CONFESSIONS OF DEV-SONAKSHI Updated - Page 3

We sometimes don't understand how people around us aren't the same way we are. For example, Dev and me; are so different people. I was always a very normal child and teenager. Baba always gave me right kind of space to take my own decisions. I have lots of friends to share all stupid kinds of things... for eg "ladkon ko tadna" and unko ratings dena.. ye sab kiya hai college time mein. But Dev he is as unknown to all this an owl to the beautiful sunshine...

I would like to tell u all a small thing but it had huge impact on our lives... Rains, baarish!!! It is said that rains and love go hand in hand. We have had some beautiful memories of rains. I will tell u something which I didn't end up knowing till I felt it. Dev is a warm person. That day when it rained; our first rains, in which we danced as a couple. Dev Dixit and Sonakshi Bose danced in middle of road. His embrace the place where I have always wished to be was as always welcoming. But the difference in that was it was quite deepening. As if he wanted me glued.. He didn't want me to go..His long and strong arms encircled me.. his breath was warm...HOT!!! Dev didn't know about this feeling.. i knew from his body language but me i very well know it... I sudden felt shy and nervous..He is a gentleman, once he realised that the embrace was a little tighter he loosened the grip.. & i slipped finally... His eyes were shinning with pride that my wish was fulfilled.. So much innocent my man...

Rains have always brought us close.. pata nahi aisa kya rishta hai hamara baarishon ke saath.. They have made us feel each other.. We have always emoted the true and whitewashed feelings of our in rains.. Dev is someone whom I can be with forever... We have all kinds of differences, problems and difficulties but like Dev said during one of our rain meetings that we did always talk whatever they are. The knowing of love and the person whom one loves is the real feeling in the world. No other feeling can be as real as love. And to present best example for it is my Dev. These days I have started calling him mine. I know more than mine he is of his family's, his maa's. But I too feel that after them, Dev is mine. I don't know whether im heading towards being a possessive girlfriend but wo hai hi aisa insaan jispe gurur hona ekdum easy hai.

With pride come responsibilities. I think Ishwari aunty can handle all the publicity and the elegance as she has made him what he is today. The Dev Dixit. But it's complete opposite with me. I have seen The Dev Dixit but the Dev which i am experiencing is unknown to world and aunty too.. That's what this pride is about; but can't express it to anyone. May be I am becoming selfish and want to keep Dev to myself only. But that's wrong i think.. Anyways when I think myself of being Mrs. Sonakshi Dev Dixit, then I think i need to bear all the norms of wife of Dev Dixit- Elegant, sophisticated, soft spoken and beautiful. I don't know whether i could manage all these???

Can u all give me some tips so that i can think of how to become a good wife of Mr Dixit. ????

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