Lying to her own heart!

Pretty much everyone lies in Kumkum Bhagya, some for their own selfish reasons but some for the self perceived good of others. But there is one person who lies to herself like no one else does, that is Pragya.

Like they showed in today's episode- she dreams of Abhi bringing chai for her for the second time. This is the same Pragya who brings him coffee more of less everyday but in her subconscious mind, she wants him to do something similar. But the point is, does she ever express that to him?

This chai- coffee thing might not be a huge deal but a bigger issue is that she wants Abhi. She wants him as her lover, as her husband and as her everything. Yes, she did propose to him one time but the she had told him she wouldn't expect him to love her back. Not that she is okay with that but she tells herself so.

Even now in this Tannu pregnacy fiasco, she has told herself that she will go away from Abhi. But the thing is she wants him so much in her life but never does anything to really achieve that. I know it's a moral issue for her that Tannu is his baby mamma and she has the right to be Abhi's wife but I am just pointing out how Pragya never cares about what her heart wants and how she can actually work for it.

Anyways, it's one thing to truly let go of things and be done with it, but Pragya at the same time contemplates why happiness always eludes her. I think her happiness lies within herself and Abhi or anyone can only give her that when she allows herself to be happy. If not, even after Abhi tells her he loved her, she might find herself in unhappy tangles as ever.

The main problem with pragya is she loves everybody in the world , even people who hurt her but she doesn't love herself.
She doesn't pour out her true feelings..

She says she doesn't love him but now ABHi knows she is dreaming of hugging , kissing him ..lol ..

When she cannot do it why try to do it ?

I mean she keeps saying she doesn't love him and her confession is a prank but Everytime ABHi tries to prove her wrong,he succeeds. She may not accpet it with her words but her action prove otherwise ..

I feel ABHi should first make her love herself before showing her his love.

Tia, You know what people like my mom , friend support pragya over ABHi because they pity her.they feel bad for her selflessness and helplessness.

They know she is acting foolish but still they support her because they know she needs that...

Its evident pragya loves and wants abhi. But i like her more because she does not give in to those wants. Her morals and beliefs are more important for her. She knows tanu is pregnant with abhi's child so it is wrong on her part to act on her wants. Also abhi wants the child, he told her once. He may not be interested in Tanu but he is not "uninterested" enough to tell her to abort the child and leave the house . 😊 . Pragya can see that.

There is no need for Pragya to express anything to Abhi till the child problem is over. I know she will not andI am not expecting her to.

Originally posted by: poiu123

Its evident pragya loves and wants abhi. But i like her more because she does not give in to those wants. Her morals and beliefs are more important for her. She knows tanu is pregnant with abhi's child so it is wrong on her part to act on her wants. Also abhi wants the child, he told her once. He may not be interested in Tanu but he is not "uninterested" enough to tell her to abort the child and leave the house . 😊 . Pragya can see that.

There is no need for Pragya to express anything to Abhi till the child problem is over. I know she will not andI am not expecting her to.

sadly she is expressing it everyday some or the other way..

She is making it evident for him.
I mean he knows she is affected by him and he now knows she is dreaming about hugs and kisses also..

Lol.. He is almost sure she loves him...

More than she hiding her feelings I feel he is smartly doing it like he was mesmerised by her beauty but immediately he said bb is beautiful..

I wish prGya was even more strong in what she claims she is..

I know she is innocent unlike ABHi but still i wish she maintained what she said.

But now it is like she is saying one thing with her mouth and her actions are proving something else

Abhi is pretty dumb in these matters. Until he is told in words he will not believe. Pragya will keep her mouth shut for sure.Off course Pragya is not as good a liar as Abhi. Abhi will always win if there is a comparison ,no doubt.

Her wishes, dreams, desires come last in her book; don't know if that will ever change.

In the meantime, Abhi will need to find enough happiness for the both of them.

ABHi is dumb in these issues ? Really ??

I accept he was late to realise he loves her but he knows she loves him..he just go with her drama but I am sure he knows the love rejection was a lie..

He isn't dunb he just keeps silent untill he wants to talk..

More than pragya being truthful , honest to ABHi . ABHi was truthful and honest to pragya.
He only once lied to her regarding lohri truth..though he tried to tell he couldn't..

Pragya on the other hand lied about so many things from accepting to love purab to rejecting his love.

Agree with the comment that Pragya never cares about what her heart wants though I'm not sure if she's "lying" to herself. IMO, it's a mind vs heart tussle and for Pragya, the mind always comes out on top...(that is until the CVs decide to switch things up!!). Right at the onset of the pregnancy track, she knew mentally what the "right" thing to do was and she's going down that road no matter what the collateral damage (to her heart). We've all wondered where's her internal struggle with this decision and wasn't that Friday's episode (from her POV) really? That no matter how much she loves/wants the RS, she will never take any steps towards that until she knows (mentally) that Tanu is out of the picture. This may also be a case for Pragya being the one to solve the Tanu pregnancy.