As anji went into the car..carried in ranganath's arms...dadi bua looked at nidhi with venom...as dr ashutosh came to cv and did a namaste..."cv mujhe abhi bhi bharosa hai...ki aap mujhpe aur nidhi pe bharosa karenge...aur plz mere sabr ka aur imtihaan mat leejiye..."n then without waiting for an answrr went to nidhi..."nidhi friday morning is ur interview with IMA..reach kgh by 10.am dot be late...they are looking for reasons to reject u...n id not let it happen..bus time pe pahuch jana ..n take care"and then he withdrew as ladies around elbowed.."yehi hain ...dr ashutosh...kal raat inhi ke saath thi nidhi..."and another laughed"haan jab anji ki suhaag raat aaj hai...to yeh kyun peeche rehti..isne kal hi mana li"!! And as nidhi glared at them...they said aloud"aaj kal to chori aur uspe se seena zori"!!...Shyama aunty understood the scenario and called the guests for farewell. ..as nidhi slumped in a corner...while dadi bua stormed out ...
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"Oh god yeh pooja kabhi khatm bhi hogi"it was a sleepy anji asking dr ranganath as his mother conducted the rituals...n an irritated anji obeyed...it was at 3 in the night that they entered their flower decorated room...and as dr ranganath closed the door; anji said in anger"pooch leejiye subah ki pooja kab hai..."and pat came the reply from outside "5 baje"!! Clearly someone had been eavsdropping...
A blazing anji got up n said "i am going to change...sona hai mujhe"!! Dr ranga looked perplexed.he knew she was angry...but then how could he refuse his mother...he tried to hug anji...kissing her lips"hey anji...come on...aaj ki raat no naaraazgi"anji made a face"raat kahaan...subah hai ab"!! And ranganath sighed as he held her...n caressed her...removing her pallu..."hey come on...show me where is my name ..."n anji giggled...as she slowly undid her bodice ...n dr ranganath lifted her off...rest was lost in a series of moans groans n cries...till finally anji fell asleep...covered by a sheet...
It was soon that someone knocked..."pooja ko chalo..."and as dr ranganath woke ger up...she pushed the sheet away...exposing his R right between her apple breasts...dr ranga swallowed hard...unable to control his desire...n took her all over again...though anji was more asleep than aroused...
It was at 5 40 that the couple dressed in fresh clothes came for pooja...witnessing an angry mom in law...anji couldnt careless as she yawned ...while the ladies smiled seeing her waist reddened with marks of her hubby's desperately passionate fingers...n nails...
"Ab bahu apne maiyke jaayegi..kal subah waapas aayegi .."said the mom...n ranga was stumped..."kal kyun...aaj kyu nahi"?? The mom looked sternly..."kyunki yehi reet hai...samjha..."! And dr ranga bowed his head as the mom thrust the prasad in anji n his mouth...
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As dr ashutosh entered KGHin the morning...he could sense drs n even a few nurses talking sly...though he did see quite a few symathetic faces...so the news of his n nidhi being stranded had reached here too ...n dirty imagination was at free play...as ashutosh called for his routine..dr mallika entered in a fiery mood..."ashutosh..yeh ho kya raha hai...kal raat tum aur dr nidhi saath the..come on ashutosh how could u do it...sari reputation khaaq me mil gayee tumhari...kuch pata hai log kya kya keh rahe hain...oh its just too much..."!!
"WHAT IS TOO MUCH MALLIKA"!! It was baba's sudden arrival in the cabin that stumped ashutosh n mallika both..."baba aap...yehaan"?? Baba smiled"haan beta do din se tu itna pareshaan tha..baat nahi ho payee..so i just came to look u up...kuch khaas pareshani hai kya beta"?? As mallika looked at both the men...ashu sighed"nahi baba...nothing much...just a few people doubting me..."baba laughed"arre beta...shaq karna to bekaar logon ka kaam hai...do not worry...mai jaanta hoon ki mera beta galat nahi ho sakta...kabhi nahi...to bus nischint reh ...aur jo sahi hai..uska saath the...yaad rakh bapu ne kaha tha ONE MAN ON THE SIDE OF RIGHT IS MAJORITY...chinta naa kar...chalta hoon...zara jeevan sandhya jaaoonga manager aur apne purane doston se milne...jaa tu kaam ker beta...and dont let people worry u...arre tu mera beta hai dr mathur ka...hum zamane se nahi...humse hai zamana..."and baba bade bye...as dr ashutosh looked at mallika ...a new resolve in his eyes.."now mallika if you would let me work...thank you."
dr jyo.thika entered with his surgery routine ...and as he checked his schedule...dr priyanka also came n...looking at dr ashutosh ..wanting to say something...ashutosh looked upn raised his eyebrow"u too want to know what happened last nite..."dr priyanka n jyothika spoke in unison"no sir...we dont..we just want to say we have full faith in u n nidhi..n are always there for u..always"and as the girls had a resolve on their young faces...a strange softness came into dr ashutosh's eyes...as he simply said"lets begin the surgeries..."
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Anji entered the solanki house as nidhi n rohan had gone to pick her...n much as anji wanted to share her experiences of the nite...the presence of Rohan stopped her..."Rohan tum ladki kyun nahi hue...itna achcha hota hum teen girls apne experience share karti..."rohan took out his tongue n said"o my god...do ladkiyan kaafi hain..mai ladka hi bhala..u know a sensible dude"!!
As anji was served snacks ..she yawned and finally a red faced shyama aunty said"anji jaa tu apni neend poori kar le .."!!
Once in the room...anji crashed to the bed and held nidhi..."oh god nidhi...never have a first nite...i tell u"!! And shyama aunty eavsdropping seemed tense n worried...as anji whispered n laughed...nidhi patted her friend...trying to comprehend her ecstacy...fear ..excitement n pain...finally nidhi smiled as anji slept off midway n nidhi softly closed the door...and came out to go to jeevan sandhya...she had only two days to go...and she had to complete her internship...
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"Dr nidhi...kal aapka last day hai jeevan sandhya mei...phir to aap kisi bade hospital me kaam karengi...maine aur sab inmates ne tai kiya hai aapke liye ek choti see party rakhne ka...friday morning 8 baje ek prayer aur phir breskfast...aap to jaanti hain na..humara budget limited hai..."nidhi stopped him mid way"thank you manager sahib...aapne mujhe itna maan diya yehi bahut hai...bus prayer rakh leejiye...haan main ek guest bulana chahti thi...dr mathur...baba ko"
The manager smiled..."dr nidhi ..woh to host hain...wahi pay ker rahe hain...party ka..bahut pyaar karte hain aapko..."nidhi smiled ...n added"bus mujhe 9.30 tak chale jana hoga"! Manager nodded...and went away...as nidhi took her rounds...checking each old man..."beta ..ab kabhi nahi aaogi humse milne"?? Nidhi smiled and said"jab bhi lucknow aaoongi...zaroor aaongi..."and then she meandered into baba's room...where she had shared her insecurities ..doubts n worries with him...with baba...her nana...her friend...and could have been a lot more...
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In the night as baba armaan n ashu sat for dinner. ..baba said"beta maine kal ek farewell plan karwaaya hai nidhi ke liye jeevan sandhya mei..."ashutosh smiled sadly n added"jee baba kal uska viva aur interview hai IMA se..."baba patted ashu n added"bhagwaan unhi ka hausla parakhta hai...jinme hausla hota hai...dekhna nidhi will come out with flying colours..."dr ashutosh remained quiet...n returned to his bedroom...and took a small peg of gin n tonic..ad he sat by the window looking at the clouds playing with the moon...the moon would get covered with clouds and there d be darkness all around but then the moon d appear from behind the clouds..and there d be light everywhere...ashutosh sighed thinking if clouds d ever drift away from his n nidhi's life...he smiled bitterly and then quaffed off the gin ...as he sat in the bed reading a journal...before he d waft into sleep...a sleep that would bring peace..with dreams of nidhi...
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It was at 7 a.m that ashutosh got up and had a refreshing bath...he wore his cream suit and chose the red tie..nidhi had gifted him...as he got ready...he called kaka..."kaka...aaj nidhi nahi aayegi...kuch nashta bana deejiye..."kaka smiled"beta woh to subah hi aayi thi...aur bana gayi...sab kuch..."ashu smiled as kaka went out but then looked back..."beta...kuch aisa nahi ho sakta ki nidhi beti aa jaaye yahaan pe...iss ghar me sada ke liye..."ashutosh did not reply...but looked at kaka n then at his tie...as he shut the wardrobe...but could he shut the memories????
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dr ashutosh smoked his dunhill as he drove...though he hated it...n yet couldn't do without it...
"Yes dr ashutosh good morning...the IMA is ready ...after snacks..ashutosh nodded and asked for the list of drs...dr mallika..dr sharma..dr sunil..dr sudhir..dr nagpal..dr kohli..dr dutta and he himself..he could rely on no one else except dr sudhir...he sighed as he looked at his watch...9 a.m...
**************nidhi helped the inmates to clean the wards...change the sheets...n as baba came with the cake they put up balloons...n gathered round nidhi...as an old inmate called for prayer...and yet another lit up candles and all folded hands to sing bhajans and finally two inmates gave a touching speech ending with"dr nidhi is sandhya ka jeevan hain...aaj ke baad yeh sanstha nirjeev ho jaayegi...per woh jahaan rahein khushiyaan bikherein ...aur haan jab bhi shaadi karein..to humse aaashirwaad lene zuroor aayein.."and itvbrought tears into nidhi's eyes ...
The canles burning in a tray were kept aside by the inmates and baba put the cake on the table...it had words"nidhi...humari bitiya"! And as baba opened his arms ..nidhi just went into them...remembering"baba..yaani ek vishal bargad ka ped..."
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It was sharp 10.but as the IMA board waited...dr nidhi was yet to come..as the clock ticked to 10.15dr ashutosh grew tense while the vultures in the team smiled...dr sharma got up to say"i feel this is a big enough evidence...that she is insolent n indisciplined...does she deserve a certificate to practice"?? Dr sudhir who was the presiding officer nodded but added"i feel we must wait...may be she is caught up somewhere"!!and another dr sniped"yeh dr nidhi knows the art of getting stuck up...abhinteen din pehle she had got stuck with a senior neurosurgeon the whole night..."and some of the drs laughed...cheaply...but the laughter subsided ...as dr hardstone gave icy looks...n added"i am sure dr nidhi is doing something important...let me find out"but dr mallika interrupted"no ashutosh...this d not be ethical..we are not supposed to ring interns n invite them"dr sharma added "it has never happened earlier ..has it ..what are ur views dr nagpal..."?? Dr nagpal..another senior neurosurgeon n ashu's competitor looked at his watch n suggested"lets wait till 11 ...and then since the board seems divided lets have voting to decide whether she should be given another chance or not"and nearly all seemed to agree...
Dr aahutosh kept looking at his watch..n his cell...the moments were ticking away...n yet there was no news of nidhi...dr sudhir looked at dr ashutosh...seeming helpless...
As the clock struck 11...dr sharma n his gang got up...while dr mallika seemed to have a strange satisfaction on her face"dr sudhir ..lets have voting...lets see who all favour a n intern who has no respect for punctuality ..no regard for duty ...how can we make her a full dr when she is so callous"?? Another dr added"jis ladki ko apne kartavyon ka aabhaas nahi ...woh kisi yogya nahi...DUTY IS A DOCTOR'S FIRST PRIORITY..."! And just as dr sudhir was going to call for the voting...ashutosh's cell buzzed...it was baba...why???? He looked at the drs n said"my father"! N picked up...
ASHUTOSH'S FACE TURNED WHITE...AND HE JUST SHOUTED"BABA HOW IS SHE?? MAIN ABHI PAHUNCHTA HOON AMBULANCE LEKE..."and then got up adding"no time right now..guys plz folow me to jeevan sandhya...emergency"!
Dr ashutosh's tone was impossible to disobey and as he rushed out in the kgh ambulance other drs followed...
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As they reached the premises, they could see smoke ..black n thick...and in the lawn were the inmates..all of them..some coughing violently...two with minor injuries but in the middle...on the grass lay nidhi...her forehead battered...her left shoulder scratched n bruised and her left hand burnt and gashed...as baba was trying to revive her. ..dr ashutosh rushed in"nidhi...kya hua nidhi ko"?? And pulled her into sitting position in his arms...as drs stood around ...dr sanjay kant bent down and cried"she needs to be rushed to hospital...smoke in the lungs..."ashutosh nodded as he turned nidhi to rub her back...she seemed to revive..for a minute...just as cv n dadi bua, informed by the manager arrived...ashutosh looked around ...he knew she needed mouth to mouth respiration...he bent and pushed his oxygen..his life into her mouth...twice...as dadi bua looked away...n nidhi seemed to cough violently..."she s revived..lets rush to kgh"!
Dr ashutosh didnt even look at the stretcher as he carried his nidhi in his arms into the ambulance...and two more drs got in...as all others followed..but dr ashutosh instructed two to stay back and look after the old inmates...who were fine safe but traumatised...
At kgh it was an emergency as dr ashutosh gave instructions"put her on oxygen...get the burns specialist..n plastic surgeon...now ..dr gandhi..u need to stitch her hand..."within minutes the team had arrived and nidhi was in the o.t.dr gandhi said politely"sir...it d be better if you stay here..outside.dont worry...we know how very important she is..have faith in ypur drs...we d give her our best..."!
Ashutosh nodded as he came into the gallery and looked at baba...tense n distraught..."baba..kya kaise..."?? As col verma stood tense..his eyes brimming with tears..but dadi bua's with anger n hatred...baba explained"sab gaa rahe the...ki achaanak A.C se zor ki aawaaz hui aur poora kamra dhuen se bhar gaya...curtains ne aag pakad li...shayad short circuit ..ya candles...para nahi..hum sab the...nidhi ne sab ko bahar pahunchaya...hum to aankh bhi nahi khol paa rahe the...tabhi realisation hua ki...teen inmates fanse hue the...ghosh...sharma aur guptaji...manager ne mana kiya..pr nidhi waapas gayi...aur ek ek ko layi...guptaji behosh ho gaye the...unhe utha nahi paa rahi thi bechari...tab bhi pata nahi kaise...himmat se utha laayi..
Aise apni peeth pe...aur collapse ker gayi...haath me chot hai...kisi cheez se...burns hain...per ashu...aaj teri nidhi ne hum sabko...unn besahaaraa boodhon ko..jinka koi nahi hai..unhe bacha liya...i am proud of your choice my son...so proud "and ashu held on to baba...realising that nothing could be hidden from him...just as they were trying to address col verma...a few attendants of a patient came to dadi bua"are...aap yahaan kaise..hum to apne guddu ke operation ke liye..."n then added"oh...to yehi hain..nidhi ke...inhi ke saath thi...raat bhar...aaj bhi baahon me utha ke laaye..."dadi bua looked at cv in rage...n as dr ashutosh admonished the relatives...cv looked away n said"hum chalte hain..dr ashutosh...bua ab bardasht nahi ker payengi...shayad main bhi nahi...shaam ko aaoonga..."as baba troed to stop"col woh danger me hai..uski jaan ko khatra hai"cv replied sadly"dr mathur...humare liye to nidhi shayad marr hi chuki hai...shayad"and was pulled away by a dadi bua ...crying bitterly...
Dr ashutosh took a deep breath...as he looked at the OT light...in which lay his nidhi...nidhi who had fought danger n death to save lives...could there be a better dr?? And yet the tirade of society continued...but ashutosh realised...now the time had come..the moment had arrived when he had to stand by her...to support her look after her...make her his own...not caring a damn for the world or society...
Baba patted him and in silence the father son..not bounded by blood but by hearts..baba understanding ashu perfectly...n ashu knowing that baba was his rock of Gibraltar. ..
The door opened and the team came out..."she is out of danger...we have put stitches on hand...put special burn bandages ...but she needs to be in hospital for two days..before she goes home"ashutosh looked at baba..."home?? Did nidhi have a home now"???
Dr sudhir stood up.."drs i just want to say as a senior dr...i havecrarely seen such devotion to duty as dr nidhi has shown...saving so many lives without bothering for her own...if she doesnt desrve to be a dr...then none of us do...""i award her the certificate ...n with a special mention of merit n selfless service"*************
It was after an hour that dr ashutosh entered the room...nidhi was conscious but in perceptible pain...he came clise to her...caressing her bandaged left hand...and then her hair...as she looked around...probably searching for her father...dr ashutosh patted her n held her hand softly for it had 20% burns and a gash...and sat by her...not asking anything ...not answering anything. ..just caressing her hand...and his deep eyes seemed to say...
LAAKH MANA LE DUNIYA
SAATH NA YEH CHOOTEGA
AAKE MERE HAATON ME
HAATH NA YEH CHOOTEGA...
outside baba folded his hands and prayed for his ashutosh n nidhi...