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Hola Everyone!
I'm back with a OS. WARNING : Read at your own risk as I just needed to pass 1 hour in the clinic's waiting room where I had my ankle sprained... So just wrote it 2 days ago & today made the banner...
And it's all RAMBLE. I really don't know what I have written?🥱
Anyways have a read, plot is totally off from ongoings... All imagination.😆
This is all about from boredom to talks to teasing to intimate & passionate to peace & back at Thier home... Thier world... A start to new life.
Here you go by read...
P.S. 1st time I have made a banner something like this...
P.P.S. Aaj update colourful hai!
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DEVAKSHI OS||MY CHOICE IS YOU... NOT FIFTY SHADES
^^BANNER BY ME^^
SONAKSHI'S POV
Boredom took on me. It's the fourth week of my stay in Dixit house. First & Third stay was Dev's in my house. And second & this stay is mine in his.
But today, I am totally off with everything. Office work done. Soha in school with that cutie Golu. And Elena out for photography sessions, Vicky somewhere out & Mrs.Dixit, Mrs.Tripathi, Mr.Tripathi gone to meet native... Yeah I remember.
And Dev... I don't know as I shrug.
I roam around the upper floor & see a golden plush wall but besides the end of the wall, there's a door.
It didn't came to notice in my eyes.
I come across & stand infront it. I'm suddenly tempted to open the door and watch out what's the in it?
But I remember that I'm not a part of this family or house anymore... Still I go for first option and try to open it, hoping that it doesn't have a lock...
And ta-da! It opens smoothly as I push open & enter... It's all dark here...
I search for switch board... Eh... I found it out rather easily on my left side just at enterance of the door inside... I switch on a bright white dazzling light of the chandelier above giving sufficient light for the room...
Ahhh... Not a room but a library!
A pretty library... Big White shelfs, some of them too above head that to see which are the books you need a ladder, all filled with books...
It's been quiet long I settled on any novel as time didn't allow me.
With Soha being born & my past... I close my eyes and shook my head trying to remove those thoughts as I turn & walk toward one of the shelfs...
As I walked past the shelfs... First had all Geography, History... Jeez! I always hated that subjects. Thankfully I passed in my exams.
Then another had Shakespeare's novels, Paul Coleho, Amish Tripathi...
Even Rabindranath Tagore's stories! Hmm, Rich Taste. Whoever had set up, it is amazing, these are in its own way beautiful.
I rummaged more & walk to the last ending of shelfs from where a purplish wall started off with some exquisite paintings of sceneary & oil paintings. I think I should settle on Amish Tripathi's Shiva Trilogy, it looks interesting...
But something caught my eye before walking off the end of shelf... As I came closer... Seeing the specific novels stacked in shelf... I gasped in surprise & shock.
God!!! Is it in real! I can't believe it! Who have brought on here these novels!
Gosh I gasp tenth time as I ran my hand over the side inscription on the novel & breathed in to believe,
"Fifty Shades Of Grey" & the other was "Fifty Shades Darker" & other "Fifty Shades Of Freed" & last latest edition was "Grey, As Told By Christian"...
I am not shocked at the names of novel... I know what is it content, I have read it but I'm shocked at these novels being present in this house...
I was wondering that suddenly a fond memory struck me of Mr.Dixit, Dev... When I had already realised my love for him... I remember...
"Haan, maine Tina Ko dekha that colour schemes par book padte hue. Kya naam tha uska, haan, Fifty shades of grey!" He said innocently.
My heart had silently ruffled with laughter at his innocent acknowledgement of controversial novel... And I blushed at the novel's mention from him...
As I uttered slowly to realise him what's the book about,"Mr.Dixit, woh book colour schemes ke baare main nahi hai..." Curiosity took him as he asked,"Toh phir kiske baare main hai?" Now how could I have told him that the book is about stuff... Intimate stuff.
So I ignored & diverted it,"Hoga kisi ke baare main"
I smiled & was amused that I remembered it still. I didn't knew its been quiet a time I'm here... Now anyone can turn up in house anytime maybe.
I thought to go back & fetch my book & rest & have a read in my room.
Suddenly a warm husky voice came from side of my back facing shelf & I facing the walls...
"Spying rooms...Eh...On which did you settled?" I jumped on my feet, frightened by the suddeness & gasped in shock as I recognised it's him.
I had still not turned & held the shelf for supports as I answered from here,"Umm actually... I was bored and"... I gave him a side glance realizing he is very close to me..."And I thought to roam around the house when I came across this door of library & started rummaging through books."
"So you settled on... Grey,hmm?As his warm breathes entered my white deep cut T shirt & I had my tight black jeans worn. I regretted to wear this loose T shirt. And had my hair wet.
I blushed a bit,"No... I was just going through the edition of... Ummm... Grey. Oh and I was going to settle on Amish's novel... Yeah!" I said meekly and had turned towards him and was facing him...
His hair gelled in with some strands coming out as he wore a white T shirt & a jeans shirt, buttons open. Same he had wore on my first day in office.
He speak up to me,"Ahhh... How can I forgot you already read these..." As extended his hand & brushed over the Fifty Shades editions, he was still a foot or two distanced but close.
To overcome the awkwardness, I said," It's rich taste whoever have set the books in library like Amish, Paul, Rabindranath &..."
"Grey... Right" he said. I fidgeted with my hands... As he continued, saying next words by eyeing me darkly, "Library is set by me. Almost all novels are set by me... Even Grey."
And I have my air gushed out with this revealation, I speak up finding my voice, "Ohhh... Good! It's just that I'm amused!" He tilts his head to one side & repeats, "Amused? Why?"
"I mean... This Fifty's edition... Here in Dixit mansion... I mean... Who reads these type of book."
And his answer surprised me again...
He said, "Me! I set this up, so I did read after becoming dense in your eyes that I thought it was on colour schemes!"
I let out a giggle, "Yeah! You were dense that day!"
"But not now! I know now what's it about" I hear him say as he came closer to me & instinctively I took a step back with which I was trapped between him & wall, my giggles had stopped.
He gazed me intently... Even today his stare setting me on fire. Strange. He came closer, his gaze all over me & put his hands on the sides of my head...
I stuttered a bit, "D...Dev... Umm... I need to go, have the nov...Novel & read it... So... Umm..."
God how do I say please let me go as your stare do things to me...
"Can you please..." I asked him in expressions but he seemed lost...
DEV'S POV
I saw the library door open...
And like always who else it can be, Ms.Bose...
I saw her in library, how did she discover it!
I was leaning on the entrance watching her as she roamed around singing a random song...
And then I saw her stop on end shelf, what's in there...I forgot.
As I come towards her back facing me, I lean on her to have a view of the novels...
Oh! Fifty Shades Series... Yeah I had only kept in corner so that it doesn't come in notice to anyone everyday...
I had read first two & I was shocked that it was all about this... Intimate stuff.
Another shock I got was when I remembered the conversation between Ms.Bose & me at the time she worked for me... I had been so dense & she had laughed, and wait even corrected him. And it struck that she have read all of them.
So, I have got a chance to tease her...
I tease her on her uncomfortable expense...
But her damned fragnace of perfume was creating a havoc in me. With her white T shirt, in which she looked ethereal.
She laughed at me again! This time I'll have fun with her punishment for laughing on me.
I cornered her, yes! She stuttered, stumbled in her words... She seems flustered. Is it I still affect her. Obvious NO. But I feel the first opinion of mine do apply still.
And I didn't hear anything as in her wet hair...
No, no, no! That wet strand of hair sticking to her neck just let out a droplet of water slide tantalizingly from her neck inside her white shirt, knowing where it has disappeared!
NARRATOR'S POV
Sonakshi seemed to call him but Dev seemed lost.
She held his wrists gently tugging them, & her touch at last brought him back to earth. He is so lost that he kept his one arm down, and she was about to go that immediately Dev got on his senses & trapped her by keeping his hand on her side where it was.
In all how can he let go this opportunity!
Dev moved closer saying, "Ms. Bose, aapne saare Fifty Shades ki series padhi hai, right?"
Sonakshi got confused at this question of his, her eye brows scrunched, "Why, I mean how does it matter to you?"
As he came more closer, glowering upon her now, "It does matter to me... He smiled mischievously... As main third book of Fifty Shades nahi padhi hai, so can you give me a insight of it, or actually tell me what is it about..."
She knew she was trapped in this, "Umm... Dev woh... Book... I mean novel... Chirstan aur Ana ki marriage, birth to a child ke baare main hai...
"Aur..." Dev encouraged her as his eyes were continuously following the trickle of drops of water dripping down hair...
"Aur... Aur kya? Problems faced by the couple & mysteries being solved and haan aur kya, last main ek happy ending & over..."
As her gaze came to rest & meet his... There eye lock seemed so powerful that it felt as if they were gazing into each other's soul.
And Dev suddenly lost control on himself seeing her damp neck glistening with pearls of after shower. Dropping one of his hand only to slid down hers & grab her hand. As shivers ran down her spine with a single touch even after years... As he came closer, now nuzzling her neck suddenly overpowered with unknown emotions take over him & her. Holding her hand he brought up & pinned it to the wall pushing himself more into her, now their bodies touching each other & firing sparks like before 7 years...
Giving her kisses all over neck as she turned her face to another side giving him more access to her swan neck & blader shoulders which had now a hickey making her moan.
She had her fingers of other free hand dugged in his messy hair & his another hand f**king up her short shoulder length luscious hair. As Sonakshi pulled his hai making him groan...
She wanted to stop him but she can't as her heart responded...
He wanted to stop but same time wanted to the time also to stop, so that he gets her warmth in the coldness of his heart...
Coming forward he rested his forehead against hers, as they gazed into each other again, maybe... Just maybe to find lost love hidden behind the I-Hate-You faced.
Taking his hand out of her hair, he rubbed her lower lip tenderly, giving into the temptation he tried to resist... He kissed her on her jaw, & placed a small kiss at corner of mouth, pecking her pink lips.
As she savoured the feeling of being loved by him again...
His tender kisses had made her drop her mask of & make her vulnerable, too much...
Coming ahead she placed her arms around him, tightening her grip around her neck as he pulled her closer by her waist, they stayed like that... Arms in arms reminiscing every beautiful moment spend before & after marriage.
After eternity, Sonakshi came over her overwhelming feeling, still pondering over the moments taken place minutes ago... She started with her eyes closed, "I was never your choice still yours. And maybe we were destined to be away still come close... Like this." She sobbed feeling vulnerable.
Dev who was resting his cheek on her, raised his head & tilted to see her... "No, You were always my choice but not my family's... You know we weren't destined to be like this if we had... had talked & conversed our fears to each other. Maybe our love still survives just that it is weak to handle more evil schemes from my own family. Maybe just maybe... If we had concentratedon us rather than keeping both the families happy... Pausing... We would have been happy, forever, like our fairytale."
Sona smiled over this, rising her head up & staring into his eyes, she said, "I thought I should also start believing in balance sheets but then... Why oh Why? Are you giving me the dream of fairytale which won't fulfill in our near future with all these deals &..."
Before she could continue, he cuts her in middle replying quickly with a hope of being together like a sweet small family they dreamt...
"We need to talk & confront, fight our fears... Maybe just that we would come again... For Soha... For Us."
Faint smile stretching as they continued to absorb the moment.
Sonakshi smiled a little more,"Tumi Ekdom Impossible Mr.Obhodro."
As Dev smiled fondly at this,
"As for I'm not f**ked up fifty shades, so you always deal with me... So I'm not that impossible Ms.Bose."
As she broke into giggles with him joining her too... Knowing love is eternal, they felt it didn't worked with them... But still it did, universal truth.
Love of can make the world fall apart, still not the lovers of their name of love.
Distance wasn't an issue
Because in the end
I Have You.
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So, So, So, How is it?
Mere approx saare works unplanned hote hai!
Anyways I hope you liked the banner & OS.
Kuch refreshment bhi toh hona chahiye inn sab ke bich main, nahi? So I tried giving u!
Comment, like. Whereas constructive criticism always welcome.
Thank you so much for reading.
Love,
Anushka
Arjun
