Hello forum friends...
Making a posts after ages...
Hope U all have got out from the emotional ride by our new father in world... I still have to... M trying hard to get normal only to fail n cry again..
So as we all know the epi hit our heart, n vibrated in each n every string of our hearts... Still the string is vibrating deep down in some hearts like mine...
Dev was restless, curious, confused n what not waiting for Elena to answer to his question... Is this not the same feeling he wud have got if he had been with Sona during her labour pain in hospital... Yes, perfect... Thanks to the makers though late but they did not fail to show us...
Then did anyone notice Aasha how cleverly she cut off that Mandal, when he was about to say that Sona doesn't look a mother too... As she was warned by Bijoy n Sona to keep it as a secret to Elena...
Then came Bijoy angry at Elena... I Can only say is Bijoy get ready for a tough competition... Coz as U r when it comes to Ur daughter... Ur SIL will the same when it will come to his daughter.. Good luck Bijoy Baba...
Elena why r U saying all this in Dixit house... U just visited Ur family n started expressing Ur emotions in front of stupids... U kept a mask all these years n let Urself b Urself... Don't justify Ur emotions n action.. they Ishwari sent U with her own agenda n selfish reasons... Why U telling the truth to them...But still I can understand... How U must have felt...
Now Dev enters the dark room n switches onn the light unknown that light has been switched in himself... N sees the room n remembers that it was the same room, he was thrown out by his lovely wife when they faught.. n she came to her home... Is the same today... They faught n she is here... N dear Dev U too r behind her like that day... See the fate game... He has entered the same room...
Then he got lost in those lovely memories... N he had literally to bring back himself to remind himself why n what he had to do...
Again the fate game... Before marriage he kept the medical reports of Sona in his room in his bed side drawer, n here Sona too keeps the pregnancy n delivery reports n Soha's Birth certi in her room in the same side of bed side drawer... N he found out... Not bad Dev...
Then with their marriage certi he saw their marriage FB, with the Eviction notice he saw the last moment before they parted... With the medical report pre marriage he saw FB of the doc words.. n here he did not see their FB regarding the prblms of infertility that they faced coz he did not want anything as he knew before marriage... Then he seeing the medical reports n Sona's baby bump pic he caress n comes to know abt the truth...
He sees Soha's Birth certi... Here he remembers the FB of the doc that they r stressed n need to relax... Then he sees the FB of himself showering love to his lady love...
I have always believed that he went to that resort not with the mission Dixit's baby... Instead to love n relax Sona, to reduce her stress... We all had doubts why did he smoothly reacted then, with allowing Ishwari interfering their personal tym at the resort, it is clear now... Atleast to me.. but it was hard for Sona to forget that.. so she fumed in anger there..
He tried to believe, feel n live those missed moments... By caressing Sona's pic n Soha's Birth certi... He took that certi again n again to believe, held it close to his face to believe... He was unable to bare n stand... He felt land below his foot disappeared... He had to sit down... Then he got to hear Sona calling Soha, n Soha calling Sona mumma... He was enjoying seeing his Sonakshi n tiny Sona in those pics on the wall... Jus the next moment Soha entered... He again remember FB of himself with Soha... For the first tym he saw her, narrating story of her dad n Soha saying Papa aap lucky ho, main naraz nahi hu, agar main waisi wali beti hoti to... Him proposing his tiny Sona, on Valentine's day, then Soha blowing his eyes when he was hurt... Dear Dev... Now U n we know for what that blow to Ur eyes was... Hope U open them soon...
What a scene the same room... Sona offered him pillow n blanket in anger to sleep... N here Soha is giving him blow with utter calmness n love on his eyes to wake up... Wake up Daddy Dev...
Oh God... Why did I love when Dev tightly hugged Ishwari n demanded the same... Common dears .. what kind of father he would b or been called if he himself doesn't respect n love his own only parent... He himself got to know abt him being a Father... N he has to b a good Father to Soha... He had been a I don't care son to Ishwari for all these 7 yrs... N also he has no one to express his happiness n proudness...
Oohh.. Dev... U said it all by Ur self.. it's indeed a big day... U have changed for ever today... U r alive n U can live again.. U have been gifted the new reason to live n love...
There U go again Mr Typical Dev Dixit... Having getting the best gift of Ur life... U remember all the relationships... U say U r not only a Son, not only a Brother, not only a Nakaam Pati, but U r a PITAH too...
Again Mr Typical... Thinks abt the Two Most Important Ladies of his life... Ready to add His Princess to the top most priority... Says
Sonakshi gave birth to My daughter.. Sonakshi's daughter, then he adds Ishwari as Dadi... N ends with Soha as the daughter of Dixit house...
While at Sona's room first thoughts of him on seeing Soha's Birth certi n knowing Soha as his daughter were not him being father... But it was Sona Maa ban gayi, Meri bachi ki Maa... Soha's Maa, after thinking abt Sona n Soha he thought of himself, Soha Meri bachi hai...
Why r U so selfless Dev... U thought Everytime abt Sona first, then Soha, then Ur relationships, then Ishwari n at last abt Urself... OMG in such happiness n proudness U still described Urself as a Nakaam Pati...
I bet, there r rare men who admit their fault... N to admit in such situation, is really only something that a man with pure heart n soul can do...
I have experienced of wanting a baby not to enjoy the bliss of being a Father, but because Ur frnds have n U want one to show them... That I have what U have... What kind of Father n feelings U would call that... Yes... I m talking abt no one else but my own one n only hubby...
He wanted a baby ASAP... By unnecessary treatments... Yet he never loved or cared abt the upbringing of my baby...N is still enjoying only the feeling that I have what all have... But failing to sow n pour good into our baby... He doesn't even bother to spend a few minutes with my daughter when he is at home ..
He has kept fighting with me day n night for his reasons n enjoyment, right from the days when we knew I was carrying a baby n still after having a Princess of our own... Never is thinking what these silly n ugly fights r imprinting on the mind of our daughter n her future... He has a Princess but fails to b a Father to her...
My expects attention, care, love n respect from his daughter n the family... But never gives the same... Not even to his own Father, Mother or Sisters ... He Always imposes his will, anger n decisions on all of us by hook or by crook... Can he ever get any love or respect from his daughter when she is seeing n feeling his behavior n rudeness... Is Dev better than the real one I have... U all have a crystal clear answer... Don't U...
I have never been loved or experienced the feeling of having a Father... N so I completely understand Dev today... I wanted my daughter to live that I have missed, but she is also missing even after having her Daddy with her...
Friends... My Mom n Dad had an arranged marriage.. My dad did not love or care abt my Mom when I was in her tummy... Infact.. when I was born I was very weak, underweight n serious, when my father n his family were informed abt me n my health situation he said he doesn't care for me... Even if I die.. he was in Chennai n my mom in Gujarat... He didn't want to see me before I die... He was forced n pushed to see me n my Mom here for the sake of society... But when he saw me, took me in his hands the world changed around n in him... He gave me the best n all of his love... N made me feel the luckiest daughter in the world n left all of Us in a moment after a few years... I don't remember any lovely n caring moments of my Father... I only remember his lessons n way of making me perfect... N so I love my Father... He loved me soon much that he wanted me to become the best n make himself feel proud... May Ur soul Rest In Peace Papa...
If such a boy or hubby can change after seeing his own Princess... Dev is surely gonna prove himself... All the best Dev...
Today for a change I loved Ishwari's words...
She did not say r show happiness of her being Dadi or getting a grandchild... Instead she felt happiness in Dev's happiness...
We know Ishwari is going to b back to square again today... But I will not mind... She pleased me to spare her today...
Special mention to Shaheer Sheikh for his extreme skills in acting n more precisely I wud say acting a complicated character like Dev... Ur eyes r enough Man... U r making us cry n hitting our hearts deep down for n to no replacement...
Hatts off to the dialogue writers...
Take a bow CVS... Thank-You for not exploring Dev during the infertility n prenup track... Not exposing the misseries n pain of not being a Father... N focusing on a infertile Mother ( a girl doesn't need to b a Mother, she is already blessed with that since her Birth) it's jus for the society to see... To see with their open eyes, heart, mind n soul... N mad Dadi...
CVS have taken a brilliant move by exploring Dev as a Father... At this point of story...
Oh God, still the scene where Dev n Soha sees eachother in that room is not leaving my eyes, heart, mind n soul...
M a strong DevAkshi fan... This post is not intended to hurt anyone or anyone's feelings... If in case I apologise from the bottom of my heart... Do accept my apology.. this post is not to justify, judge, criticize, bash or support any character...
This is striking only n only my POV...
Waiting for all to share their POV's...