but y'know? this weekend, there's really nothing new to wtf. ๐คฃ *what?? i'm just amused, 'kay?? can't i be just amused enough to ๐คฃ around by myself anymore? ๐คฃ*
i mean, just like always, i still want to know all that happened six years ago to
- make prem leave india and promise to never to come back.
- make heer run away from ludhiana and ambala, fleeing prem who she knew would come looking for her.
- make preet and meher leave for can-atta.
- make harman so incapable of doing anything other than water plants.
- make maya apparently care more about meher, and forget hat she had a father who she held more dear than anyone else.
- make everyone so fearful/careful about not blasting the glob's face about being so set about not having heer at home.
- make gi-it such a dear friend to heer.
- where nihaal is, and why he isn't someone that heer is worrying about.
- where ig-idiot, the great friend of heer is, that he is no where when heer has been so down and out in life.
- where ashlesha-and-dirtchachi have vanished to.
- whether ratpal is still in jail -- he had all that money; how can he still be in jail!? -- and where his zombie sister is?
but! ๐
- given that there is apparently this grand pbauji (read, stoooopid, imho) scheme to ''make heer realise that she loves prem still'' when heer (and the rest of the world, except for the damned creatives) already knows that she loves prem most in the world.
- and given that gi-it is fighting more for heer to get back with her husband with as much (if not more) passion than she has to get married to prem.
- and given that the one thing that i have believed in ''prem-heer-are-one'' ever since prem said ''kyunki mein tumsey pyar karta hoon!'' to heer.
so instead, what i do wanna know, with some anticipatory phrooling ๐ now is:
- what, oh what are they gonna do to make a meltdown-your-brain moment that can beat 06/19/08. ๐
- what are they gonna do to make me hum a song for months like i used to hum ''teri ore, teri ore'' under my breath after seeing the 09/11/08 episode.
'cause no matter how smoke-your-screen prem-heer-are-one have been since those days-- and man, have they smoked the screen!! ๐ -- they have not quite made me feel as bewildered as i felt losing my heart as i did on 05/27/08. that's the day that i think one of my first long-estee posts. about losing my heart to the show. *yeah! now don't you just hate the show of 05/27/08?? if that hadn't happened, you'd never have seen these long posts! ๐คฃ*
- i think that was the first long post i wrote that nans replied to! ๐ before that, she'd never posted in my posts.
- as did sid (sidrah), where i found out that sid was also someone who used to hang out a lot at the kyph forum. ๐
- that is one of the first posts where nupur -- the high priestess of the religion of prem ๐ -- replied to me too.
- while i used to reply to misty's posts before this, i think this is the first post where we had a chummy conversation.
today, i'd be missing a lot of that first set awfully. if i wasn't so charmed by everyone who are still here, and i still write for. and just miss that first set with a little less heartache.
all of this galvanised by the magic of that incredible pair of lovers -- prem and heer.
so here, in today's wtf, i thought i'd put my most heart-stopping prem-heer moments. the moments that made my heart stop! literally! ๐
* the moment that prem's hand searched for and found heer's hand through the grill of a jail's barrier -- and they clung to each other. i swear -- i just couldn't tear my eyes off the screen when that phhandooh happened. everything else after that i saw through a blur.
* when heer received an expensive gift from prem. and she ran and pushed prem and pushed prem and pushed prem, and he finally exploded with his ''kyunki mein tumsey pyar karta hoon!'' in her face. i lost my heart. and it had never felt so good!! ๐
* when prem got up from the mandap where he was to marry ash, and grabbed prashant for daring to cheat heer. and screamed at his father that he was doing what his father wanted, but he had to promise that nothing would happen to heer! in retrospect, after that explosion, the ''prem-heer ek hai. ek hai, prem aur heer.'' was almost an anti-climax. *hey! i said ''almost'', na!? ๐* but truly. my heart beat stopped and then flew upward in fierce gladness when he got up. truly.
* the whole 05/19/08 moment when we saw prem's eyes, eyelashes drenched in the rain, went from startled to wild with red hot passion when he saw slim, elegant heer standing on the stairs cleaning their first home together. when i thought about it later, i realised that it was not the wet white shirt, making marble out of those alabaster shoudlers and sculpted chest that made my mind go blank. it was actually that look in his eyes at heer that was the nuclear blast that wiped my memory, my mind, my ability to think, or feel.
* that brief time when prem and heer were back in jzoo after dirtchachi got thrown out. everyone was happy and thrilled about everything had come back to perfection. and there was a brilliantly happy moment when prem smiled. and heer smiled. and that was the only thing my mind could register all of that episode. that they both smiled.
* strangely enough, i think heer's dreams with prem have been some of the most terrific screen-smokin' scenes of theirs. that dance of 12/04/'08... ๐ oh my... ๐
* the smallest of them was that time that prem had asked heer to leave. but couldn't bear to stay away? and he came to give her her medicines. and when she asked him to come in, he said: i don't have the courage. and she looked at him with such sad infinite love in her eyes and asked: no courage to come in? and he looked back at her with such shamed infinite love in his eyes and said: no courage to leave if i come in. oh my, oh my, oh my... ๐๐
* i remember melting the day that heer and prem went to the hotel after glob had made her the owner. he grabbed her hand in front of everyone and wouldn't let go. she kept giggling at him. (omg! heer giggling!) and then, he tries to seduce her in her office. and she tries to seduce him right back. what a melting moment.. ๐
* prem's declaration of ''sharab and shabab'' on the first night they spent together... ๐
* the most physical smoke-the-screen recently had to be the one when heer wipes prem's hair after they'd gotten wet in the rain. he grabbed the towel from her to wipe her. and then came the moment when plip-hlip came closest to each other in recorded history? ๐ or was it when heer tumbled all over prem when she was fighting him to get her baby photo's back?? ๐ or .. hmmm! was it when she thanked him for gifting her a diamond ring on her b'day? ๐
ah.... well. there's my list of ten most blaze-the-screen moments. all of 'em pre-tls**. and these are what i remember as i tried to wtf this weekend.
wtf are these two gonna do next to make me bite-off-a-moan before i melt into a puddle of goop front of my television set?? ๐
man! i can hardly wait.... ๐คฃ
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lots and lots of my phorum remind me that i've been a total duffer 'bout not putting up some other of the most incredible heart-stopping prem-heer moments!
* ''aaj mein prem juneja...'' 'nuff said?? ๐ if that wasn't the most incredible secret marriage ceremony that was conducted blatantly in the open, where a guy literally made love to a girl in front of everyone -- then i don't know what is!! that was ... incredible. it took me a loooong time to come back to being a girl from a pile of goop after that moment... ๐
(thanks for the reminder: mysticgoryfilms, phatty16 ๐ค)
* when prem grabbed heer's hand to stop her from leaving him alone at gayatri-mom's bedside on the night that he ''married'' her, stealing the bride from under the ratpal nose! ๐ but man! that was such a smokin' screen moment!!! ๐ the way both prem and heer looked at each other -- was anyone watching them left standing after that??!
(thanks for the reminder: soaps, dimple, mysticgoryfilms, purvi ๐ค)
* when heer faked she'd lost her memory after the ajmer storm, the look on prem's face when he came to her room. omg. that look itself was worth all the words that he spoke afterwards. *sigh* y'know? s'times, i think that all prem has to do is to stand just looking at heer to make me meltdown. seriously! i mean, what d'you think that picture in my id-thingie is all about?? ๐๐๐
(thanks for the reminder: mysticgoryfilms, purvi )
* when heer comforted prem that however his father treated him, she would always be with him, and they walk down a long road together, hand-in-hand where each finger has slowly and sweetly come together... ๐
(thanks for the reminder: mysticgoryfilms)
* when prem drank bitter medicine looking into heer's eyes. as if the medicine was actually made sweet 'cause of the look in her eyes. that was indeed another one of those smo-okin' screen moments! ai hai... ๐
(thanks for the reminder: purvi)
* raasta roko, the phirst!!!! when prem and heer must've made tv-history with that incredible prem-mimicking-heer's actions but for a totally different reason from her! omg. omg. omg. omg! screen burns!! estee melts into goop! and that too while watching it on youtube!!! omg!!!
(thanks for the reminder: my d2cp! aka anita... ๐)
* prem loses his temper with heer when she tells him angrily that she will marry muckmeet and be happy with him forever! and that too on the day of her mehendi when prem was dreaming that she would stand up in front of everyone and tell him that only his name would be written in her mehendi. and prem grabbed her, pushed her against the wall and practically snarls between tightly clenched teeth into her mouth that ''tum sochtay kuchch ho, maantay kuchch ho,....'' and in 15 seconds, make my brain flame out! ooph! that was some prem! ๐
(thanks for the reminder: angie aka angel82)
* boss prem said ''tumharey ankhon mein itna dard kyun hai?'' when heer has just been fired at the hotel. and that phhandooh was the first ever time we got to see what a phhandooh was all about. prem looked down at her hand before taking it in his. and when his fingers touched hers, hers curled naturally and automatically around his. omg. i should've seen what was coming... ๐
(thanks for the reminder: harshaasma ๐)
* ''anday, heer, anday'' otherwise called the ''9/11'' episode! ๐คฃ actually, what smoked was what he was doing to heer before that... and then the way heer got her revenge after that.. ๐
(thanks for the reminder: kdhmdfan ๐ you're right -- i totally forgot this one!)
* angie (angel82) has a whole list of the ones that i've ''missed'' that you must check out if you like having your brains fried! ๐ -- like the rajasthan dune one where poor heartweary exhausted heer is caught up in the arms of prem... ๐ oh, sumi (coolgal270), that was such a lovely moment -- i could swear that it was not my heartbeat i could hear like a drum in my ears, but it was heer's and prem's... ๐
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** tls: time line shift in the story of six years -- six years apart for prem and heer! ๐ฒ these creatives are truly inhuman, i tell you! how could they have done that??! ๐