CONFESSIONS OF DEV-SONAKSHI Updated - Page 2

CONFESSIONS OF DEV-SONAKSHI

Dev previously Mr.Dixit, I knew that man had potential to be ladies man, but he just bowled me just over few days... The name itself makes me smile... I wouldn't say he has changed or not, I just know that accepting love in his life has made him MY MAN!!! He is completely mine. He loves me sooo much.. That soulful smile gives me everyday makes me think that i am going to have blood-pressure problem in much young age.

Sometimes i think if i had confessed first then maybe i would have wanted an answer.. a yes or no from him.. But the time he confessed i was ready to give myself to him. I am still bowled over when i recollect that line from proposal time..."I love u like a man loves a woman" . That is exact thing. He makes me feel like a woman. A woman who is complete with a man and in my picture the man could only be DEV...

I always thought that loving Dev was a simple thing i wanted from life. But no, that's not true. Thing is that just the feeling of loving Dev isn't enough; though if he never loved me back, then i did have to compromise with it. But that's not situation now. He is so much intense man. And when we are together that husk in his voice, start the churning machine in my stomach. I become numb. I sometimes think he hasn't realised Mr. Grey and Anna type feeling.. But i think he is much raw than Grey was. If he realises what these feelings are, then i think marriage is the only option we have.

Marriage. Being Mrs. Sonakshi Dev Dixit would be different thing isn't it??? From being nutrition of ishwari aunty to being dev's wife would be certainly different. Would ishwari aunty be comfortable with me? Her daughter-in-law. Dev's mami would certainly not. With all these thoughts i feel Dev and me need to discuss this topic soon. I know aunty is more jaruri to Dev and for me too. Just that their household needs to be open with their thoughts. I don't know how everyone will react with both of us being together. Let's be positive. When all these thoughts come to mind i just recollect these lines of Dev " Sab mujhpe chhod do, Mein sab sambhalonga". He is such a sweetheart. The man whom i can share all my fears.

I love u Dev Dixit. For making me feel that every passing is million milky way's.. I will always wait for u. I don't know what kind of way we are going to pass through but till u r holding my hand i can walk miles n miles. Really and Literally. U know the first one to know that we are in a relationship is Neha. She saw us together when we were dancing our first rains. Being Dev's sister she confronted Dev directly. He told her that he loved me and after a while he is going to come clean with family. Sometimes when me n dev are having our eye -conic convos she is the one to notice us. That day when i was preparing some salad for aunty she just came and teased me by calling me bhabhi...She said that Dev had finally taken a right decision in life by choosing me.. I still don't know the reason for that? Then comes our Nikki- she doubts that im in relationship with someone. She is yet to get that it's her Dev bhai whom i love soo much. Ria- she is the girl whose mind is as smart as Dev's. I think she will do 2+2 and will discover soon...

Let's see who wins the race. Nikki or Ria.