Unspoken Words,Undisclosed Desires P.73+74 The end - Page 52

Originally posted by: aparna4karanika

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A week spent after my missed marriage with Karan and I had spent all seven days closed to the Arjun's house.
I had the courage to return home and face reality; I hadn't the courage to find Karan on the stairs or on the landing of the house looking at me with anger, hatred and delusion.
Dad and the rest of the Khanna's family were around me were telling me that I had made the right choice and I also I was convinced; I was just disappointed that I'd thought too late. I should have spoken earlier with Karan and not wait for the wedding day.
When Arjun came home that day, bloody, and told me of the discussion he had with Karan, I felt a crap because I realized that I had betrayed Karan twice. His woman with his best friend's was the worse betrayal than a human could get.
That day I had medicated the wounds of the man who loved me and then I was shut in the room and I went out to eat only. Arjun was patient, he did not ask for anything and he was ready for whatever my decision.
I loved him and wanted to stay with him, but it was difficult to stand by him without realizing the pain we had caused to Karan. The truth was that I felt dirty and I was sure I did not deserve to be happy, not after what I had done. All stood beside me and tried to make me feel their presence, their support, but I still felt lousy.
- Next - I said when I heard a knock at the door.
I saw Arjun get into the room and come and lie down on the bed with me. He did not say a word, he simply just hug me, then kissed my forehead and gave me space on his chest. I did not say it twice and settled among the only arms that I yearned.
We remained in that position I do not know how long, narrow in each other's arms.
I knew that Arjun suffered for that situation, after all Karan was not only my ex-boyfriend, but he was also his best friend.
- Arjun, why you can not choose who to love? - I asked him after hours of silence.
- Because love is what there is more irrational, more you love someone the more you lose the sense of things. Fall in love on command would be ugly and would lose all its magic - he answered me, squeezing me more.
He was absolutely right and I knew it, but it was hard, damn hard. We remained silent a little more, then he looked at me and smiled.
- How about if we go get something to eat? At lunch you have not touched food - he suggested, smiling at me sideways.
- Actually I'm not very hungry - I complained.
- Even if I am asking you? – he asked me giving a charmer's look.
- If you ask me that is not true. You know I'd do anything for you - I replied, returning the smile, and getting up with him out of bed to go below.
We went into the kitchen and ate together something that his mom has made.
Shortly, after we heard the bell ring.
- I'll get it - said Arjun and left the room.
I finished eating the pancakes and then walked into the living room.
- Who was? - I asked, but I stopped when I saw who was behind Arjun.
Karan was there looking at me trying to smile, although he found it difficult to do so.
- Hello Arohi – he told me.
- Hello Karan - I just answer me.
- I go up in the room, I have things to do - Arjun told me going upstairs before I had time to respond.
He has done it intentionally, I knew, he wanted we sort out the matter, I was sure.
He did not care about himself, everything he did was to make me happy and maybe I don't deserve someone who loved me so much.
Only after a few minutes I realized that the house was just me and Karan and I did not know what to do.
- Do you want something? - I asked, trying to break the ice.
- No, I'm okay. I just want to talk to you - he said seriously.
- Come, sit down - I proposed making him sit on the couch.
I sat down myself and then I looked at him. Both were in evident embarrassment.
- I did not think I could come – he inquired after a moment of silence.
- I do not believe it myself, but I'm happy. I never had the courage to come and talk - I explained.
There was silence between us, a silence perhaps more awkward than the first.
- If he were not, you'll love me like that? - Then asked directly by breaking the stillness that had been created.
He had not called him by name, which made me realize how much hate there was against Arjun and truly he had all the rights.
We were wrong too.
- In that way how? - I asked, surprised by the question.
- As a true love - he replied.
- Yes, I think so. If there wasn't Arjun, perhaps you'd be the only person who I could love - I told him sincerely.
- But he is - Karan continued, smiling sadly.
I nodded, unable to say the least.
- Why do not you tell me before? Well I deserved to know it first, is not it? – he asked.
- I did not have the courage and then I was willing to go all the way. I would have married you, neglecting my happiness for yours- I explained.
- This is not fair - he complained.
- Life is never fair - I pointed out without too many problems.
- And then? Then what changed? – He urged me to continue.
- Then I realized that going to the bottom would mean fool you and I did not want that to happen - I said sincerely.
- It hurts a lot. I could bear everything but with him ... hell, it's different with him, but you know what? In the end it does not surprise me that much, I should have expected it - I pointed out.
- What do you mean? - I asked.
- What was your relationship too ... too ... I can not even find an adjective to define it. You two have always been too close. You are not able to lie, to betray someone, you know it and I know it, but I didn't keep him in mind, what you both shared - he explained to me.
- I was wrong, we're wrong, and I think that you'd never forgive us for we have done. We have no excuses - I pointed out sad.
- Do you love him more than anything else in the world; is not as justification enough for you? - he asked.
- There is no justification for what I did - I cried.
- I always wanted you to be happy and maybe the truth is that you can be only with him. After all you were born to be together. I've always known this, but I wanted to pretend it did not. You and he, he and you, it has always been so. I was always the odd man. Each has one great love. One day to your children tell about the antagonist of your love story called Karan, but tell also that Karan was not as bad as all the other antagonists of fairy tales and for this he has forgiven the princess in love – he revealed to me while I opened in a smile.
- Really? - I asked in surprise.
- Should I be angry with you because you're in love? We're not ones to decide who to love, and unfortunately or fortunately I can not blame yourself if your love is not born to me. I love you too much not to wish for your happiness – he said seriously.
Karan was forgiving me, who did not deserve a pardon, but I was receiving.
- I do not know if I deserve your forgiveness - I told him sincerely.
- Maybe you're right, I do not know, but this is how the things has to go. The truth is that I was selfish because I wanted to do you mine in the wrong way. I knew he was in love with you and deeply down I knew that you too love him, but you both had too afraid to ruin your relationship and I played dirty, because I used this fear to have you all to myself. Me first of all, I've betrayed by this and I realize that betrayal can never rise to anything good, so now I'm back on my feet. I wish you would not spend day with him, but with me, but I understand that I can not take refuge behind the illusions because I know that the love you feel for him is stronger than everything. Today I know that you'll never be mine, you're not ever been mine, but I'm not sad because you continue to live in me in a special way and for that I'll smile forever - he concluded while I threw myself between his arms.
We were not know for how long to hug, then my thoughts went to the man I loved.
- And Arjun? - Then I asked.
- Do not ask. With him is another story. Do not think I can forgive him, not now at least. The wound still hurts too much. Maybe one day I will succeed, but that day is still too far - he explained.
I hoped with all my heart that one day he would be very successful. I did not deserve forgiveness as much as Arjun did not deserve it, but if I was receiving, he would receive it.
- I must go now or I risk to miss the plane - he told me shortly after.
- Where you go? - I asked curiously.
- In Chennai. I couldn't refuse the job. Of course I expected to leave with you, but that's okay. Change of scenery will help me, but will keep in touch - he said, getting up and hugging me.
- Good luck to all. I hope you find the right person - I told him to the door.
- I hope so too. Say hello to everyone. See you soon - he greeted me and then got into his car and shot off fast.
I remained standing there for a while, then I went inside.
Karan had forgiven me. I did not deserve, but it was so.
I was sure I inevitably compromise the relationship with him because despite his forgiveness we could never get the relationship that we shared before, but that small gesture was enough. Also have a less confidence would have been enough, it was important to have a relationship anyway.
The only thing I could hope for was that one day he might forgive Arjun.
Arjun ... I had neglected him terribly that week.
I had to speak with him. It was time to pick up my happiness and my happiness as I was concerned carried a single name: Arjun Singh Khanna.
I got into his room and I knocked, but I received no reply, so I went without any problems.
I found him lying on the bed with his hands behind his head, his head turned to the ceiling, eyes closed. He had an I-pod ear which made me understand the reason for his failure to answer, simply he had not heard the knock on the door.I quietly closed the door behind him and approached the bed watching him carefully.
It seemed to be sleeping, but I knew it was not so, admittedly when he was relaxed he has a nice expression. Instead he had a strained and I did not like at all mainly because at that moment I realized that throughout the week he has thought primarily to my pain and not to his.
He also suffered, Karan was his best friend.
I approached him and gently leaned my lips to his. A light touch, soft, but that was enough to make him open his eyes, those same eyes that I saw them staring at me and then smiled. Yes, because Arjun's eyes were even able to smile.
He yanked me and I was already in his arm, tight in a hug and before I was aware of everything else he pressed his lips on mine.
I looked at him intently and he did the same with me and in that moment, right at that exact moment when our eyes met, we both realized what we were really two of us.
We were not lovers born under an unlucky star as we had always thought we were not even convicted persons to be just friends, neither people so different from one another to build something. We were only two people who loved each other unconditionally, two people who could not help but do it because we were two guys who met at birth, two guys that fate had bought together and there wasn't anything greater that the force of destiny .
- I'm sorry, love, I really, really sorry - I said after some minutes of silence, and after having removed the headphones from his ears.
- What are you talking about? – He asked me a little worried.
- From my behavior this week. I shut myself away in the other, but especially from you, you who were the only person who I really wanted close, but you've been there forever, quietly and protective as only you know - I explained.
- You needed time to process it, but especially to be able to forgive yourself. I know you and know that attitude was not due to the fact that I wanted to get away from you, but simply that you wanted your space, a space that was the only thing that could help - he told me smiling.
- I love you Arjun, I love you like I never thought I could love. I love you in your silence, in your smile, in your gestures, the way you make me realize how important I am for you. The relationship that we have is something inexplicable. I could spend my whole life trying to create another relationship like that with you, but I know it would be useless. I persisted in wanting to pursue the happiness of another person leaving the mine, but especially your own, and then something has moved. When the altar, the priest asked me to say "Yes", I realized what was really happening. At that moment the priest wasn't telling me to say "I want you" to Karan, he at that time he was asking me to choose between you and him aware that a choice would lead to lost one of you and then I understood everything. I had no choice because my heart had already made its decision and that he chose you, I had chosen when our children's eyes were met, my heart would always choose you. I love you Arjun, I love you totally and unconditionally. You're everything I want – I concluded my speech while spasmodically I clutched his hand.
He said nothing; he simply smiled at me, then walked over to me and kissed me with his lips.
- You know what my mother always says? She says that true love needs no words, but lives of looks. In mine you can only read the great and boundless love I feel for you. You are all my life and tell you I love you, it is a classification too small to make you understand what I feel for you, but I love you, love you more than anything else in the world – he answered me as I smiled and threw myself on him hugging him with vigor.
I hugged him as hard as I could and Arjun embraced me with an infinite love, a love that only two of us together we were able to issue and at that moment I realized that in that room there was my whole world, everything that I needed in life to be happy and certainly I would not let anyone to break us apart.
And then appeared to me a truth that until then I had not taken into consideration: he and I were finally together, nothing else mattered, and I had forgotten everything else.

Next will be the last upd of this FF-the happy ending scenes :)

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i think .. i will never be able to edit all my comments :|..

first of all I LOVE U PARM DI :) <3.. second I LOVE EXTREMLY KARAN..

and yeah arjuhi and this update rock :).. i totally love this update :)

cant wait for tommorow.. after the last update i will give u the longest that u ever got :D.. i hope me zyaada toh nahi bol rahi hun 🤣

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Originally posted by: ShilpaLuvsKMH

first of all I LOVE U PARM DI :) <3.. second I LOVE EXTREMLY KARAN..

and yeah arjuhi and this update rock :).. i totally love this update :)

cant wait for tommorow.. after the last update i will give u the longest that u ever got :D.. i hope me zyaada toh nahi bol rahi hun 🤣

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