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Dear All,
While you hate us, thrash us and shout on us about what we deserve and what not, please listen to our side of the story as well.
Dr. Mallika:
I know Ashutosh for the past twelve years. We shared such a friendship that I almost know what Ashutosh must be thinking and Ashutosh knows what could be my next move. Our tastes were similar. Aims were similar. Had enough troubles in the personal lives. I had come down to work with KGH just for Ashutosh. To be able to work near him. Is it wrong to expect our relationship go one step above? I asked him several times. I could never give up. I loved him so much. I could not bear the fact that my twelve years of love, friendship and proximity could not stand a chance in front of Dr.Nidhi.
You can understand my jealousy towards Nidhi. She is young, intelligent, bubbly, beautiful and full of life. I appreciate her for that... but I could not accept Ashutosh loving her. My heart was broken into pieces when Ashutosh confessed that he loves Nidhi.
I prefer death rather than getting his denial. I wanted to go, but a small hope about him brought me back. I was shameless several times and expressed my wish to marry him. I thought he would understand. I know all the misdeeds that I have done were very bad and no person in his right sense would go that path..But how do I get Ashutosh otherwise?
All my efforts till the last moment had been down into the drain...I didnt want.. but no other way but to marry Jagan... How do I know that Jagan could turn out to be this...
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Suhasini (Sue) :
I have always good intentions about my didi- Dr. Mallika. Though she is my sister-in-law, there was never like a typical saas-bahu relation between us. I have always admired her beauty, intelligence and elegance. She loved me as her sister. It was my duty to support her in her marriage. It was an open secret that she was in love with Dr.Ashutosh. We had left no stone unturned for her to achieve this. It was so disheartening to see didi, when she realized Dr. Ashutosh loved Nidhi.
If Dr.Ashutosh marries Nidhi, didi will be broken for life long. Is it wrong if we tried to undermine Nidhi in front of Dr. Ashutosh? At that moment, Dr. Jagan was the best option. When we came to know, that Dr.Ashutosh was not going to take didi's hand, we encouraged her to think about Dr.Jagan... How do we know, that this could be her fate???
Please understand our trauma.
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Aditya :
Though I never liked the fact Suhasini over encouraged didi about Dr.Ashutosh, I know that my wife has all good intentions about settling my sister in her life. I was completely shattered when didi committed suicide. I could never expect this from her. She stood as a pillar in the family to bring up younger brothers and sisters. Dr. Ashutosh brought her to us back. How we wished that he would bring happiness in my sister's life...
Hey Bhagwan! Why did you give this fate to my sister!!!!
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