SS : Main Toh Haariyan ( I have lost) Part 2A Page 5 - Page 3

Oh, wow this is beautiful. I am glad, I came across this thread and read it!!!

Loved it! Can't wait to see what transpires between Abhi/Arhaan & Abhi/Pragya!


Awesome!👍🏼

Ishana ... thank you! Awww... what a lovely story ... always wanted to see a jealous Abhi, but now my heart is breaking for him ... Looking forward to the next chapter!!!

hmm...looking intresting!!! please do let me know of your updates

Rocking start and intense writing...

Part 2 (A) - Khwab Toote ( Broken Dreams)

Pragya was made to try on her bridal lehenga one last time before her big day. Her grandmother and Purvi were pestering her to try it in case of any last minute alterations. After admiring her decked in the white bridal gown meant for the reception, she was finally left alone in her room. Pragya, still clad in the red lehenga, stared at her mehndi for a while before it was engulfed in droplets of water falling from her eyes. Arhaan loved her, Arhaan had truly went extravagant for this wedding and yet nothing felt right. She stared at her palm as she remembered how the ladies told her the A' drawn in her palm was the darkest and deepest red mehndi they've ever seen. It was a moment of fake happiness for her, she remembered that once that A' stood for Abhishek.

"I can't wait to be free from you."

"I'm tired of acting as a happily married couple, I hate you."

"Your mom heard Abhi and Aaliya talking about throwing you out. She saw Tanu insulting you."

"We regret to inform you that your mother has passed away at 8:32 P.M. after suffering a massive heart attack." Pragya closed her ears and shouted so loudly knowing no one could hear her in these four walls. She cried uncontrollably and yelled for her mother, if her mother was here, she would've made it through everything. She could've dealt with the world knowing that she would be able to lay her head in her mother's lap and cry her heart out while her mother patted her hair and affectionately remind her that she would be okay. But that mother wasn't here today. She looked into the mirror one last time, before straightening herself and looking somewhat decent again. She wiped her tears and maintained a serious face.

"No more tears Pragya, you're getting married tomorrow." She reminded herself.

Thunder and lightening spread across the window making her jump, the rain had even started pourning in buckets through the window...she ran quickly to close it but what she saw next next startled her. Her heart guiltly jumped in excitement, but her mind had used every nerve to warn her against it. The thunderstorm echoed once more as Abhishek Mehra stood outside his car looking directly and shamelessly into his ex-wife's room. She looked in utter confusion towards him. He was no longer Abhi the Rockstar and yet that did not stop his ridiculous attire of his blue t-shirt with a major ? in the middle along with his dog tags hanging and his denim jeans. After throwing a darting glare at him, Pragya immediately rushed to lock the window and she noticed Abhi rushing towards the window. She tried even faster to gather the windows together before he could approach her. Right when she slammed them shut, his hand got clamped in the middle resulting in a blood stream.

Call her stupid, but Pragya gasped and let Abhi come in her room to dress the wound straight across his right knuckles. After frantically searching for her first aid box, she ordered him to sit. She bandaged the hand as Abhi gazed at her slyly. She was still in the bridal outfit, unable to change due to the events that had occured in a span of minutes. She looked beautiful and Abhi hated that. She wasn't looking beautiful for him, she was looking beautiful for the other man in her life.

"Why are you here Abhi?" Pragya heartlessly questioned.

"I miss you." Came the short reply from Abhi's disheveled self.

Pragya looked up at him. She couldn't believe the audacity of this man, after two depressing years he had come the night before her wedding to tell her - what? That he missed her?

She furiously arose from her seated position and roared out at him.

"Really? That's all you could come up with? Why don't you just say you're hear to ruin my life again?"

"What do you mean?"

"Two years have passed and not one day have you ever tried to contact me. Now the day before my wedding you come to express your longing for me? Isn't it obvious that you're trying to ruin me once more? You're going to show me dreams and then crash them again! That's what you're trying to do! I don't trust you." Pragya cried out.

" So don't trust me. You don't have to. Just come back with me, I promise I'll make it all okay again, I'll ..."

"I'm getting married tomorrow. "

Abhi's heart dropped for a second. Was she really into her wedding? Was she really in love with this guy? Did she ever feel anything for him?

"Do you even know who you're marrying Pragya? You're just under family pressure!"

Pragya's eyes darted up for a second when Abhi called her by her name, he never did that...

"Oh of course I know him! I made sure I knew him before we were engaged.!See I can't take another chance of marrying a man only to find him drunk in his girlfriend's room on our wedding night and then find out the next day that he married me for revenge of loving his sister's brother." Pragya spat out sarcastically.

Pragya felt a tug in her heart. She would never let Abhi know that she felt an ounce of love or care for him. She could barely forgive herself for loving the man that was responsible for her mother's death and by throwing these insults at him she felt herself finding some sort of sadistic joy, maybe this was how Abhi felt when he tortured her.

"Just because he didn't make the same mistakes that I did doesn't mean you love him."

"MISTAKES ?! Abhi you ruined my life ! Nearly ruined my sister's and killed my mother! You've gave us a life full of sadness. That's not a mistake. Mistakes are corrected. But you can't correct anything, because what you've done is simply a sin and there's no correction of a sin - only punishment. And concerning love, no I don't love him. Probably never will...but I'd rather marry a man who loves me than a man who keeps me in a pit of despair."

"Pragya. You can't blame me for everything. My sister was hurt, Purab had hurt her and I couldn't see anything beyond that. You don't know how much I care for her. Ever since we were little, we've only seen trouble in our lives and after our parents died, I promised my mother I would always protect Aaliya, she was the little girl in the family and she's never seen hardships, because I made sure she was protected and when this Purab fiasco happened - I couldn't deal with it. I reacted wrongfully - because I couldn't deal with the fact that this little girl who has always been sheltered and protected her entire life was now being betrayed by Purab."

"YOUR sister , YOUR family, YOUR emotions! Abhishek do you think beyond yourself? If you had thought about how much people you were hurting. This would've saved so much. But you've done too much damage. Everything is done. I can't deal with you and your selfishness anymore."

Abhi advanced towards Pragya and cupped her face in his hands.

"Please don't do this to me. I don't know how I'll live without you. I'll die. I love you Pragya. I love you a lot."

"My wedding is tomorrow."

Abhi had no choice but to leave. He accepted defeat, for the first time in his life. He was deeply and madly in love with his ex-wife who was getting married tomorrow. She made it clear that she could never reciprocate his feelings. He had no other option now. This wedding was going to happen and he couldn't do anything...

Thank you all for the beautiful words ! Part 2 A is up! :)

Loved the update!👍🏼 I can't wait to find out if it he's truly going to leave or try again to win her over. Or will it be Pragya that decides she can't marry someone else and lets herself give in to the love she has for Abhi.


Looking forward to the next installment of Main Toh Haariyan!😃

Superb update! Pragya 's monologue and the banging abhi's fingers!

Thank you so much for writing a lovely story.
Loved it to the core.
Will Abhi able to convince Pragya and win her over to give him a second chance.
Will Pragya go through the wedding or will she call it off and follow what her heart desire.
Please do update soon.