Unspoken Words,Undisclosed Desires P.73+74 The end - Page 50

Originally posted by: mysticlover

sorry for the late comment! i don't know what to comment.. i think i can understand arohi.. may be not.. i don't know.. the wedding scenes may bring us all the right answers.. had to go now.. i am left with nothing to say..

Originally posted by: arta

'' I do not even know exactly how, but it seemed as if times spent fast, too fast, as if to punish me, as if times wanted to see me soon with a wedding ring, to punish me because of the behavior that I had in the past two months, but especially for the fact that I was a coward as I was going to celebrate a marriage based on nothing.
I was married by a person who at most I could considered someone like a brother.
Yes, only now I realized something very important, something that until a few minutes before I would ever consider.
That marriage was wrong, but not so much because I loved Arjun, but more so because I did not love Karan, only now I realized that he was, for me, simply and solely as a brother.'''

after those first lines i was shocked , i was thinking NO really that pagal girl married karan , and now what is she going to do ,,, it was a short scaring moment cos the wedding was not done yet , uhhh thank god...😆😆oh man, I havent' even think to prank you guys and you got shocked hun😆
i feel bad for karan but i think he alredy know that arohi was not going to marry at him, he was insecure cose he was seing arjun and arohis reaction . on the next chappy, you'll know about Karan's tought😛
you can't force love and better this way , that being unhappy all the life , althought arohi chose a bad time to tell him .agree with you...bad times, but in this way she doesn't ruin 3 life😛
loved that maneet , arhi and all the closed family was telling arohi to chose from heart , i loved this.😳follow always your heart
arjun is doing a half bhangra in his mind only half cose i think he feel bad for karan .also for Arjun's tought, next chappy hun
the priest face will have been priceless when first arohi was not responding and then he repeating the question double .😆
curious to know what's next ...upd soon pakka
i'm late at reply cos no pm and i have seen only now the update do not worry, it's ok jaan

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Dil Toh Pagal Hai

I could not believe what had happened.
Arohi had left the altar telling Karan not to marry him because she doesn't love him.
This meant only one thing.
Arohi, now, was finally mine, only mine.
I was happy, immensely happy, but at the same time I felt lousy because I see the sadness and pain in the eyes of what had always been my best friend, this made me terribly ill, possibly much more than I would have thought.
Arohi had abandoned the Church for at least fifteen minutes abundant. Maan and Arnav run behind her and I could not help to feel grateful.
Of course I could not get away.
Geet and Khushi were here and they remained together, Mom, Dad and Arohi's dad apologize the guests for the incident.
I did not care much what people thought, for now what mattered was that Karan had not moved an inch since Arohi had run away and seemed to fix the vacuum, as if in another world.
I did not know what to say, my every movement could complicate things.
- All are gone, maybe it's best if we go from here - said Geet, addressing mainly to Karan.
I saw him back in the normal world and turning towards me.
- You're a real asshole - he just told me menacingly pointing a finger.
- Karan, we are the Church. We go out and then let's fix it - said Khushi tugging his arm.
He said nothing, merely to shake off the grip of Khushi and after having cast a glance of fire at me, he headed for the exit of the Church followed by Geet and Khushi.
Inside there were my parents and Arohi's dad.
- I think he understood it all, he is not stupid - said Arohi's father with a neutral tone.
- I think so too - I just respond.
- What are your intentions? - asked Dad.
- I'll talk to and explain how things went - I answered - you get home, Arohi needs her family. Here I will deal. See you later - I went and headed towards the exit.
- Perhaps it's better to stay with you. If Karan has learned everything, we could try to reason with him all along - my mother suggested.
- No, Mom, I prefer to know you are home with Arohi. She needs you now. And it's something that's just me and Karan, you do not interfere- I answered quickly by leaving the Church.

I went and saw Karan stiffen more than it already was.
- Karan, hear ... - I began to tell me when I was one step away from him.
- Karan, what the hell? You're a bas***d -he said with all the anger that he had before he punch my lip broken it as I saw the blood.
- Are you stupid? - Geet said coming up to me to check what he had done, and so did Khushi.
- No, I'm an idiot, I'm just a fool - he answered, regardless of minimante shocked looks on the faces of the girls.
- I'm fine, it hust a punch- I said to the two of them seemed worried, perhaps because of the copious blood coming from my lips.
- If you want another I'll give you , you deserve it all - said Karan with angry look beyond measure.
He was right, I had no justification and I could not blame him, or perhaps in his place I would have done worse.
- Do it. What are you waiting? - I asked him.
- You should not provoke me - he replied back.
- I don't want to tease you, I'm serious. You want to let off steam, do it, I want move a muscle to defend myself. If you think that after you feel better, do it - I told him aware that he could really do it.
In fact, he did not take much to throw me another blow on me, this time in full belly.
I leaned two for the pain, he had put all his strength and I felt like I got twisted all the internal organs.
- Stop Karan, you're hurting him. And you stop provoking him - said Khushi.
- Go home - I said yet collapsed into two because of pain.
- Do not be silly, we do not move from here. Alone we don't know what you'll do- Geet went on.
- Go home. You just interfere, it's between me and Karan- I said more firmly.
- But ... - Khushi was about to say.
- Nothing but. I said go home - I answered this time with absolute hardness.
My eyes did not admit their sermons, and they knew me too well not to understand, so even if reluctantly they turned on thier heels and got into the car then they left.
I believe that all four could work this out, but Karan was too angry and I did not want their two see a scene like that, and then Arohi would definitely need more of them than me.
I still felt a searing pain in the stomach and my lip began to burn a lot.
At that time, however, the physical pain went into the background.
The most annoying thing was that feeling I felt inside, that nagging sense of guilt towards the person that was before me.
I felt the worst of friends and I was really down.
I looked at him and I realized all the pain he felt inside.
He leaned with one hand to the well and the other one passed his hand through his hair.
- Since when? - he asked after minutes of silence.
- Since when what thing? - I asked looking at him while trying to staunch the blood coming out with a handkerchief that had left Khushi.
- Do not play the dumb. Do you really think I'm stupid? Arohi, she ... she left me for you - he said trying to calm down.
- I love her and she loves me, is not an excuse I know, but what have meant to get marry? You would have only taken for a ride - I tried to tell him.
- The love? Are you really sure you know what it means to love? Damn Arjun you could get all the girls you wanted, you just snap your fingers and girls will fall at the feet, but no, you could not settle it? You had to take her, you had to prove that you're the strongest, is not it? - he yelled angrily.
- She is not like any other. You know, you know that I have always loved her and you know it is a game that I feel for her. Ok, I made a mistake, it is true, but nobody gives you the right to say that I only wanted her for my ego - I answered.
- You had a life to run to her and reveal your feelings, but you were always too cowardly from doing so. You said you could not afford to ruin your relationship and when I came to you to tell you that I was going to declare, you have moved me to do so, you said that I was the one for her, that she could be happy, what she deserved. You played with me, you done it with a friend, behind his back - he cried a few inches of my face.
If I had not been wrong, I would have punched him so hard to smash his face because he could not afford to say that I had just played with Arohi.

- I still think you'd be the right one, I still think you deserve her more than me, but this does not change things. Love is not something you can control, it just happens - I replied trying to remain calm.
- You know the thing that hurts the most, what is? What if today she would come to the end, if she said yes and she would become my wife. I would not know anything about the whole thing and you would have kept me as your friend of knowing what you had done - he pointed out more calmly.
- How did you guess? How did you know that I am the cause of your failed marriage? - I asked by not responding to what he had told me.
- What a stupid question that you do. It did not take a genius to realize recently that Arohi was always too strange, he had mood swings, but most seemed as if the contact between us was bothering her. I thought all was due to nervousness about the marriage, but whenever you were there in the neighborhood she seemed more quiet, I could not explain why. Then today when the priest asked her if she wanted to get married, before she turned to look at me and look for your eyes, wanting your approval, when she saw that you gave her, she turned to look at others. She then looked back at you and smile after she said "I can not" that collapsed my world. It did not take a genius to understand that you're hiding me something even considering her sentence, and then your eyes when she left the church even though you're sorry, you have the look of one who has just had the thing he most want. I hoped to be wrong, but when I threw that punch without you it, you didn't react, you invited me to continue even though I didn't feel like it you made me realize that I was right. You speak like that just because you knew that you were wrong. We both know that you've always been a guy who doesn't take problem to pull a punch if you did something and I did not tolerate the fact that you have not moved a muscle, it was the clear answer that I was expecting - he explained to me with a sudden stillness.
- Listen, Karan, I know I'm wrong, I know I had to act like I doesn't know anything, but when you told me that you were going to get married I could not shut up. Something clicked in me that I can not explain, I just knew that I had groped. I must admit that I went well because she reciprocates, but I assure you that it was not in anyone's willing to hurt you - I said, trying to appear calm.

- You know what is the thing that hurts the most? It is not treason in itself, it is not even know, imagine the woman I love above all things in the arms of another, the thing that hurts most is knowing that I was betrayed by my best friend, from what I've always considered to be the brother I never had. It hurts and angers me to know I has been betrayed in this way by someone with whom I played, laughed, and hoped also quarreled with the man with whom I spent my entire childhood, my adolescence, my whole life. I could accept a betrayal by anyone, I would suffer, but eventually I would have understand, but not so, not with you. Among all, you not. Since the guys went to Mumbai you have been my family and I would do anything for you - he said, sitting on the well and put his hands on his face.
He was destroyed and I could not do anything to improve things, to help him.
I was the cause of his illness.
- I'm sorry Karan, I'm really sorry - I told him knowing that an apology could be suffice.
- I do not do anything of your pathetic excuses, you can not understand how I feel and you will not understand if you pass trough, but despite everything I do not wish it, I do not wish anyone to pass through the hell I am now. You have taken everything, you've taken the woman I loved, you've taken my best friend, you've taken the guys, you've taken me your family that I had learned to consider my own, you'haven't left me everything behind. I have nothing left, nothing. Congratulations, you did a great job - he said contemptuously.
- You are wrong. You have not lost everything. My family will always be there for you and the guyswell, they want you too well - I just tell him.
- Do not talk nonsense. They are your family, they will always be by your side, even if they love me. There never put them in front of a choice because I know that they would choose you, they would choose you forever. All eventually choose you - he said almost resignedly.
- Karan I do not ask anything, I do not believe that I can longer be considered your friend after what I did, but one thing I want you to know. In recent times I felt lousy because I knew that was wrong with you, but every time I saw Arohi, I lost myself in her eyes and it was as if everything is annulled, as if outside of us there were none. You're not the only one to suffer, I do even I, be sure, but what happened was inevitable. Perhaps it happened at the wrong time, but it would have happened anyway. I do not ask you to forgive me, I know that you could not, and neither can I hope to get everything back as before because I know what I did is the worst betrayal, but please try to forgive Arohi. She cares too much to you, until the last was ready to sacrifice her happiness for us, she loves you that you can not even imagine. I know you're angry, I know you're disappointed, but please if you really love her as you say forgive her, do not make her feel guilty. I know that I have no right to raise claims, but it's the last thing I ask - I asked him hoping to hear back my words.
- I see you've understood everything. I'll never forgive you, you gave me a lacerating pain too, I've stabbed in the back. I really want you loads of well, so much, but whenever I will look into your eyes , it'll be with the desire to beat, I'll be never be able to watch and review in you the friend and brother who were. For me, after today, you have ceased to exist. You're as dead, I do not want to see you even in a postcard. I loved you and will continue and that's what hurts the most, it hurts not to hate you the whole despite what you've done, but with time I will succeed. Go away now, all I had to say, I told you, go away from in front of my eyes with your squalid presence before I decide to take back to punch - he said looking at me with a disdainful look that brooked no argument.
- Karan... - I tried to say.
- I said go away, get away from my life - he yelled.
I realized that there was nothing to do.
In one day I had the woman of my life, but I lost my best friend and I could not be happy until the end, but even so selfishly I realized that I would suffer more if, instead of Karan, I would have lost Arohi.
I was selfish, I knew, but the love I felt toward that woman was unfathomable.
I walked to the car. I turned to look again Karan, but he kept looking at me with eyes full of hatred, and I headed toward my home.
Arohi was waiting for me, but I went there with the knowledge that Karan would never, never forgive me.

Originally posted by: ShilpaLuvsKMH

omfg this update was so needed.. i totally love u for writing down the feelings of karan :).. i hope everything will be fine soon