was shocking for chasmish - only later she concluded that abhi is a touchy guy! Even when they were first intimate she wasnt sure of what they did - her first reaction always was shock followed by debating if its right or wrong.. Again chasmish only hung out only with abhi and gang - or mostly abhi - she hasnt exactly come out of her comfort zone much so she still is uncertain about a whole lot of things - the whole gaga associated with mumbai..
Their famous "talk" ends them in trouble again - chasmish was never successful in getting herself expressed right and this time was no different - to add the cheesing on the cake was - all new five star ambiance, seeing her boyfriend dance with a supermodel (who her sis is crazy of) and he turning up at 5 in the morning - her thoughts are haywire and she speaks what comes to her mind without processing it - she shouldn't have said what she said about him using her for bed but when has words favored chasmish - she didnt mean any of it but it did end up hurting him a whole lot more - the tear drop from his eyes said it all.. he jus couldnt be there anymore when he knows she thinks of him like that.. He did have something important to talk to her too - did he get the breakthrough he all so wanna? the one time he chooses to tell something to her he ends up leaving without saying anything..
He was aloof after their last tiff, but with her bday things did resolve. Unlike last tiff, this time he said "Goodbye chasmish" - a certainty like a final word- something like a resolve that he made for himself that he wont face her before achieving what he wanna (like the final push?)- so she wasnt successful in convincing him this time around else they wouldn't have separated.. He also had something important (music related) keeping him up till the wee hours of the morning that he never got to share with her - so defo some big music contract /breakthrough... Guess after leaving her abhi spent all his focus in music (as he love his dream as much as chashmish, dadi and his sis - since neither aalu or dadi nor chashmish is there - he converted everything to music) and finally became the rockstar he is today? Abhi was right wasn't he? chashmish sis (bulbul) now wants his autograph and is his crazy fan...
Is the next chapter their present? With bulbul waking up for the interview and finding prags still in the sofa? Prags isnt married in the present - jus wondering how did chashmish succeed to pursue her mother off the whole no wedding thing for so long.. Cant wait for the rockstar to meet his chasmish again - excited for their present day! They love each other although they are apart - waiting for them to meet so all their dormant feeling will surface back and eager to see see how rockstar pursues his chashmish!! Totally in love with both your abhi and prags!!! Waiting eagerly for the next chapter of restless!!
Edited by frenzyy - 9 years ago
Kyunki Saas Bhi Kabhi Bahu Thi 2
