I'm Pragya Arora...and today is very important day in my life... I am going to take new commitment ..going to enter new phase of my life..yes u guessed it rite...today is my marriage. But I am not much excited and happy how every other girl will be on their marriage day.. It's maybe because I never wanted to marry..not becoz I hate marriages and relationships.. it's just that I am not feeling comfortable with it at least for now. But I have to get marry so that my parents will be happy.. I'm marrying a man to whom I was engaged since I was 14...yes they fixed our marriage when I was a kid... when I grow up , my parents asked me whether I love someone else so that I can marry him, but me ...at the other end of the world who was not believed in love.. so I had no other choice than marrying him the guy whom they fixed early.. Though we were engaged and knew that we both only going to get marry in future, I never talked with him..yaa few times I used to talk ..but it will be about either family or studies..nothing more than that.. Since childhood I always wanted to become space scientist.. but being big girl of my below middle class family with 2 younger brothers Purab & Neil, I had to sacrifice my dream..and I don't want to accuse anyone on that now..because I loved doing sacrifice for my family..when I see their smiling face, I feel like I can do anything for them...we three are studious..always came top in exams.. when I completed my Engg in govt college, I got placed in an MNC & it's been 3 years now... my Purab just finished engg same dept in same college as mine & searching for his fav job actually it's not a job... it's a service..he wanted to join in army.. and he is trying out for it... and my chota bhai Neil ...pet boy of our family.brainy..doing his 2nd yr medical ..my parents are proud of us since we finished our studies in merit and ofcourse good in character .. obeying elders, giving respect to others, kind.
I looked at myself.. in bridal dress and makeup ? .makeup the one I never did..i look like someone else..i couldn't find myself.. I used to look like a boy in fact :p.. the only thing which I had a girl properly was my long hair.. other than that I never took care of myself. Not even eye brow threading.. the only thing seems me weird was, Suresh hadn't called me after we fix our marriage date also...I though like.. he too will be feeling like me maybe.not much interested in marriage... but I never thought he was upto something... I felt hard.. Taking new commitment and responsibility...i heard people used to say marriage happens with love.. but in my life, nothing like that.. i can't say that I don't believe in love .. I do...I helped a lot for my friends love stories.. but I don't know I was never interested in such things when it comes to me ..neither I had time for all those things..Thinking all these I lost in my thoughts...By then purab came and informed that everything is settled out and marriage will be taken place in few mins.. I nodded my head and he went out. "I need to prepare myself to face the crowd" I thought. Just then one little girl came to me and gave me a chit..a letter probably.. after giving the letter, that girl ran away... I smiled at her and started to read that letter which vanished my smiling face. I stood numb.. Suresh has run away with some girl...he was in love with her for the last 4 years.. and he is saying it to me now..that too in letter..i was shocked at extreme... I couldn't think about anything.. I became statue for few mins.. "what will happen now.. all the crowd, relatives are waiting outside.. particularly my family..he could have told me before.. I would have convinced everyone and stopped marriage.. but now..he hasn't given me time...how will I stop this marriage now.its going to stop anyway..but how I am going to manage? .how will I inform about this to my parents.. what will happen to them If say this now.. we sold our one and only properly we had for my marriage expenses... And most importantly the RESPECT of our family in front of the world..." oh my god I thought.. I felt angry, frustrated & helpless at the same time...At that time Neil came to my room and saw me looking at the letter without life in my face...he ran to me and took off the paper... tears were rolling in my eyes..i could feel...Meanwhile, my vision getting darker... I don't know why I couldn't see anything..At last I heard was my Neil's voice calling out my petmane "Tommyyy"...
When I wake up, I could see the dark place..a room..maybe hospital? Or my room? .. but the bed on which I was sleeping is soo soft and as far as I remember my bed is not this much soft. So I thought it must be in a hospital since I fainted in my room, my parents would have admitted me in hospital.. but the room is too dark to see what place it is...then everything flashing in my mind..all things happened yesterday..the betrayal I faced.. "omg I didn't face anything..i just fainted.. what would have happened to my parents .. my family..i should have supported them in such a bad situation...but I left them all alone in that crowd full of imagination mouths...I was bad.. I shouldn't have fainted. I need to see my parents and brothers right now" I thought and tried to get up.. but I couldn't move ... something was holding me.. I tried to take off the blanket on me with my one hand.. I felt cold.. but y?? :o just then I realized and found myself naked??? :o.. and something ... maybe yes a strong hand is holding my waist... My heart skipped hard... my pulse was beating like marathon race... and where is my another hand? I wondered... I tried to take my another hand.. it was holding his hand?(I could feel the hand is definitely a man's hand). I took off my hand so fast in shock.. and I tried to move out from his grip.. just then he murmured my pet name "tommyyy"..and his grip on me become more strong and he dragged me more close to him.. I didn't know what to do... my head is full of questions ,confusions...who the hell he is..how he knows my name? tommy? Only my brothers have access to call me by that name.and the voice ..i never heard anywhere..but deep down I felt like I know this voice...i was dying in confusion and shock. I just wanted to come out of that place... I wished I was dreaming.. but pinching me I realized it's not at all a dream...
In a very next day of my broken marriage and all the problems, I found myself in some random man's arms somewhere?..who is he..how the hell I came here?..am I dreaming? No .. ...its damn true..why is he sleeping with me? ..am I been kidnapped? If so, how will I be holding his hand? Why am I here??????
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