Originally posted by: estee
wtf stands for weekend thoughts feature.
but y'know? this weekend, there's really nothing new to wtf. 🤣 *what?? i'm just amused, 'kay?? can't i be just amused enough to 🤣 around by myself anymore? 🤣*
i ill stick to just rofling ovr ur innocent thoughts..... n laughs.....🤣🤣
i mean, just like always, i still want to know all that happened six years ago to
- make prem leave india and promise to never to come back.
- make heer run away from ludhiana and ambala, fleeing prem who she knew would come looking for her.
- make preet and meher leave for can-atta.
- make harman so incapable of doing anything other than water plants.
- make maya apparently care more about meher, and forget hat she had a father who she held more dear than anyone else.
- make everyone so fearful/careful about not blasting the glob's face about being so set about not having heer at home.
- make gi-it such a dear friend to heer.
Me is really not intrested to know any..... but one .... outoff shear curiosity..... Maya n Meher buddies thingie..... really hth??😆
i
still want to know:
- where nihaal is, and why he isn't someone that heer is worrying about. hmmm..... Mayb hey r gonna ans. tat n surprise us one day.😃..... am i expecting too much??well Nihaal aftr 6yrs or eggshactly 5 yrs of jail is currenly lifting heavy loads n making maried woman hide there mangalsutra..... oh dont b so i doubt evn he rembrs being t weak Nihaal😆
- where ig-idiot, the great friend of heer is, that he is no where when heer has been so down and out in life. he gotta transfer to being som gals lovr.... did i ans u.....??😆
- where ashlesha-and-dirtchachi have vanished to. oh dont u wrry abt t dirtmuch twosom... er bad description...right ...i know....... hmmm tey ill b ON soon.... i dont think BT destructives ill evr forget khalnayaks...
- whether ratpal is still in jail -- he had all that money; how can he still be in jail!? -- and where his zombie sister is? as i said RR ill b ON soon..... n as for his sis..... i think veggie for life....wish she just switched states wit G3😡
i want to know all that. 😡
hmmm hopefully u ill...... but na nothing... keep ur hopes high....but! 😆
- given that there is apparently this grand pbauji (read, stoooopid, imho..... er wht?.... it has a meaning??😕 but i lov t sound of it...😳) scheme to ''make heer realise that she loves prem still'' when heer (and the rest of the world, except for the damned creatives) already knows that she loves prem most in the world. all coz Taklu Lallu bcame Ballu lallu....😡
- and given that gi-it is fighting more for heer to get back with her husband with as much (if not more) passion than she has to get married to prem. Yeah... me likes it...😳 but still me no likes tat gi-it thingie... hmph..😡
- and given that the one thing that i have believed in ''prem-heer-are-one'' ever since prem said ''kyunki mein tumsey pyar karta hoon!'' to heer. n whn Prem said "tere har aasoon mere liye maut hai....."..... i wud say "prem tere har baat... nahiin 'tum' haan 'TUM' mere liye maut hain..." but a sweet one😃.....oh how i lov to die.....😳
i'm feeling too lazy and detached to
worry 'bout what's gonna happen next. 😆
aftr all quries n trying to answer em..... u made me lose my worry too.....😆so
instead, what i
do wanna know, with some anticipatory phrooling 😆 now is:
finally to t point😆.....aye haye.... 😳- what, oh what are they gonna do to make a meltdown-your-brain moment that can beat 06/19/08. 😆 oh... hmmm...... 😕..... but ill b W&W for it any day any night......😳
- what are they gonna do to make me hum a song for months like i used to hum ''teri ore, teri ore'' under my breath after seeing the 09/11/08 episode.hmmm.... stilll😕..... but phreaming.....😍
- yeah. that is what i want to know!😍 hmmm...ill a Prem in White Heer in Red all wet... KKHH shtyle....n thn phingoli.....b enf.......😍
hmmm... wtfs (haha wht did u think..E?? aah telme.).....me meant still wtfs half a page more to go.....ma brains dead... need som breakfast brb😳....aftr all phreaming needs strength.... 'to liv frm t dead....'😆
'cause no matter how smoke-your-screen prem-heer-are-one have been since those days-- and man, have they smoked the screen!! 😆 -- they have not quite made me feel as bewildered as i felt losing my heart as i did on
05/27/08.
that's the day that i think one of my first long-estee posts. about losing my heart to the show. *
yeah! now don't you just hate the show of 05/27/08?? if that hadn't happened, you'd never have seen these long posts! 🤣*
http://www.india-forums.com/forum_posts.asp?TID=954133
that post is special to me for many reasons.
- i think that was the first long post i wrote that nans replied to! 😆 before that, she'd never posted in my posts.
- as did sid (sidrah), where i found out that sid was also someone who used to hang out a lot at the kyph forum. 😆
- that is one of the first posts where nupur -- the high priestess of the religion of prem 😆 -- replied to me too.
- while i used to reply to misty's posts before this, i think this is the first post where we had a chummy conversation.
maybe, this was the first post where i actually got hooked into the phorum more than the show -- i was so charmed by the people for whom i used to post on the phorum back then. after that, the list of people who i used to write for just grew. and grew. and grew.
today, i'd be missing a lot of that first set awfully. if i wasn't so charmed by everyone who are still here, and i still write for. and just miss that first set with a little less heartache.
all of this galvanised by the magic of that incredible pair of lovers -- prem and heer.
so here, in today's
wtf, i thought i'd put my most heart-stopping prem-heer moments. the moments that made my heart stop! literally!
* the moment that prem's hand searched for and found heer's hand through the grill of a jail's barrier -- and they clung to each other. i swear -- i just couldn't tear my eyes off the screen when that phhandooh happened. everything else after that i saw through a blur.
* when heer received an expensive gift from prem. and she ran and pushed prem and pushed prem and pushed prem, and he finally exploded with his ''kyunki mein tumsey pyar karta hoon!'' in her face. i lost my heart. and it had never felt so good!! 😃
* when prem got up from the mandap where he was to marry ash, and grabbed prashant for daring to cheat heer. and screamed at his father that he was doing what his father wanted, but he had to promise that nothing would happen to heer! in retrospect, after that explosion, the ''prem-heer ek hai. ek hai, prem aur heer.'' was almost an anti-climax. *
hey! i said ''almost'', na!? 😆* but truly. my heart beat stopped and then flew upward in fierce gladness when he got up. truly.
* the whole 05/19/08 moment when we saw prem's eyes, eyelashes drenched in the rain, went from startled to wild with red hot passion when he saw slim, elegant heer standing on the stairs cleaning their first home together. when i thought about it later, i realised that it was not the wet white shirt, making marble out of those alabaster shoudlers and sculpted chest that made my mind go blank. it was actually that look in his eyes at heer that was the nuclear blast that wiped my memory, my mind, my ability to think, or feel.
* that brief time when prem and heer were back in jzoo after dirtchachi got thrown out. everyone was happy and thrilled about everything had come back to perfection. and there was a brilliantly happy moment when prem smiled. and heer smiled. and that was the only thing my mind could register all of that episode. that they both smiled.
* strangely enough, i think heer's dreams with prem have been some of the most terrific screen-smokin' scenes of theirs. that dance of
12/04/'08... 😍 oh my... 😍
* the smallest of them was that time that prem had asked heer to leave. but couldn't bear to stay away? and he came to give her her medicines. and when she asked him to come in, he said: i don't have the courage. and she looked at him with such sad infinite love in her eyes and asked: no courage to come in? and he looked back at her with such shamed infinite love in his eyes and said: no courage to leave if i come in. oh my, oh my, oh my... 😍😍
* i remember melting the day that heer and prem went to the hotel after glob had made her the owner. he grabbed her hand in front of everyone and wouldn't let go. she kept giggling at him. (omg! heer giggling!) and then, he tries to seduce her in her office. and she tries to seduce him right back. what a melting moment.. 😍
* prem's declaration of ''sharab and shabab'' on the first night they spent together... 😍
* the most physical smoke-the-screen recently had to be the one when heer wipes prem's hair after they'd gotten wet in the rain. he grabbed the towel from her to wipe her. and then came the moment when plip-hlip came closest to each other in recorded history? 😍 or was it when heer tumbled all over prem when she was fighting him to get her baby photo's back?? 😍 or .. hmmm! was it when she thanked him for gifting her a diamond ring on her b'day? 😍
ah.... well. there's my list of ten most blaze-the-screen moments. all of 'em pre-
tls**. and these are what i remember as i tried to
wtf this weekend.
wtf are these two gonna do next to make me bite-off-a-moan before i melt into a puddle of goop front of my television set?? 😍
man! i can hardly wait.... 🤣
** tls: time line shift in the story of six years -- six years apart for prem and heer! 😲 these creatives are truly inhuman, i tell you! how could they have done that??! 😕